He moved again, coming back into the washroom and pacing there, turning, halting. Possibly he was looking at himself in the mirror as sometimes we do when we are alone, seeking a reaffirmation of our identity. He had begun whistling through his teeth.
The broom was as high as I could raise it. I began bringing it down.,
The second drip fell, hitting my shoulder.
It would take time, lowering the broom: it would take as long as it had taken to raise it because the hazards were the same. I had made progress: was nearer, by a broom's length, to completing the mission; but that didn't allow me to hurry. I couldn't know how many more minutes I had left. Three or with luck five, but not more than that because they'd be as quick about this as they could: their group-sense would be disturbing them since the others had gone ahead and left them isolated.
I didn't think I could do it in three minutes but I thought I could do it in five.
Footsteps.
No go.
'Have you got something?'
It would take thirty seconds with a crowbar, sixty with an axe. That wasn't enough.
'No.'
'Then what the hell have you — '
There's a ganger on his way here with something. He's fetching it from the tool store.'
'Christ, we'll be all day.'
'He won't be long.'
Down an inch, another inch.
The rag dripped, this time on to my head.
The thick coat was a hazard, deadening the nerves of the skin: there'd be no warning before the folds at the elbow caught the door-handle.
Lower. Smell of the rag stronger.
'See anything of the others up there?'
'They're working towards the end of the platforms.'
Stop.
A soft sound had begun near my feet and when I stopped moving the sound stopped too. I moved the broom again, downwards, a quarter of an inch, and the sound came back. It was the bristles, touching the rim of the bucket. I didn't know it was so close, so dangerous. Down an inch, keep it clear.
The nerves were reacting and suddenly anger came, anger with him, with what he'd say, told me they found you in the station lav, old boy, sorry about that, they've got no sense of privacy, those chaps.
He'd enjoy saying that. My break would have frightened him and he'd want to take it out on me.
Sweat inside my hands because of the anger.
The head of the broom touched the floor.
'Beats me, you know.'
'Eh?'
'First we get orders to take things quiet so as not to alarm the visitors, next thing there's half a brigade of us turnin' Warsaw Central upside down.'
It would be easier with the coat off but I couldn't take it off without knocking against the door-handle. I stood the broom against the back wall.
'Who's that?'
'The ganger.'
I heard the footsteps coming.
Do it now or stand here like a bloody fool because you think there isn't time, sorry about that, old boy, don't let him say it, do it now.
'Come on then, we're in a hurry!'
'Been quick as I could.'
'Let's have it then.'
Sweat on the palms wipe it off.
The cupboard was small but not small enough for me to use a foot on each side of the side walls and I had to brace them both against the wall in front of me with my back pressed to the one behind but the chimneying action would be just as efficient and I began when they put the end of the crowbar into the jamb and started prising with it. Sound-factor to my advantage, their greater noise covering mine. Splinters were coming away. Unknown datum was the exact height of the ceiling but I knew it was at least thirteen feet, shoulder-height plus arm's length plus handle of broom and therefore six feet higher than the top of the door.
Press. Slide. Press.
'It's coming.'
'Give me a bit of room, then.'
The door was shaking but the sound was below me now… a crackle of splitting timber.
Back-muscles signalling strain, ignore, the body will do what you mean it to do when it senses you won't take refusal. Press. Press harder.
'This time.'
Shoulders on fire, nerve-lights flashing under the lids. Harder. Higher. Press…
Explosion of sound as the lock went, the door banging back.
Stop.
Flood of light below but here I was in gloom. 'All right.'
'Wasted our time.'
'No, we had to make sure.'
I listened to their boots, to the echoes fading. When it was silent I came down.
I gave them one hour.
The cadre left in place at key points would probably comprise special M.O. patrols with a handful of Policia Ubespieczenia manning the public exits, civilian dress.
I must go but the hazard was criticaclass="underline" they knew my image, knew that I was now bareheaded.
A train had been through and some people had come into the washroom and it wouldn't have been difficult to talk one of them into selling he his kepi but that would have been fatal. They'd have stopped him at the exit, where is your hat, I sold it to a man in the Toaleta. Fatal.
But I had to go now and take the hazard with me.
It was quiet here. Distant sounds: shunting in the freight area, voice on the P.A. system, background of street traffic.
I went into the subway and turned left for the nearest staircase and we met face to face at the comer because the sound of his footsteps had been covered by my own.
17: COMBAT
He was one of Foster's men.
It worried me because he ought not to be down here in the subway: an hour had been quite long enough for half a brigade to deal with the station area and the main search should have been called off by now, leaving only the exits under observation. He shouldn't be so close to the centre as this and I didn't like it. I couldn't see where I'd made the mistake.
Then I got the answer and it was very simple: he was in fact manning one of the peripheral points but had needed to come down to the lavatory. It was reassuring to know I hadn't made a mistake.
I knew he was one of Foster's men because his face showed immediate recognition: my image was the known image and he was responding by reflex. His actual features didn't mean anything to me but he had a brown leather coat on and I'd seen that two of them had been wearing coats that colour.
He was going very fast for his gun but I had to wait because if I engaged right away the thing would have to stay where it was and he'd be able to get at it later if I got into an awkward position and I didn't want that to happen.
He had the eyes of an Alsatian in the instant of attack, wide open and with the pupils dark and enlarged, the gold irises glittering: his teeth were bared and this too gave him the look of a trained killer dog. Even so he appeared to need his gun and I had to wait several fractions of a second before it was in his hand.
At close quarters a gun is highly dangerous. The danger is present before it leaves the holster, since it gives a feeling of power, of superiority, thus leading to false confidence and the impression that no serious effort has to be made, that the conflict has already been won. The danger increases tenfold once the gun is in the hand because only one hand is left free for useful work; at the same time the psychological danger remains present: it is felt that the mere sight of the gun will intimidate the opponent to the extent of rendering him powerless, quite incapable of movement. If, at this stage, the opponent decides to move, the danger becomes so great that it dominates the situation and can no longer be averted. The simple act of moving confounds the strongly held belief that no movement will in fact be made, and the surprise has the proportions of severe psychological shock.