She was silent for a few moments. Then she said quietly: ‘I had thought I should want to die if I had not been chosen. Now I feel I could die for very happiness.’
‘No talk of dying please. You will live for me, sweet Philippa, and I for you and thus shall it be until the end of our days.’
It seemed to her that York was the most beautiful of all cities and she had never believed that there could be such happiness in the world.
The people cheered. They were so young—this King and Queen; they were so handsome and so much in love.
On the thirtieth of January, a month after Philippa had arrived in London they were married in York Minster. It was an impressive ceremony and it was attended not only by the leading members of the English nobility but by many of the great Scottish nobles also, for they had come to York to conclude the peace treaty which was being made between the two countries.
The young lovers were enchanted with each other. Edward would not be sixteen years old until the coming November and Philippa was even younger, but it was an age for early maturing and it had never occurred either to them or to anyone else that they were too young to consummate the marriage.
Although there were meetings with the Scots, and Parliament and the royal council were convened at York, still Edward was spending most of his tune in the company of his bride. They rode out together and they were cheered wherever they went; they were in love with each other and the country was in love with them. Philippa made no secret of her adoration for her young husband and he of his love for her. They were ideally suited, it was generally said; and indeed the rich treasures which Philippa had brought with her into the country were very useful, for the English exchequer was very low at this time. Queen Isabella had necessarily spent much on maintaining her army and in keeping herself and Mortimer in the position they had taken up; the Scottish campaign had been costly; so in spite of the fact that the new Queen was the daughter of a mere Count she was, comparatively, a rich girl and welcomed because of it.
Philippa was delighted that her treasure should be so enthusiastically received. She wanted to give everything she had to her wonderful husband, and in her luggage were rich tapestries and cloth besides valuable jewels, for her father had not wished her to come as a pauper into her new country.
She was immensely popular with her young brother and sisters-in-law. Twelve-year-old John of Eltham who thought his brother the King the most wonderful being in the world immediately fell in love with Philippa; their shared opinion of the King made an immediate bond between them. The two little girls, ten-year-old Eleanor and seven-year-old Joanna, were ready to adore her.
‘I like you,’ Eleanor told her, ‘because you are always smiling.’
‘And I like you because your cheeks are so red,’ added Joanna.
They were her dear little sisters, Philippa told them, and she was particularly happy to have them because when she came to England she had had to leave three sisters behind. And now she had two to replace them.
‘There ought to have been three of us,’ said Joanna looking apologetic.
‘Never mind,’ put in Eleanor. ‘There is John. Will he do as well as a sister?’
Philippa said she thought he would do every bit as well.
When Edward was obliged to meet certain of his ministers and she could not be with him Philippa took the opportunity of going to the royal schoolroom. She was quick to sense that there was some uneasiness in her husband’s family. It may have been due to the fact that she herself had come from such a happy home and that the honesty of purpose which prevailed there made her alert to something which was entirely alien to it.
That it emanated from her mother-in-law and the Earl of March she knew. She saw as little of them as possible for the truth was that they frightened her a little. She sensed a strangeness in the manner of Queen Isabella and she knew that the Dowager Queen and the Earl of March watched her intently. She fancied they were trying to find some fault in her. True, they were friendly towards her, in fact almost gushing in their attitude, and that was something she did not trust. The fact was that she did not understand them. The Queen made her very uneasy and it was not only her attitude which made her feel this. It even had something to do with Isabella’s beauty. She moved with a grace and quietness which was almost feline, and would often appear suddenly in a room where Philippa had fancied herself to be alone. She endeavoured to make the young girl feel awkward, so that she was a little clumsy and somewhat hesitant in her speech. Philippa could not understand the effect the Queen had on her; yet she sensed in it something unhealthy, even evil.
As for the Earl of March, there was something in his cold features which told her that he was ruthless and brutal and she could not understand why he was treated with such respect by everyone—and most of all by the Queen. She believed that people were afraid of him and she was sure she ought to be wary of him.
One day, she promised herself she would speak to Edward about her feelings but she feared it would be rather churlish to say that about his mother which might be construed as criticism.
Moreover when she was with Edward they talked of themselves, how much they loved each other, and how wonderful life had been since they had married; they even talked of the children they would have, for they were certain they would soon have a child.
‘It will be a boy,’ declared Edward.
And we shall call him Edward.’
Then they talked about this boy who, Philippa declared, must be exactly like his father or she would be most displeased.
Such nonsense they talked, Philippa said, but they laughed and kissed and made love and life was wonderful ... far too wonderful to bring in sinister undertones which after all might only be thought up in her imagination.
But there was something unhappy even in the schoolroom. Philippa discovered this from the little girls.
They remembered so much that had happened. There was the time when they had been in the Tower and Lady le Despenser had been their guardian. Their father had set her over them and their mother was unhappy about it because she was the wife of Hugh.
Philippa knew enough about the recent history of her new country to understand that Hugh le Despenser had been a great favourite of the King and that Queen Isabella had been neglected for his sake. The people had hated him and he had been executed and later the King had given up his crown to Edward.
She did not talk to Edward about it because it was depressing and he was always sad when his father’s name was mentioned.
‘There was a lot of shouting in the streets,’ Eleanor told her.
And we were frightened,’ added Joanna.
‘And then the people came and took us to our mother.’
‘We were still frightened.’ Joanna’s face puckered a little. Philippa realized that the little girl was greatly in awe of her mother.
‘Once we saw a man swinging on a rope,’ Joanna went on. ‘He was dead.’
‘He was Hugh’s father,’ went on Eleanor. ‘They had done terrible things to him. Then they hung him on the rope outside the castle ... and he swung and he swung ...’
Philippa said: ‘It is all over now. I should not think of it any more.’
‘I do sometimes in my bed,’ said Eleanor. ‘When it is dark.’
‘I do too,’ added Joanna.
‘Then you mustn’t any more. It’s all over.’
‘Have you ever seen a man hanging on a rope, dear sister?’ asked Eleanor.
‘No,’ said Philippa firmly. ‘Perhaps you didn’t either. Perhaps it was a dream.’
The two little girls looked at her wonderingly.