Eileen Harrison showed up at Bloonsbury's place before we left, still looking a bit dazed. Not sure that her expression changed that much on seeing Healy, but she was looking so completely out of it that her expression didn't really have anywhere else to go. There were three of those Neanderthal constables with her to take care of Healy, just in case the guy decided to get funny.
Brief discussion in the car before Taylor shut up to concentrate on driving through the blizzard. We'd asked a few questions of Healy but he was in no fit state to answer anything.
The pieces fall together, scraps of rubbish into a bin. Maybe it all starts when Crow tries to bribe Bloonsbury. That's a guess, but we know they had dealings in the last month, and it's a reasonable stab at it. Bloonsbury begins to panic about the truth of the Addison case getting out. Great career finally flushed down the toilet, starts to wonder what to do about it.
Meanwhile, Healy murders Ann Keller. The same night, Bathurst finds out the truth of the Addison case. Maybe Bloonsbury gets wind of that, maybe not. Maybe he knows she goes to see Miller. Anyway, I put him on to Healy, he talks to the guy, realises he's our killer. Hatches his plan. Decides he'll get rid of all his co-conspirators. Who knows how quickly he worked it all out? So he gets hold of Healy some time after he'd tried it on with that stupid tart in Rutherglen.
Early hours of Saturday morning he goes down to Arrochar, takes care of Crow. Bundles him into the back of the car, drives it to Dunoon. Gets back to Arrochar and his own car somehow. Stole another motor perhaps. Having dealt with Crow he then comes up to Glasgow and kills Evelyn Bathurst. Not sure how he knows where to find her, but then she was between her home and the station; not that much of a stretch. Does to her what Healy did to Ann Keller, planting evidence to incriminate Healy.
Next up, he knows somehow that Herrod has been put onto Healy by Josephine Johnson. He waits for him, stabs him through the chest. Then the following day he does for Edwards in a drive-by murder.
The story so far. Don't have too much proof of it all, but it falls into place. Feels right, and there have been plenty of times when Bloonsbury's not been around the station.
So, Jonah Bloonsbury, come to this; and the confirmation of that hanging on the wall in his spare bedroom. The guy had been there a few days, Jonah's been at his house in that time. No set up, no bullshit, Bloonsbury's our man.
Feel empty. Hollow. Don't want to be in the police tonight. Don't want to be here. If your life's going to be this shit, you might as well be living in one of those shit countries that don't even function, where despair is all-consuming, where despair isn't just defined by being unable to afford to renew your Sky subscription. Every one of us is going to look bloody awful when this gets out, and there'll be no one on the force thanking Taylor and me for having discovered it.
Which brings us to the last big question. The involvement of Charlotte Miller. Which side of the tracks are we going to find her on? We could have phoned her, but this is the sort of thing you have to say to someone's face. Gauge the reaction.
Don't really start talking about it until we're over the Erskine bridge, the snow has cleared and we're both chewing on nasty ham and cheese sandwiches we picked up at the petrol station. Nearly two o'clock.
'How we going to play this?' I say eventually.
He waves the sandwich at me.
'What the fuck you buy these for, Sergeant? They're minging.'
'It was after midnight. What choice d'you think there was?'
He grumbles, continues to eat the sandwich.
'Not sure, is the answer to your question,' he says. 'Been considering letting you go in yourself as planned.'
'To see if she kills me?'
'Aye.'
'Thanks.'
'Don't think it'll work,' he says. 'I mean, if she doesn't know anything about it, then she'll shag you and I'll be left sitting in the car freezing my balls off. And we'll both look like idiots when we have to tell her the truth. So, we'll just go in there, tell her what we've found. We think Jonah's been killing off everyone who knows about the Addison business, which means that she might be next on the list.'
'And what if she's in on it and pulls a gun?'
'Don't see it. What's her motive? Sure, if the Addison stuff got out it'd look bad, set her back a year or two, but how is she supposed to know if some of her officers are murderers? And she's Charlotte Miller, for fuck's sake. She can shag and connive her way out of anything. She doesn't need to conspire to murder her own officers.'
Takes the left fork at the lights, heads down towards Helensburgh. I have to agree with him. The woman I've become close to in the last week isn't any confederate of Bloonsbury. What he's done is sickening, but he's such a mess of a man that however much your belief is stretched, there's still some credibility about it. But Charlotte Miller?
'And if she is in on it,' he continues, 'which I really doubt, what's she to gain from doing anything to us? It's already out about Bloonsbury, everyone knows. No, if she's implicated she'll deny everything, get hold of Jonah and kill him so that he can't talk. That way, she suffers minimum damage.'
Sounds right, but this is such a mess you never know.
'So where's Jonah got to?' I say.
He shrugs. 'Fuck knows? Lying in a ditch, maybe. If he realised from what I said earlier today that we were on to Crow, maybe he's just done a runner. Off to London to sleep under a bag with the rest of his kind.'
'Or he could have come down to Helensburgh to kill Miller. The last of the people who know.'
'We know,' he says. 'He's still got us to take care of.'
Given the alacrity he's shown in polishing off the others, that's not the most comforting thought. Imagine my death at the hands of a crazed Jonah Bloonsbury. A drunk Jonah Bloonsbury. But fuck it, maybe death would be best at this point. The victim police officers will undoubtedly be hailed as brave heroes — like every other person who dies these days — while those officers not murdered during the course of this investigation will all be castigated for being a collection of criminally-inclined, incompetent wankers.
Still pondering what it would be like to have a sword driven up through your insides, embedding you to a wall in the manner of the late and little-missed Herrod, when Taylor pulls up outside the mansion. Stops the car, switches off the engine. Looks at me.
'This is it, Sergeant. Now, I know you usually have sex when you come here, but on this…
'Fuck off.'
He smiles and gets out of the car. I follow, once again feel the cold cut through the thin lining of the jacket. Boots crunch into the snow, an icy crust having formed on the top. Look up the path to the house. A couple of lights on, but don't see her face pressed against a window watching out for me. If she was expecting me, I'm a good deal later than she'd have thought I'd be arriving.
Push open the gate at the bottom of the garden, start the long walk up the path.
'Hope she's in,' says Taylor.
'And alone,' I add. 'And unarmed.'
'Jessie,' he says.
45
Stand on the doorstep, where I've been twice in the last week. Different kind of nerves tonight. Had hoped by this age I'd stop feeling nerves, but that doesn't appear to happen, no matter the shit that's gone before.
About to ring the bell.
'Wait,' says Taylor.
Look at him.
'Second thoughts?'