They’d pale in comparison to a vase the size of the Grand Canyon filled with roses, fluffy stuff, and a big red bow, and then a box with long-stemmed ones waiting inside. Not even the corny poem he’d written to go with the daisies would bring them up to the standards of the roses.
“Red?” he asked when Jill pulled the ribbon off and looked inside.
“Oh, yeah. Red, like funeral flowers.”
“Where did you get that notion? Red roses mean love, not death.”
“Not in my mind,” she said. “When we buried my grandpa and my granny, both sets, there were red roses on the top of their caskets. I always think of funerals when I see them, and here are two dozen of the damn things for me to contend with.”
“Do we take them home or to Polly?” she asked when they locked up at exactly five o’clock.
“Your flowers, so it’s your choice. I take it those in the box are from Tyrell?”
“You got it.”
“I don’t imagine Polly would want anything from the Gallaghers or the Brennans, even if they came through you,” he said.
“Then let’s go home.”
He drove to the bunkhouse with a vase of roses and a box of the same in the backseat. She ignored them when they reached the bunkhouse, so he carried them in and set them on the kitchen table.
“I’m going to my room to call Aunt Gladys. I’ll ask her if she wants these damn things or if I should just toss them out into the yard,” she said.
The daisies were lying in the middle of the bed in the green paper. He took the poem he’d labored over for hours that morning and put it on the spare pillow, the one that held her pretty red hair when they spent the night together. Then one by one, he scattered daisies up across the quilt.
“That’s about as creative as I can get,” he said. “I feel like I’m clashing with money and power.”
“Hello! Sawyer, where are you? Aunt Gladys said to do whatever I want with them, but she and Aunt Polly don’t want anything from the Gallaghers or the Brennans, just like you said.”
“Hungry?” He made his way from bedroom to kitchen table.
“Not really. Mostly angry that they think they can buy me with flowers,” she said.
She opened the card on the box again. “From Tyrell, saying thank you for helping take care of the cattle situation.” She poked every one of them down into the vase with the ones that Quaid had sent.
“Quaid Gallagher says red roses remind him of me,” she said. “I probably should tell them both that they remind me of death and sorrow. And just because I have red hair doesn’t mean I like red roses.”
“That’s a big arrangement to leave on the table. I don’t think I can see over them when we sit down to eat,” he said.
“Don’t intend to leave them here. They are going into my office. Remind me to keep them watered,” she said, ripping the bow from around the vase.
“What are you going to do with that?” he asked.
“Watch this. Piggy, Piggy, Piggy,” she called out.
The gray kitten perked up her ears and scampered across the floor with the yellow one right on her tail. Jill tossed the bow on the floor, and they attacked it like it was a big red rat, kicking and growling, batting at it and playing tug-of-war with it. She carried the vase into her office and shut the door behind her when she returned.
Sawyer plopped down on the sofa and leaned back, his heart racing and his hands clammy. She slid down beside him, and he drew her close with an arm around her shoulders. “Tired? I’ll gladly take care of the bartending alone if you want to stay in for an evening. If I need someone to throw a pitcher of beer on a couple of bitches, I’ll call. Hey, I never asked. Why did you come to the bar that night anyway? Seemed like after you doused Betsy and Kinsey, we decided we’d best stick together, but why were you even there?”
“I wanted a cold beer, not in a bottle, but in a frosted mug. I’m not so tired that I can’t go to the bar with you, and besides, it wouldn’t be fair.”
“It’s Monday. You know how slow it is on Monday,” he said.
“Not this one. Aunt Gladys told me that the Gallaghers’ cattle is down in Salt Holler, and even though Naomi is a distant relative of Wallace’s, he’s going to make her pay for the grass they’ve eaten and the property they’ve damaged. So it’ll be a busy night with folks comin’ around to see what’s goin’ on next with the feud.”
“Property damage?” He made lazy little circles on her arm with his thumb.
“Says they broke through some hog-wire fences, and he had to round up his hogs. Guess the pig war lives on, even when it’s really cattle,” she said.
“Well, anytime you want to, I’ll take a night at the bar alone. But for the record, I sure like it when you are right there with me.”
One corner of her cute little mouth turned up. “If Kinsey and Betsy found out you were in there all by yourself, they’d take you away from me. And I don’t play well with others.”
“Not damn likely.” He grinned.
She pointed toward the stove. “Look at the children.”
They each had a paw on a section of the frayed and ragged ribbon, as if protecting their interests while they slept.
“Play hard. Sleep hard,” Sawyer said.
“Like babies. Too bad the Gallaghers and Brennans haven’t learned to play well with others and then plop down and fall asleep,” she said. “Got to get changed into my barroom hussy clothes. I left my bra hanging on the doorknob over in your room.”
He held his breath when she stood up and headed in that direction.
“Oh my!” Her hand shot up and covered her mouth.
Then there was silence. He waited and waited, started to get up twice, and then sat back down. His hands got all clammy again and his pulse quickened. He waited for laughter at the poem or at least some reaction. But there was nothing for five of the longest minutes he’d ever spent in his life.
* * *
Jill touched each daisy. They were so bright and beautiful, lying there on the bed as if they’d grown from the stitches that held the quilt together. Then she found the poem and sat down in the rocking chair to read. It was both funny and sweet, tugging at her heartstrings when it talked about how she made every morning as bright as the blue daisy, that the sun was brighter than the yellow ones, and that all he had to do was look across the room at her and she filled his heart with so much color there weren’t words to describe it.
Tears ran down her eyes and dripped onto the ink, smearing when she tried to wipe it. When she looked up, Sawyer filled the doorway.
“This is the sweetest thing I’ve ever had,” she said.
“I didn’t mean for you to cry.”
“I know, but it’s so damn sweet. Now help me gather up these daisies before they wilt. There’s enough for the kitchen table and the coffee table and for the nightstand beside your bed. I want them everywhere, so I can see them no matter where I am,” she said.
Together they picked up the flowers. “I saw some of those half-pint jars in the cabinet. We’ll divide them into three bouquets. They are so bright and pretty, Sawyer. The colors remind me of sunsets. There’s nothing more beautiful than a Texas sunset or sunrise. And I’m framing this poem and keeping it forever,” she said.
“You won’t let anyone else read it, will you? It’s kind of corny.”
She tiptoed and pressed her lips against his. Their hands were filled with flowers, so they couldn’t touch each other, but the kiss was deep and sweet at the same time.
“I wouldn’t share this with anyone, Sawyer. It’s personal, and it’s mine. I’ll put it on the nightstand beside my bed. I love it, and I love the flowers.”
She stopped short of saying that she loved him. Words were words, and they needed to be heard, but she didn’t want to say them until she was absolutely sure that she meant every single one.
* * *
She laughed. “You are a prophet.”
The parking lot at the Burnt Boot Bar and Grill already had a dozen trucks, and there were people huddled up next to the door, waiting to get inside.