There, in the glow of the huge red fire, stood a well-covered table, surrounded by cook, charwoman, and their cavaliers, discussing a pile of hot-buttered toast, to which the little kitchen-maid was contributing large rounds, toasted at the fire.
Mary’s eyes absolutely flashed, as she said, ‘The children have had no breakfast.’
‘I beg your pardon, ma’am,’ and the cook rose, ‘but it is the nursemaid that takes up the young ladies’ meals.’
Mary did not listen to the rest; she was desperate, and pouncing on the bread with one hand, and the butter with the other, ran away with them to the nursery, set them down, and rushed off for another raid. She found that the commotion she had excited was resulting in the preparation of a tray.
‘I am sure, ma’am, I am very sorry,’ said the cook, insisting on carrying the kettle, ‘but we are in such confusion; and the nursemaid, whose place it is, has been up most of the night with Mr. Leonard, and must have just dropped asleep somewhere, and I was just giving their breakfast to the undertaker’s young men, but I’ll call her directly, ma’am.’
‘Oh, no, on no account. I am sure she ought to sleep,’ said Mary. ‘It was only because I found the little girls quite starving that I came down. I will take care of them now. Don’t wake her, pray. Only I hope,’ and Mary looked beseechingly, ‘that they will have something good for their dinner, poor little things.’
Cook was entirely pacified, and talked about roast chicken, and presently the little sisters were sitting up in their beds, each in her wrapper, being fed by turns with delicately-buttered slices, Mary standing between like a mother-bird feeding her young, and pleased to find the eyes grow brighter and less hollow, the cheeks less wan, the voices less thin and pipy, and a little laugh breaking out when she mistook Minna for Ella.
While tidying the room, she was assailed with entreaties to call their Mary, and let them get up, they were so tired of bed. She undertook to be still their Mary, and made them direct her to the house-maid’s stores, went down on her knees at the embers, and so dealt with matches, chips, and coal, that to her own surprise and pride a fire was evoked.
‘But,’ said Ella, ‘I thought you were a Miss May.’
‘So I am, my dear.’
‘But ladies don’t light fires,’ said Minna, in open-eyed perplexity.
‘Oh,’ exclaimed the younger sister, ‘you know Henry said he did not think any of the Miss Mays were first-rate, and that our Ave beat them all to nothing.’
The elder, Minna, began hushing; and it must be confessed that honest Mary was not superior to a certain crimson flush of indignation, as she held her head into the grate, and thought of Ethel, Flora, and Blanche, criticized by Mr. Henry Ward. Little ungrateful chit! No, it was not a matter of laughing, but of forgiveness; and the assertion of the dignity of usefulness was speedily forgotten in the toilette of the small light skin-and-bone frames, in the course of which she received sundry compliments—’her hands were so nice and soft,’ ‘she did not pull their hair like their own Mary,’ ‘they wished she always dressed them.’
The trying moment was when they asked if they might kneel at her lap for their prayers. To Mary, the twelve years seemed as nothing since her first prayers after the day of terror and bereavement, and her eyes swam with tears as the younger girl unthinkingly rehearsed her wonted formula, and the elder, clinging to her, whispered gravely, ‘Please, what shall I say?’
With full heart, and voice almost unmanageable, Mary prompted the few simple words that had come to her in that hour of sorrow. She looked up, from stooping to the child’s ear, to see her father at the door, gazing at them with face greatly moved. The children greeted him fondly, and he sat down with one on each knee, and caressed them as he looked them well over, drawing out their narration of the wonderful things ‘she’ had done, the fingers pointing to designate who she was. His look at her over his spectacles made Mary’s heart bound and feel compensated for whatever Mr. Henry Ward might say of her. When the children had finished their story, he beckoned her out of the room, promising them that he would not keep her long.
‘Well done, Molly,’ he said smiling, ‘it is well to have daughters good for something. You had better stay with them till that poor maid has had her sleep out, and can come to them.’
‘I should like to stay with them all day, only that Ethel must want me.’
‘You had better go home by dinner-time, that Ethel may get some air. Perhaps I shall want one of you in the evening to be with them at the time of the funeral.’
‘So soon!’
‘Yes, it must be. Better for all, and Henry is glad it should be so. He is out on the sofa to-day, but he is terribly cut up.’
‘And Leonard?’
‘I see some improvement—Burdon does not—but I think with Heaven’s good mercy we may drag him through; the pulse is rather better. Now I must go. You’ll not wait dinner for me.’
Mary spent the next hour in amusing the children by the fabrication of the dolls’ wardrobe, and had made them exceedingly fond of her, so that there was a very poor welcome when their own Mary at length appeared, much shocked at the duration of her own slumbers, and greatly obliged to Miss May. The little girls would scarcely let Mary go, though she pacified them by an assurance that she or her sister would come in the evening.
‘Don’t let it be your sister. You come, and finish our dolls’ frocks!’ and they hung about her, kissing her, and trying to extract a promise.
After sharing the burthen of depression, it was strange to return home to so different a tone of spirits when she found Aubrey installed in Ethel’s room as his parlour, very white and weak, but overflowing with languid fun. There was grief and sympathy for the poor Wards, and anxious inquiries for Leonard; but it was not sorrow brought visibly before him, and after the decorous space of commiseration, the smiles were bright again, and Mary heard how her father had popped in to boast of his daughter being ‘as good as a house-maid, or as Miss What’s-her-name;’ and her foray in the kitchen was more diverting to Aubrey than she was as yet prepared to understand. ‘Running away with the buttered toast from under the nose of a charwoman! let Harry never talk of taking a Chinese battery after that!’ her incapacity of perceiving that the deed was either valiant or ludicrous, entertaining him particularly. ‘It had evidently hit the medium between the sublime and ridiculous.’
When evening came, Mary thought it Ethel’s privilege to go, as the most efficient friend and comforter; but Ethel saw that her sister’s soul was with the Wards, and insisted that she should go on as she had begun.
‘O, Ethel, that was only with the little ones. Now you would be of use to poor Averil.’
‘And why should not you? and of more use?’
‘You know I am only good for small children; but if you tell me—’
‘You provoking girl,’ said Ethel. ‘All I tell you is, that you are twenty-three years old, and I won’t tell you anything, nor assist your unwholesome desire to be second fiddle.’
‘I don’t know what you mean, Ethel; of course you always tell me what to do, and how to do it.’
Ethel quite laughed now, but gave up the contest, only saying, as she fondly smoothed back a little refractory lock on Mary’s smooth open brow, ‘Very well then, go and do whatever comes to hand at Bankside, my dear. I do really want to stay at home, both on Aubrey’s account, and because papa says Dr. Spencer is done up, and that I must catch him and keep him quiet this evening.’