The monument was a simple curving wall of stone, built into the side of a hill outside Vuinlod. The names of the dead from Suivinari and Tirabot were carved there. No distinction by race, rank, profession, or even which side they had been on (at least in those cases where the names of House Dirivan's dead were known).
Pirvan and Haimya stood for a long time before the slab with Gerik's name carved on it. A hot breeze puffed across the flagstones at intervals, carrying dried petals and bits of yellowed fluff with it. Pirvan shook his head. "There are times when I wonder what it was all for," he said. "I can't say there is less injustice in the world. I can't even say that anyone's life will be better for all the dying."
"Not with certainty, no," Haimya said. This had been one of the nights when in the deepest hours of darkness, she had wakened to weep silently by the window. Her eyes showed traces of it, but her voice and carriage showed none. Pirvan would let her guard her secret, as she guarded the secrets of all the times he had wept, save when he did it in her arms.
"But do you demand certainty?" she went on.
"If I did, would I have become a knight or wed you?" Pirvan said. He held her hand briefly. "No, I suppose it is the feeling of every father and mother who have lost a son like Gerik. That he was as precious to the gods as he was to us, so that his death ought to buy a whole new world, or at least cleanse the old one of much evil."
"Well, there is House Dirivan under the ban of the Orders," Haimya said. "That and the merchants' wrath should keep them honest or at least quiet for a generation.
"There is much more knowledge and even somewhat more trust among humans and minotaurs. It may last only as long as Zeskuk does, but he has a good twenty or thirty years left.
"There is more caution among the knights-"
"How do you know that?" Pirvan asked.
"By listening to what they say, even when I am not supposed to, and to what you do not say, even when I could wish you spoke plainly. The knights may be more cautious about Istaran schemes to allow private warfare, and other breaches of the Swordsheath Scroll."
"We may need not so much caution as plain speaking," Pirvan said. "Istar needs reminding that it is ill done to divide the knights. We are still their true strength in war, just or unjust."
"Then you have chosen your work," Haimya said. "I think Niebar may have given his life partly so that you could take on the work Marod intended for you, while you were still young enough for it. Like Zeskuk, you may have twenty or thirty good years left."
Pirvan put a finger over Haimya's lips. "Not if I have to listen to you every waking minute. But you speak some truth. Gerik may not have bought us more than time, but he bought enough of that for us to put it to use within the ranks of the knights."
"Yes, and Rynthala is with child."
"What has that to do with Gerik?" Pirvan asked, startled.
"Nothing," Haimya said. "I just received the letter this morning."
"I should hope it has nothing to do with Gerik," Pirvan said wryly. "Our son was honorable. He would never have lain with a comrade's wife and begotten a child on her."
For a moment it seemed the jest would escape Haimya. Then she gave a small snort of laughter and hugged Pirvan. He could feel her thoughts, for they were very much his own.
They had both made their peace, that Gerik had not left Ellysta with child. She and they alike would have nothing of him but memories.
But they were good memories, of a son and a betrothed who had lived and died without being a knight, yet also done both as if he had sworn more oaths than all three Orders together might have demanded of him. Such memories were not a small thing.
Arm in arm, they walked away from the monument, down the hill, until the shadows swallowed them.