"The Mass is ended. Go in peace.'
'Thanks be to God,' she'd replied, and waited in her place -until only one other solitary soul lingered there, still kneeling, head bowed, in one of the side pews.
After a few mild exhortations in the porchway to his departing flock, Father Richards reentered the church; and as he did so Margaret Daley rose and spoke to him, requesting a confessional hearing at one of the appropriate times: Saturdays, 11-12 a.m.; 5.30-6.15 p.m. Perhaps it was the earnestness of her manner, perhaps the moist film of her incipient tears, perhaps her voice -unhappy, hesitant, and trembling . . . But whichever, it mattered not. Father Richards took her gently by the arm and spoke quietly into her ear.
'If it will help, my child, come now! Let Christ, through His cross and through His resurrection, set you free from all your sins!'
It was not in the normal confessional box at all; but in a small study in the Manse behind the church that Father Richards heard as much as Margaret Daley felt willing to tell him. But even then she lied -lied when she said she had gone into her son's bedroom :o collect his dirty washing, lied about her deepest and most secret fears.
Twice, surreptitiously, Father Richards had looked down at his wrist-watch as he listened. But he refrained from interrupting her until she had told him enough, until he thought he understood enough. The burden of her sin was heavy; yet even heavier (he sensed it) was her guilt at prying into the affairs of others; her anguished conviction that it was precisely because of her prying, because of her snooping, that there had been such terrible secrets -,to discover. Had she not done so ... the secrets themselves might not have existed. This was her punishment. Oh God! What could she do?
For a while Father Richards offered no words of consolation; it was important, he knew, for the waters to be drained from the poisoned cistern. But soon -soon he would speak to her. And so it was that he sat and waited and listened until she was dry-eyed again; until her guilt and humiliation and self-pity were for the moment spent. She may have told him a lot or a little, she wasn't sure; but she had told him enough, and now it was time for him to speak.
'You must talk to your son, my child, and you must feel able to forgive him; and you must pray to God for guidance and strength. And this I promise -that I too will pray to God for you.' Momentarily there was a twinkle in the old priest's eyes. 'You know, with the two of us praying for the same thing, He might just listen a little bit harder.'
'Thank you, Father,' she whispered.
The priest placed his hand gently on hers, and closed his eyes as he recited the absolution: 'May God Almighty have mercy on you, forgive your sins, and lead you in the paths of righteousness.'
An 'Amen' was called for, but Margaret Daley had been unable to enunciate a single word, and now walked out of the Manse, and fiddled in her handbag for the car keys. The Mini was the only car remaining on the parking area, but another person was standing there, probably waiting for a lift, it seemed; the person who had been kneeling in the church after everyone else had gone; a person who now turned round and looked into Margaret's face -then looked past her face, unrecognizing, and turned away. The look had lasted but a second, yet in that second Margaret Daley's scalp had thrilled with sudden fear.
CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
Impressions there may be which are fitted with links and which may catch hold on each other and render some sort of coalescence possible (John Livingstone Lowes, The Road to Xanadu)
ON THE morning of Monday, 27 July, Morse and Lewis were back in business at Kidlington HQ: Lewis (at Morse's insistence) once more going through his Swedish trip in meticulous detail especially through the furnishings and the photographs on view in Irma Eriksson's living room; and Morse (as always) seeking to convince himself that there was probably some vital clue he'd already missed; or, if not missed exactly, some clue whose true significance had hitherto eluded him. Since early that morning he had, as it were, been shaking the atoms laterally in the frying pan, hoping that a few hooks and eyes might link together and forge some new chain of thought; a new train of thought. . . train spotting . . . bird-spotting . . . birds . . . Yes, birds (like dogs!) had figured all over the place so far, especially the lesser-spotted woodpecker 'spotted' (that word again!) -yet still the link refused to make itself. He considered once again Karin's list of hopefully-soon-to-be-identified British birds, and realized that as yet he had made no contact with the woman who lived down near Llandovery . . . the home of the red kites . . . Llandovery, out into Wales along the A40 . . . A40, the third of the possibilities . . . the third of the roads that led off from the Woodstock Road roundabout. Inspector Johnson had done his pedestrian best with the road out to Blenheim Park; and he himself, Morse, had done his (equally pedestrian?) best with the road posted down to Wolver-cote and Wytham. But what if both of them had been wrong? Morse had re-read the statement made by Mrs Dorothy Evans (not an aunt, it appeared, but some second or third cousin, twice or thrice removed) in which she'd affirmed quite simply that Karin Eriksson had never visited her, never even telephoned her at that time; in fact had not seen 'little Karin' since that now largish girl was ten years old. No! The solution to the murder lay there in Oxford, in the environs of Oxford, Morse was convinced of that.
At 10.30 a.m. he decided that he had to speak to David Michaels once more; the man who had pointed the way -almost literally so -to the body found in Pasticks; the man who knew the woodland ridings out at Wytham better than almost any man alive.
From the very roundabout where Karin Eriksson might well have made her fatal decision, Lewis drove down through the twisting road of Lower Wolvercote, past the Trout Inn, and then up the hill towards Wytham village.
'What exactly is a handbrake-turn?' Morse had asked suddenly.
'Don't you know - really?'
'Well, of course, I've got a vague idea . . .'
'Just a minute, sir. Wait till we're round this next bend and I'll show you.'
'No! I didn't-'
'Only a joke, sir.'
Lewis laughed at his chief's discomfiture, and even Morse managed to produce a weak smile.
The police car drove up to the T-junction at Wytham village, turned left, then immediately right, past the dovecote in the car park of the White Hart, then right again into the lane that led up into Wytham Woods. On a gate-post to the right was fixed a bold notice, black lettering on an orange background:
WYTHAM AMATEUR OPERATIC SOCIETY Presents
THE MIKADO BY GILBERT & SULLIVAN Thursday July 30th, Friday July 3ist, & Saturday August 1st TICKETS £3.50 (Senior Citizens & Children £2.50)
'The wife's very fond of Gilbert and Sullivan. Far better than all your Wagner stuff, that,' ventured Lewis.
'If you say so, Lewis.'
'Full o' tunes - you know what I mean?'
'We don't go in for "tunes" in Wagner - we go in for "continuous melody".'
'If you say so, sir.'
They drove up to the semi-circular clearing at the edge of the Great Wood.
'We did it at school. I wasn't in it myself, but I remember, you know, everybody dressing up in all that oriental clobber.'
'The Mikado, you mean? Oh, yes. Well done!'
Morse seemed for a while almost half asleep, as Lewis stopped the car and looked across at the stone cottage where Michaels lived.
'We're in luck, sir.' Lewis wound down his window and pointed to the forester, a rifle under his right arm, its barrel tilted earthwards at 45 degrees, the black and white Bobbie happily sniffling the route ahead of him.
'Start the car up again, Lewis,' said Morse very quietly.
'Pardon?'
'Back to the village!' hissed Morse.
As the car momentarily drew alongside, it was Morse's turn to -wind his window down.