While it was filling the phone rang. She raced to pick it up. ‘Hello?’ She just stopped herself from adding, ‘Leon?’
But it was Brock’s voice on the other end. ‘Ah, you’re home, Kathy. Good. You got back safely then.’ His voice sounded cautious and concerned, as if he had hardly expected her to get back in one piece.
‘Yes. The flight was delayed. I’ve just got in.’
‘You must be tired.’
‘I am rather.’
‘Well, I won’t keep you. I just wanted to make sure everything was okay. It is okay?’
This wasn’t like Brock, and Kathy had a sudden suspicion that he knew something, about Leon. For a moment she almost told him that he was gone, but then she bit it back and said only, ‘Yes.’
‘Good.’ He didn’t sound reassured. ‘I’ll see you tomorrow, then.’ He hung up.
Kathy swore to herself and began to pull off her clothes.
19
Commander Sharpe stood at his window, gazing with satisfaction at the scaffolding on the roof of the Home Office building. ‘Our friends are very content, Brock. Very content.’
‘You’ve told them already?’ Brock asked unhappily.
‘Certainly.’ Sharpe lifted his coffee cup to his mouth and sipped, then came and sat down to face Brock. ‘Time is short. The Palace was on the point of calling the whole thing off. The Home Secretary is expecting questions in the House. There’s no way we can keep quiet about this, you know.’ Then he broke into a smile. ‘Oh, I understand how you feel. You want to keep it all close to your chest until you’ve dotted every I and crossed every T.’
‘Verge’s body would help,’ Brock said morosely.
‘No sign yet?’
‘We’ve got the list of sites they surveyed for the DTLR, and we’re searching them as fast as we can, but so far nothing.’ ‘Hm. But there’s no suggestion that the confession isn’t genuine, surely?’ ‘I’d have preferred it in his handwriting, with his signature.’
Sharpe chuckled again. Clearly he was in a good mood, indulging the reluctant Brock. ‘That’s not how it works any more, is it? Pretty soon we’ll all have lost the knack of handwriting-and of speech, too, I shouldn’t wonder. Just communicate through keyboards. But you said in your report that only Clarke could have known many of the things he referred to.’
‘Yes.’ It was true. The affairs with Miki and Charlotte, the references to TQS and Kraus, the Barcelona bank account-no one else outside the police force knew of all of these.
‘Details,’ Sharpe insisted, ‘like the bloodstained handkerchief found in Verge’s car, and the single driving glove, neither of which we released to the press.’
All true. So why was he unhappy? Perhaps it was the confession itself, its form rather than its content. It wasn’t like any suicide note he’d ever seen before. For one thing, it was long, longer than any other he’d come across-except one, a rambling twenty pages of invective and self-pity left behind by a city bankrupt. But that one had been tear-stained and almost incoherent in places, with sentence structure and spelling all over the place. Clarke’s confession, on the other hand, was written in impeccable prose, even allowing for the computer’s spelling and grammar checks. And it had been written fast; the computer recorded the document as having been created at six fifty-four p.m. and saved at seven thirty-six p.m., just forty-two minutes later. Two thousand six hundred and eighty-two words in forty-two minutes, which was some going. No doubt he’d been thinking about it for much longer, marshalling the ideas, composing the phrases. He probably had most of it memorised before he began. But he couldn’t have been very drunk when he wrote it, just as he couldn’t have been very drunk when he taped the hose so neatly to the car. Presumably he completed those preparations and then settled down with the brandy and sleeping pills that had been absorbed so plentifully into his bloodstream.
And then there was the tone of the confession; rather calculated, it seemed to Brock. Clarke had spoken about his feelings of horror and regret, but in such a very controlled way, like an observer rather than a participant. Brock sensed no real panic or terror, no blackness of despair. In fact, the tone seemed rather playful in places-the metaphor of the high-altitude balloon, for example-even tongue-in-cheek, ‘I then bounced off him not ideas, but a sizeable lump of concrete’. Brock knew the whole thing by heart. Of course, a psychologist would provide a professional opinion.
‘Maybe you just expected the hunt to take longer, be more difficult,’ Sharpe suggested.
Brock conceded a nod. Yes, that might well be the case. He felt a little like someone brought in to break down an impregnable door, only to find that it crumples at the first assault.
‘Maybe you feel frustrated that in the end he escaped us?’
That too. He had felt a surge of frustration when they discovered Clarke’s body and he had realised, even before they reactivated the computer, what they might find there.
‘But the point is, Brock, that the job is done-and brilliantly, too. This is a triumph for the service and for you personally. I have to confess that I doubted you could pull it off before the opening of Marchdale, but by God you did! And clearing Verge, too, that’s the great thing. The Home Office aren’t the only ones who’ll be breathing big sighs of relief. The great architect’s reputation is restored, his buildings are masterpieces once again, the judgement of his friends in high places is vindicated. All Verge’s prestigious clients, all the august bodies that showered awards on him, all the people who had egg on their faces for having patronised a notorious murderer, will now be breaking out the champagne. Good grief, we should be breaking out the champagne!’
And that, Brock reflected, was perhaps the real reason for his misgivings, for Sharpe had made it quite plain at the start that any result that cleared Verge would be particularly welcome, and he had duly obliged. Was it perverse to feel uncomfortable when you fulfilled other people’s fondest wishes?
Kathy, newly established as chair of the Crime Strategy Working Party, was also feeling uncomfortable. She had reported to Queen Anne’s Gate that morning on autopilot, her feelings frozen as she waited for Leon to ring, and had been told to report immediately to Robert at New Scotland Yard. There she had sat through a two-hour briefing in which the administrator had told her exactly how the committee might be run, what outcomes she might expect, and how they might be achieved. At the end of it she thanked him mechanically and they proceeded to a meeting room where the rest of the committee were now assembled. She found them remarkably cooperative and eager, while she felt detached, suspended in limbo. At one point, Rex began to make difficulties about some procedural matter, but she cut him short and brought him into line hard. The others seemed impressed, Shazia sending her a covert smile and Jay a thumbs-up, but Kathy herself was oblivious.
Just as they broke for a sandwich lunch, her phone finally rang.
‘Leon,’ she acknowledged formally. Her voice sounded, to her own ears, as if she were still conducting the meeting, though she felt cold sweat beneath her shirt. ‘What’s going on?’
‘I wondered if we could meet for a drink this evening?’
‘Sure.’ Her voice sounded ridiculously remote, and she mentally shook herself, trying to force her feelings to the surface. Hell, he needed to know how she felt! ‘I missed you last night.’
‘Yes, I’m sorry. I’ll explain.’
‘Where?’ He would go for neutral ground, she guessed, where the other cops wouldn’t be. She remembered the first time they’d had a drink together, in a pub south of the river, near the forensic science labs. He’d said he sometimes stayed there overnight when he was working late, and she had thought that he was married and looking for an affair.