He had now lived for fifty-five years since her death. He had survived the whole of the twentieth century — he had outlived the children killed in the camps, the refugees who had died of hunger, the prisoners who had been executed, the soldiers who had fallen in battle. He had lived longer than millions of people who had been younger than him, so he ought to be satisfied. But the body was greedy; it always wanted one more day.
But not in a hospital bed. Gerlof had made up his mind; he had no intention of ending his days with tubes and wires attached to his body.
He took out his notebook and wrote down a final message. A few words to his daughters, and a couple of requests: ‘Play lots of music,’ he wrote. ‘Hymns are fine, but I’d like some Evert Taube and Dan Andersson, too.’
Then he paused, pen in hand. Should he add anything more? Some pearls of wisdom, polished over the years?
No, that was enough. He put down the pen, left the notebook open and got to his feet. Left the cottage, still wearing his funeral suit.
Leaning heavily on his stick, he made his way out on to the village road, which was empty now. But there were people around somewhere; he could hear a dog barking, then a car door slammed. It was time to go home, get back to work. The summer might not be over, not quite, but the holidays definitely were.
The coast road was also deserted when he crossed it, although he could see one or two figures swimming over by the jetty.
He walked past the mailboxes and down to the shore without anyone seeing him. A series of small ripples made the water look darker; the wind was definitely blowing offshore.
A few gulls were standing on the rocks by the water’s edge. One of them caught sight of Gerlof and stretched his neck. He began to scream warning cries to the sky, his beak wide open, and the others joined in.
The gig lay beside them with half the keel in the water, just as Anders had said.
Swallow.
She was beautiful, almost like new. Ready to sail away.
Slowly, Gerlof made his way down to her. He placed his stick in the prow, unhooked the line securing Swallow to the anchor pin and grabbed hold of the gunwale so that he could push her out.
But Swallow didn’t move. Gerlof pushed as hard as he could, but it was hopeless. The gig was too heavy, and he was too weak.
The deeper water was irritatingly close, only half a metre from the prow. He made one last attempt, bending down behind the gig and leaning on the stern with every scrap of his strength.
It was impossible. His journey ended here; he couldn’t do it.
‘Do you need some help down there?’
Gerlof turned his head. Two people were standing up on the ridge: a middle-aged man and a teenage boy, both in shorts and sunglasses. The man was smiling. Gerlof had no idea who they were, but he straightened up.
‘Please.’
They came down on to the shore, striding across the rocks.
‘Nice boat,’ the man said. ‘A bit like a smaller version of the ships the Vikings used, wouldn’t you say?’
Gerlof gave a brief nod.
‘She’s pretty old, isn’t she?’
‘She’s seventy-five years old,’ Gerlof said. ‘We’ve been renovating her, my friend John and I.’
It felt good to mention John’s name, in spite of the fact that it was quickly carried away on the wind.
‘Really?’ the man said. ‘I think it’s great that the old boats are still used here on the island. Are you planning a little trip in her?’
‘Yes. One last trip,’ Gerlof said, then added, ‘For this summer.’
‘In that case, we’ll give you a hand... OK, Michael?’
The boy looked bored. No doubt he couldn’t wait to get back to the mainland.
The man and the boy — father and son, Gerlof guessed — didn’t seem to be suffering from any aches and pains. They stepped forward, grabbed hold of the gig and tensed their leg muscles.
‘On three,’ the man said. ‘One, two... three!’
Swallow slipped straight into the water, almost as if she were on wheels. For a moment, Gerlof thought she might sail away out into the Sound without her captain, but the man held on to the gunwale so that a part of the keel was still in contact with the ground.
‘There you go... All set,’ he said. He looked at Gerlof, then at the boat. ‘But how are you going to get her back ashore?’
‘It’ll sort itself out.’
The man nodded and set off back towards the ridge.
‘Thank you very much,’ Gerlof said. ‘Do you live in the village?’
‘No, we just stopped off in the car... We’re driving around the island looking for a boathouse to buy. Is that one for sale?’
He jerked his head towards Gerlof’s boathouse. ‘I don’t think so,’ Gerlof said. ‘So where are you from?’
‘Stockholm. We live in Bromma, but we’re spending a couple of weeks touring Öland.’
‘I see.’
They weren’t just from the mainland, they were from Stockholm. There were a lot of things Gerlof could have said to them, but he restrained himself.
‘Welcome to Öland, in that case,’ he said instead. ‘I hope you like it here.’
‘We love it.’
He watched as father and son disappeared in the direction of the coast road.
They were alone on the shore once more, Gerlof and his boat.
He must be careful not to make any mistakes now; with the help of his stick, he managed to step up on to one of the rocks next to Swallow; laboriously, he climbed aboard. First the right leg, then the left.
He could have used one of the oars, but he might as well carry on with his stick. He placed the end on the rock he had just been standing on and pushed as hard as he could. The boat slipped easily out into the water without scraping.
Good.
Gerlof was no swimmer, and he had always managed to avoid ending up in the water when he was at sea. Nor had one of his ships ever run aground, not in thirty years. He had lost one ship in a fire, of course, and he had been forced to sell his last ship, Nore, at a ridiculously low price, when the lorries had outdone him in commercial terms. But run aground? Never.
Now it was time to let the wind take over. With the last of his strength, he picked up the oars and threw them overboard in the direction of the shore. First one, then the other. Perhaps someone else would find a use for them.
As far as he was concerned, the wind was in charge now. It would carry him out into the middle of the Sound — or however far the boat stayed afloat. He looked up at the deep blue sky. In the west, high above the thin, dark strip that formed the mainland, he could see a paler shape, getting bigger all the time. A plane. Gerlof followed it with his eyes, thinking that he had sailed the Baltic for several decades, but he had never been on a plane.
So many islanders had left Öland and travelled west to the USA, south to the ports of Germany and as far afield as Africa or Australia — or east, like Aron Fredh. But Gerlof had always stuck to familiar territory, the Baltic Sea. He was too attached to his wife and children to set off for the Equator. Staying in the Baltic was a way of maintaining contact with Öland, because every Baltic port was directly connected to every other port.
And now he was at sea for the very last time.
He looked down; there were already rivulets of water in the bottom of the boat. There were cracks in the hull; the timbers were not yet sealed. If the gig was left lying in the water for long enough, the planks would swell and the tiny gaps would disappear, but Gerlof didn’t have that sort of time.