“I’m not comfortable leaving my stuff,” she told him.
“Then bring it with you.” He turned on his heel and made for the Reading Room door.
It was impossible for Jo to wrench the bound volume out of Margaux’s hands, now that she had it before her on the desk. And Peter was coming back…
Peter. Had he deliberately exited as Gray walked in? Was everybody in on this little meeting?
“How do you know Gray Westlake?” she demanded suddenly.
Margaux looked at her with cat’s eyes that revealed nothing. “I would call it more of an acquaintance, actually. Of very recent formation.”
Jo felt a spurt of anger; who the hell did Gray think he was, using Peter’s ex-wife to spy on her? Never mind how they’d met — what did Gray think he was doing, walking into the New Bodleian as though he owned the place, and demanding she follow him?
He had paused in the doorway and was staring at her grimly.
“You leave this room,” she snarled at Margaux, “and so help me God I’ll track you down and rip your head off, got it? Tell Peter I’ll be back in five.”
“Cheers,” Margaux replied, already engrossed in the bound volume.
GRAY TOOK HER BY THE ARM AND LED HER BRISKLY DOWN the stairs she’d just ascended.
“I’m not leaving,” she said through her teeth. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing?”
He did not reply, did not even look at her, but hustled her out of the New Bodleian door. It was there she succeeded in shaking him off, and stood rooted on the steps, glaring at him.
“This is ridiculous. You came all the way from London to drag me back against my will?”
“I came to talk to you. Since you’re incapable of picking up your phone.”
“I ran out of battery. I haven’t got my charger.”
“You’ve run out of a lot more than that, Jo. My patience, for instance. And time. You’re completely out of time.”
“Gray — ”
“I sent you here to work on plans for my garden.”
“Which I’ve done. And I told you the past few days were my own. A personal matter, having to do with my grandfather’s death. But you seem to have difficulty separating my life from yours.”
“The two have been pretty tangled lately,” he retorted with a harsh laugh.
“Did you pay that woman to track us down?”
His expression changed — from aggressive to careful.
“I have no idea what you mean.”
“Oh, right. You just guessed I’d be in Oxford, at the Bodleian, this morning.”
“Actually,” he said evenly, “it was your friend Peter who called in to Sotheby’s and told them where you were. I gather he’s getting pretty tired of this jaunt all over England. Have you completely lost your mind, Jo, asking a complete stranger to run your errands for you?”
The words fell on her ears like shards of ice. Stinging. Unexpected. Unstoppable.
Peter. She’d had no idea what a pain in the ass she’d been. What a burden. When he’d probably been trying to get back to Margaux for days —
“Do you realize that but for me,” Gray continued tensely, “you’d have every cop in Great Britain trailing you right now?”
“What are you talking about?”
“That little prank you pulled, Jo. At Sissinghurst. When you were in my employ. Stealing from a National Trust house! Jesus — Imogen Cantwell is ready to start World War Three! If I hadn’t bought her off during a delicate round of negotiation, she’d have gone to the police.”
“I see.” Jo swallowed. Peter. “I should have communicated better. I left her a message — ”
“ — Before your battery ran out. Right.” Gray grinned at her humorlessly. “Between Imogen crying for blood and the head of Sotheby’s book department furious at your unfortunate friend, I’ve had my hands full. And you don’t even have the damn decency to get in touch.”
“I’m sorry,” she said. Peter. She needed to get far, far away from all of them and figure out how to crawl home. “It never occurred to me that you’d be involved in this. Why are you involved, Gray?”
“Because I care about you.” He took a step toward her. “I just want you to forget this whole mess and come home.”
“That’s not what I mean.” She shook her head, puzzling it out. “How did you meet Imogen? Why pose as a buyer? And you obviously know Margaux. This is all too weird.”
“Yes,” he agreed, “it’s weird, and it’s time it ended. Leave the notebook with your friend from Sotheby’s, Jo, and come back to London. It’s time to let this adventure go.”
Let it go.
Why? a voice inside her asked. Why should I let Jock’s book go?
Gray’s arms had come around her and her head was against his shoulder. His hands smoothing her mangled ponytail. She was supposed to feel grateful, feel comforted, like a little girl rescued from a train wreck.
“Unh-unh,” she said stubbornly, and stepped away from him.
He stared at her, eyes narrowed. “You know, Jo, I can always tell Sotheby’s I’m not interested in the sale. And let you negotiate terms from a jail cell.”
“Now you’re threatening me.” She took another step backward. “Which do you need more in your women, Gray — fear, or gratitude?”
“I’m the reason you came to England in the first place!”
“And for that I’ve been grateful. But I’ve also been confused. Because I shouldn’t have to thank a man for hiring my professional skills. I shouldn’t have to sleep with him to keep his business. You wouldn’t manipulate a guy that way, Gray — ”
“I don’t fall in love with guys.”
“And I don’t fall in love with control freaks. Good-bye, Gray.”
“Did you sleep with Llewellyn?” he shouted after her.
She turned. “Go home, Gray. I’ll send the White Garden drawings to your wife.”
Chapter Thirty-Eight
WHEN SHE GOT BACK TO THE READING ROOM, PETER and Margaux were gone.
Jo stood in the doorway, staring at the carrel where she’d left the English don, the oilskin package, and Leonard Woolf’s letter. Not even an empty coffee cup remained.
Of course. They had called in Gray to deal with her — to persuade her to let this bizarre adventure go — while they skedaddled with Leonard’s bound volume. They were probably halfway to London by now. Or, Christ — why stop at London? They could be halfway to Fiji. The sky was the limit when you had an unknown Virginia Woolf to sell.
Jo sank down in a chair, a painful knot tightening in her throat. She’d probably be arrested for artifact theft, and she was close to weeping. Not just because Jock’s notebook was gone — but because, despite everything, she had trusted Peter. Admired his authenticity. Mooned about his taste in functional buildings and the way his rolled shirtsleeves graced his wrists. It was so obvious, suddenly, how neatly he’d managed her — whisking her from Sotheby’s to Oxford, where he’d succeeded in passing the first part of the manuscript to Margaux, then trailing around the countryside with her bits and pieces of clues until they culminated in a hole in Leonard Woolf’s back garden. Making her actually believe he wanted to cook for a living.
Why was she always such a jerk?
She’d sacrificed her best career prospect — the White Garden — and a man who’d apparently wanted her, for a wild-goose chase with a charlatan in glasses. Hadn’t she learned anything about men in her long life?
“There you are,” Peter said briskly behind her. “We’ve moved downstairs to the Reference section. Hurry up, Jo — your coffee’s getting cold.”