I love with you and I love you. But my back itches fiercely.
That was clear enough, Jaxom thought as he hurried through the forest to his dragon.
Someone was with Ruth, scratching his back for him. If it was Mirrim… Jaxom strode forward angrily.
Sharra is with me, Ruth told him calmly.
"Sharra?" Swallowing an irrational surge of anger, he acknowledged her presence. "I've got the oil. Ruth's got a bad flaky patch. I've been neglecting him."
"You've never neglected Ruth," she said so emphatically that Jaxom had to smile in surprise.
"Did Mirrim…" He began, holding the oil pot out so she could dip her hand in.
"Yes, and no sympathy from any of us, let me assure you." Her anger translated itself to an overly hard rub on Ruth's back that made him complain. "Sorry, Ruth. They sent Mirrim back to Benden!"
Jaxom glanced up the beach to where Path had landed and, indeed, the green dragon was gone.
"And you were sent to me?" He found he didn't mind Sharra: her presence was, in fact, a boon.
"Not sent…" Sharra faltered. "I was… I was called!" She finished her sentence in a rush.
"Called?" Jaxom left off rubbing oil into Ruth's back and looked at her. Her face was a pale blur with dark spots for her eyes and mouth.
"Yes, called. Ruth called me. He said Mirrim…"
"He said?" Jaxom interrupted her as her words finally sank in. "You can hear Ruth?"
She needed to hear me when you were sick, Jaxom, Ruth said at the same moment Sharra was saying out loud, "I've been able to hear him ever since you were so ill."
"Ruth, why did you call Sharra?"
She is good for you. You need her. What Mirrim said, even what N'ton said but he was kinder, has made you close up. I do not like it when I cannot hear your mind. Sharra will open it for us.
"Will you do that for us, Sharra?"
This time Jaxom didn't hesitate. He took Sharra's hands, oily as they were, and drew her to him, inordinately pleased that she was so nearly his height and her mouth so close to his. All he had to do was tilt his head slightly.
"I would do anything for you, Jaxom, anything for you and Ruth!" Her lips moved delightfully against his until he made more speech impossible.
A warmth began in his belly, dispelling the cold closeness that distressed his dragon and himself-a warmth that had to do with Sharra's lithe body against his, the scent of her long heavy hair in his nostrils as he kissed her, the pressure of her arms on the skin of his back. And her hands, flat against his waist, were not the hands of a healer, but the hands of a lover.
They made love in the soft warm darkness, delighting in each other and fully responsive to the moment of ecstasy that came, totally aware that Ruth loved with them.
CHAPTER XX
At the Mountain and at Ruatha Hold, 15.10.18-15.10.20
JAXOM COULD NOT FEEL easy looking at the eastern face of the mountain. He arranged himself, Sharra and Ruth so that they did not have to see it. The other five made themselves comfortable in a loose semicircle about Ruth.
The seventeen banded fire-lizards-for at the last moment, Sebell and Brekke asked to be included in the group-settled on Ruth's back. The more trained fire-lizards, the better, reasoned Master Robinton, which, he went on to say, gave him the chance to include Zair.
Word of the ancients' settlement at the high Plateau had spread throughout Pern with a swiftness that had amazed even the Harper. Everyone clamored to see the place. F'lar sent the message that if Jaxom and Ruth were to prod the fire-lizards' memories, they'd better do so quickly, or not at all.
Once Ruth had settled, the Southern fire-lizards began arriving in fairs, led by their queens, dipping toward Ruth who crooned a greeting as Jaxom had suggested he do.
They are pleased to see me, Ruth told Jaxom. And happy that men come to this place again.
"Ask them about the first time they saw men."
Jaxom caught an instant image from Ruth of many dragons arriving over the shoulder of the mountain.
"That's not what I meant."
I know, Ruth acknowledged with regret. I will ask again. Not the time with the dragons, but a long time ago, before the mountain blew up.
The reaction of the fire-lizards was predictable and discouraging. They flew up from their perches on and about Ruth and did wild sky-dances, cluttering and bugling in dismay.
Disappointed, Jaxom turned to see Brekke's hand raised, a look of intense concentration on her face. He relaxed against Ruth, wondering what arrested her attention. Menolly also held up her hand. She was sitting near enough to Jaxom so that he saw her eyes were totally unfocused. On her shoulder, Beauty had assumed a rigid position, her eyes wheeling violently red. Above their circle, the fire-lizards chattered and continued their wild gyrations.
They are seeing the mountain on fire, said Ruth. They see people running, the fire following them. They are afraid as they were afraid so long ago. This is the very dream we used to have.
"Can you see the mounds? Before they were covered?" In his excitement, Jaxom forgot and spoke aloud.
I see only people running, this way and that. No, they are running toward… toward us? Ruth looked about him as if he half-expected to be overrun, so vivid were the fire-lizard images.
"Toward us, and then where?"
Down to the water? Ruth wasn't sure himself, and turned to look toward the distant, invisible sea.
They are afraid again. They don't like remembering the mountain.
"Any more than they like remembering the Red Star," Jaxom said imprudently. Every fire-lizard disappeared, including the banded ones.
"That did it, Jaxom," Piemur said in deep disgust. "You can't mention that bloody Red Star in front of fire-lizards. Flaming mountains, but not red stars."
"Undeniably," Sebell said in his deep quiet voice, "there are moments that are branded in the minds of our little friends. When they start remembering, everything else is excluded."
"It is association," Brekke said.
"What we need then," Piemur said, "is another spot that strikes less distressing memories in them. Memories… useful… to us…"
"Not so much that," Menolly considered her words carefully, "as interpretation. I saw something. I think I'm right… it wasn't the big mountain that erupted, it was…" She turned, and pointed to the smallest of the three. "That's the one that blew in our dreams!"
"No, it was the big one," Piemur contradicted, pointing higher.
"You're wrong, Piemur," Brekke said with quiet certainty. "It was the smallest one… everything is to the left in my images. The big mountain is too much higher than the one I'm sure I saw."
"Yes, yes," Menolly said, excited. "The angle is important. The fire-lizards couldn't see that high! Remember they're much, much smaller. And see, the angle. It's right!" She was on her feet, gesturing to illustrate her points. "People came from there, running this way, away from the smallest volcano! They came from those mounds. The largest ones!"
"That's the way I saw it," Brekke agreed. "Those mounds there!"
"So do we start with these?" F'lar asked, the next morning, sighing at the task of unearthing a small hill. Lessa stood beside him, surveying the silent mounds, with the Master Smith, Masterminer Nicat, F'nor and N'ton. Jaxom, Piemur, Sharra and Menolly remained discreetly to one side. "This large one?" he asked, but his eyes swept down the parallel ranks, squinting with resignation.