“Why is she here? Why isn’t she in a hospital? Who’s her doctor?”
Nobody answered him.
Quickly he determined the accuracy of his terrible diagnosis. He was going to have to turn the baby, and do it so quickly that there wouldn’t be time to give the poor girl a shot to block the pain. Even as he began to do his delicate, violent work with the baby, within her torn body, he wanted to yell at the two supposedly intelligent people standing by doing nothing more helpful than wringing their goddamn hands. Instead, he talked to the girl, saying over and over, “I’m so sorry. I know this is terrible. We have to do it. I’ll be as quick as I can. Hold on, hold on, hold on…”
And then he finally did yell, “Nadine, for God’s sake, come hold her hand!”
The girl was screaming, screaming. Her blood was oozing all around them, around the baby, mother, and doctor. Over in a corner, Nadine Newquist didn’t move, nor did her husband, who was now pacing like an expectant father.
When the baby finally turned, the mother screamed and did the one thing Quentin was praying she wouldn’t. She fell unconscious.
“Wake her up!” he yelled. “She has to push!”
Neither of the Newquists moved to do his bidding.
“Goddamn useless!” he muttered. They might as well have dropped off unconscious themselves. Feeling nearly as panicked as they looked, he realized he was going to have to pull the baby from her body, like pulling a calf from a heifer, only harder, more dangerous, and less likely to end happily.
But then, finally, Nadine sprang to some kind of life.
Suddenly she was at the girl’s side, shaking her, screaming at her to wake up.
“Jesus, Nadine, I said wake her up, I didn’t say kill her!” Quentin roared at her.
But it was working well enough to rouse the girl. When he saw her eyes flutter, Quentin didn’t wait, but yelled, “Push, you’ve got to push! Push, Sarah! Nadine, tell her to push, push, push!”
Unbelievably, the girl did, though Quentin couldn’t imagine how she managed it, as much agony as she was in and as weak as she was from loss of blood. From somewhere inside her, the girl found the strength to push until the baby’s head emerged, and then its shoulders, until Quentin could finish the job of bringing it-a boy-into the world of its bizarre, cramped, delivery room.
And then, with the baby born, the girl passed out again.
He hadn’t even had time to tell her she’d had a boy.
Quentin cut the cord, wiped the baby’s eyes, slapped breath into its chest, and barked furiously for somebody to hand him some towels, which he wrapped it in. Then, holding the now-bawling infant in one arm, he snapped his other hand around Nadine’s wrist like a vise, pinning her to where she stood, tall, thin, sharp-faced, bloody, and big-eyed in a way nobody would ever have dreamed Nadine Newquist could look.
“Who is she?” Quentin demanded. “What the bloody hell have you done?”
Nadine tried to pull away from him, but he wouldn’t let her go.
Tom walked over. “Is the baby all right?”
“Probably,” Quentin snapped at him. “Infants are tough little buggers, and this one has a tough little mother, to boot. Answer my questions. Who is she? What the hell is she doing delivering her baby here, and what do you two have to do with it?”
The girl moaned, and Quentin temporarily forgot his questions.
“Here,” he said, handing the wrapped infant over to Tom. “Take him.”
Tom tried to back away.
Quentin pointed to the girl on the bed, and said, “If you won’t take the baby, then can you take care of her?”
“No…”
“Then take the baby, goddammit.” Quentin handed the child over, and then began to examine the girl’s pelvic area. Incredibly, there didn’t seem to be any arterial flow. Nothing vital had been severed, as far as Quentin could determine. It had been rough, horribly rough, but she was probably going to survive…
“I want her in a hospital,” he said, turning to look at the Newquists.
But Nadine turned to point out the open doorway, and suddenly Quentin became aware of two things that also shocked him. Cold air was pouring through the open doorway, and there was snow coming down outside, a fall so thick and heavy it looked as if it had always been coming down and would be falling forever.
The forecast storm had come. They had to leave soon, or they might not get out.
“Get moving,” he instructed them. “You hold the baby, Nadine. Tom, you drive. We’ll lay the girl down in my backseat, and I’ll follow you to Manhattan…”
“No,” Tom said, speaking for only the second time since leading Quentin there.
“What the hell do you mean, no?” Quentin demanded.
And then Tom told him why they could not take the girl and her baby to the hospital in Manhattan, or to a hospital anywhere.
“It’s my child, Quentin.”
“Your-?”
“We paid her to keep quiet.”
“You had an affair with this girl?”
“You could call it that,” Nadine said with deep bitterness. “Or you could call it rape.”
Her husband’s head snapped around. “It was consensual, goddammit, Nadine. I never raped anybody.”
Quentin stared at his oldest friend, feeling the horror that had been on Tom’s and Nadine’s faces when he first walked in, although the horror he was feeling was of a different kind. He knew that they were horrified of the blood, and of getting into more trouble than even they could get out of. He was horrified by them. It wasn’t the first time Tom Newquist had ever been accused of forcing sex on a girl, but the accusations had always been just gossip and his friends had always chosen never to believe it, they had always chosen to believe Tom, even though deep down inside they knew he was arrogant enough, felt privileged enough…Those other girls flashed through Quentin’s mind as he looked back at the sleeping girl on the bed who had just suffered through so much.
And again, one more time, it would be Tom’s word against hers.
A judge against a girl who cleaned houses, for Quentin had remembered how he knew her.
“We paid her to keep quiet and to have the baby,” Nadine said with a vicious glance for her husband. “I want that child around for the rest of its life to remind Tom what a fool he is.”
An hour later, after staying with the girl until she came to consciousness again and began to try to nurse the baby, and then remaining until he felt as sure as he could that both mother and son could get along without extraordinary medical intervention, Quentin realized there was nothing more he could do for them.
He washed his hands and arms in the sink and then washed them again.
Then he turned around to face his oldest friends. He had known both of them forever. Nobody could have claimed that he didn’t know Nadine could be cruel or that Tom was arrogant beyond bearing sometimes. But they were smart, Nadine had wit, and they’d known him forever, too.
“I don’t know what to do,” Quentin told them, feeling appalled to his core.
“There’s no need to do anything,” Tom said. “It’s done.”
“We’re making the best of a bad situation,” Nadine claimed.
“But if you raped her, Tom…”
“It wasn’t like that, Quentin. Maybe she thought it was, but it wasn’t. I know what I did, and I know it wasn’t rape. And even if it was, what good would it do anybody for me to go to jail for it? Think what it would do to our children.” He pointed to the newborn. “To that child. This way he’ll have a home, he’ll have parents, he’ll have a brother.”
“And a rapist for a father.”
“It was a mistake.”
Quentin’s rage exploded. “I’ll say it was!”
“I mean,” Tom said, “I thought she wanted me to, I thought it was mutual, I didn’t know she thought it was rape until after it was done.”
“You didn’t know she thought…” Quentin trailed off. He wouldn’t have believed it of almost any other man he knew. But Tom, Tom was just that arrogant to assume that a young girl wanted his advances.