I nodded.
“You have those cuffs,” he said.
“What?”
“Don’t you carry those plastic cuffs around?”
I barely managed a nod.
“Get them out,” he said. Then, shouting: “Be right there, Don!”
I struggled to get a hand into my pocket. I brought out one plastic cuff. Walden took one step back, keeping the gun trained on me. He was afraid to cuff me himself, probably fearing I’d try something. Which I would have.
“Put your hand up against the leg,” he said. He was pointing to the thick porcelain leg that supported the pedestal sink. “Cuff your wrist to that.”
That would keep me here in the bathroom, as opposed to cuffing my wrists together.
I did as I was instructed, and secured my right hand to the leg. Both my hands were bloody, and I was leaving red handprints on the floor as I shifted my body. I had gone from a sitting position to being stretched out on the floor, my head between the sink and the toilet.
“Remember,” he said. “One peep, and Don has to die, too. As it is, it only has to be you.”
He turned on the tap and rinsed his and my blood from his hands, dried them off, then slipped out into the hall and closed the door.
I lay there, 280 pounds of pain. With my free hand, I reached into my jacket and found my phone. I turned onto my side, blinked several times to get the blood out of my eyes so I could see the screen.
The door reopened.
Walden reached down and snatched the device from me. “I can’t believe I forgot that,” he said, and shut the door again.
I closed my eyes, rested my head on the cold tile floor. My ear was not far from the crack at the bottom of the door, allowing me to hear what was going on.
“Don, hey, how are you?” Walden said. “Sorry it took me so long.”
“No, it’s okay. Am I catching you at a bad time?”
“Well, I’m about to head out. Otherwise I’d invite you in.”
“Oh, okay, well,” said Don, “I’ll try to make this quick, although it’s kind of a hard thing to say in a hurry.”
“What’s hard to say?”
A long pause. “Well, Walden, the thing is… I wanted to tell you this when you came by the other day. When I had to go to the school and pick up my grandson? It’s something that’s been eating at me for a long time.”
“What?”
“You see-God, this is hard to say-but you see, I was one of them.”
Now it was Walden’s turn to pause. “One of them?”
“I was down by the park that night. The night, you know, that Olivia… that she died.”
“You were there?”
“I heard what was happening. I don’t even know that there’s anything I could have done. I wasn’t close. But I could have done something. I could’ve called the cops, or I could’ve run into the park. I keep playing it over and over in my head, wondering what I could have done that might have made a difference. I don’t honestly think I could have saved her, Walden, but maybe, if I’d been a better person, if I’d done something, maybe I’d have seen the son of a bitch who did it.”
“Why are you telling me this?”
“I have to get it off my chest. It’s eating me up, Walden.”
I thought about screaming. I thought about calling out for help. But I’d be killing Don Harwood. I couldn’t do that to him.
Although I wondered, given what Don was confessing to, whether Walden would decide to kill him anyway. I was hurting so much on my side that I shifted to my stomach, my free hand sliding across the tile, coming into contact with something.
I pulled on the leg of the sink, testing it, thinking maybe I could make it break free, that I could slip my hand out from the bottom. But the sound of the sink crashing to the floor was going to get Don killed as quickly as if I cried for help.
Walden said, “It’s okay.”
“No, Walden, it’s not okay. I’m not asking you to forgive me. I’ll understand if you don’t, but I-”
“Really, it’s okay. It was good of you to come by, Don.”
“That’s it?” Don Harwood said.
“Don’t give it another thought.”
“Seriously? All this time, I’ve felt sick about this, and you don’t care?”
“They caught the man today,” Walden said.
“They did?”
“I just-I just got a call from the police. They’ve caught someone.”
“Well, I’ll be damned. I had no-”
A cell phone started ringing. Don said, “Hang on.” Then, “Hello? David? David, slow down… What happened? You got what? You got shot?… No, you shot someone? Oh God, David, no… They couldn’t do anything?… Where are you? Tell me where you are. I’ll get your mother, and we’ ll-”
“Don,” Walden said.
“David, hang on a second.” A pause, and then, “Walden, I have to go. Something awful’s happened.”
“Sure. It was good of you to come by.”
“Yeah, well,” Don said. “I have to go.”
I heard the door close.
I had no idea what Don’s phone call was about, but whatever it was, it wasn’t a priority for me.
Would Walden shoot me? Would he kill me with my own gun? Unlikely, I thought. It would make too much noise. It would leave a bullet hole in the bathroom to be repaired. He’d have to do it another way. Strangle me, maybe. Suffocate me. Disable my other arm and hold his hand over my mouth and nose until I was dead.
There’d be less mess that way.
The real challenge would be getting rid of me. I was probably a hundred pounds heavier-at least-than George Lydecker. If this bathroom had a bathtub, he could dump me into it once I was dead and cut me into pieces. But if he wanted to treat me like a side of beef, he was going to have to move me someplace else to do it.
Plus, there was the matter of my car out front. What was he going to do with that? I was hoping Don might have recognized it, asked Walden where I was. Then again, that probably would have gotten him killed. And now it sounded like Don had something else to worry about.
I heard steps coming back down the hall. The door opened.
“Did you hear that?” Walden asked. The gun was in his right hand. He must have hidden it when he was talking to Don.
“I heard,” I said.
“Everybody’s got problems,” he said offhandedly. “And you’re my latest one.” He looked at the way he had instructed me to cuff myself. “I screwed that up, didn’t I? I should have had you put both hands around the leg and hooked them up together. You have another cuff?”
“Yes,” I said.
“Take it out of your pocket.”
“I can’t reach it with this hand. It’s in my other pocket.” Walden sighed. “Try.”
I attempted to reach across my body into my opposite pocket, but I was like O. J. trying on the glove. I made it look a lot harder than it actually was.
“I can’t do it,” I said.
“Okay, don’t try anything funny,” he said. “Shift over that way.”
I rolled back onto my other side to allow Walden to get into my pocket. My free hand went under my body, where I’d kept the item my hand had brushed past while he’d been talking to Don.
He still had the gun in his hand, but it was pointed at the toilet and not at me. He fumbled around in my pocket with his left hand.
I rolled.
I rolled fast, and hard, and brought up my free hand, with the six-inch nail file clutched in my fist.
I swung my arm with all the strength I had left in me and plunged it into Walden Fisher’s neck.
Walden screamed and tumbled, then hit his head on the sink. The gun fell out of his hand.
“Jesus!” he shouted.
I pulled the nail file out and jammed it into him again, this time catching him at the base of his neck, just above the rib cage.