“Mydyr-I’ll remember.”
“What’s your name?”
“Cerryl.” Cerryl knew no one in Fenard knew his name, and there was no reason to lie about it. “Thank you. I’ve got to get going.” He mounted quickly.
“Don’t forget, now.”
“I won’t, ser.” His knees were trembling, and he hoped the cooper didn’t see that, or his reddened and burning hands. “I won’t.”
He mounted and rode slowly down the side street, and then around the square, hoping he didn’t get lost, and managed to find the main avenue again. It was beginning to fill with carts departing Fenard, and he rode slowly behind a cart with mostly empty baskets, except for one half-filled with maize.
His legs hurt; his vision kept blurring, and his head throbbed. His hands still burned, feeling both hot and as though they had been bruised. But trying to ride faster would only call more attention to him, and he wasn’t sure he could handle any more attention.
As he neared the gate, he wondered whether he should try to use the light shield to get out of the gate. He shook his head. That would slow him down, and the sooner he was outside the walls the better. If the guards challenged him. . then. . then he would do what was necessary. As you have all along. . no matter the cost to others. .
He swallowed and kept riding.
The guard waved the maize cart and driver through, then looked at Cerryl lazily. “Where to, fellow?”
“Tellura. . then maybe Quessa, depending on. .”
“Go. . better you be there than here.” The bored-looking fellow waved Cerryl on.
Was that all there was to it? Was there a chance he would get back to Fairhaven and Leyladin? Would she even care?
Once past the low-lying fields and over the bridge, he looked back, but the gates remained open, almost as though the city were oblivious to the death of its prefect.
Although his head felt as though it were being ripped apart by Dylert’s big mill saw, he kept riding as the sun dropped behind the western hills, and the sounds of insects rose above the whisper of the wind at his back, a wind that carried the scents of damp autumn earth and molding grasses, and the chill of the winter yet to come.
CI
CERRYL GLANCED AT the still-steaming heights ahead-the hills that Jeslek had raised into mountains. He patted the chestnut on the neck and glanced along the empty Great White Highway.
After more than five long days, he was back on the Great Highway, and back in the whites of a student mage. He hadn’t changed out of his “bravo” disguise until he’d finally been on the Great White Highway for more than a day, but he kept the darker cloak strapped on top of his pack-just in case he ran into some Gallosian armsmen.
The clouds that moved slowly out of the northeast were thickening, and darkening. He looked up, judging that rain would not fall until midafternoon, and hoping it would not be heavy.
His hands still hadn’t healed totally, and his headache, while it had faded, had not disappeared, and a rainstorm would just make that worse. His thighs threatened to cramp, but hadn’t, perhaps because he was getting more used to riding. His neck was stiff-probably from looking over his shoulder to see who might be pursuing him.
Better think some about what’s ahead. .
His stomach growled, reminding him that he needed to stop and eat something, not that he had all that much to eat. He’d spent most of the remaining coins on travel food at a small town just short of the Great Highway-hoping that the hard cheese and road biscuits would last until he returned to Fairhaven.
On the road to Tellura, he’d encountered some travelers, but the highway had been vacant, totally vacant. Was that because traders loyal to Fairhaven couldn’t sell their goods at a low enough price to compete in Gallos? And because the disloyal ones hadn’t paid road tariffs and feared using the roads after Jeslek’s destruction of the Gallosian lancers? Or did they fear the prefect’s wrath?
Cerryl held the reins loosely-very loosely. His hands remained tender, especially across the palms, where he’d gripped the gate bars tightly.
Touching iron didn’t usually burn him. Was that because he’d been using chaos energies? Would that bar him from Leyladin? He winced at that thought. Something else you really don’t know. . He sighed. There was so much he didn’t know, and he wondered if he would ever learn all that he needed.
His eyes went to the empty road ahead, stretching like a white ribbon into the ugly darkness raised by Jeslek.
Some things just didn’t seem to make sense. How had he been able to kill Lyam so easily? Why hadn’t anyone even looked for him? The sometime wavering of the light shield was a giveaway. If anyone knew what it meant. .
He nodded. Was that why the Guild sought out all those with chaos or order talent? To keep the rest of Candar from knowing exactly what the white mages could do? Or had the secrecy just happened and been discovered to be beneficial?
About the only thing most people knew was that mages could use the screeing glasses to see things and that they could throw chaos-fire-and that black mages could sometimes heal.
Cerryl laughed. Now they knew that mages could raise mountains. But that was so rare and improbable that in generations to come no one would remember. Cerryl couldn’t imagine that the world produced many Jesleks, or very often.
Again. . the rules of the Guild made sense, although he didn’t have to like the way some, like Jeslek, used them to their personal advantage.
Could you do better?
Cerryl laughed at the thought. He’d like to try, but the chances of an orphaned scrivener’s apprentice becoming an overmage, or especially High Wizard, weren’t exactly overwhelming.
The chestnut whuffed, and Cerryl patted his neck again. “We’ll stop for water before long. You can have the last of the grain.”
The gelding didn’t look that thin, but Cerryl wondered. He’d managed to stop where there had been some lush grass, but he doubted that grazing was enough, and he’d not been able to afford as much grain as he’d have liked. He’d tried not to push the pace, letting the gelding carry him easily, knowing that he didn’t really know enough about horses, either.
He held in a sigh, then took a deep breath.
Jeslek had wanted him to fail. Why? Had Myral been right? That Cerryl was a threat? But Cerryl didn’t really want to be High Wizard. He just wanted people to stop trying to get rid of him or push him around. Is that so much to ask?
For some people, apparently it was.
Cerryl frowned. What had saved him was what Jeslek had not known-like Cerryl’s awareness of the light shield or his own mastery of targeted fire lances. Jeslek was far more powerful. . but he didn’t know everything. Knowledge was a form of power. Not the only kind of power, as witness the mountains that the overmage had raised, but the kind of power Cerryl could master. Would have to master-for many reasons, one of them who wore green and whose green eyes danced in his thoughts and memories.
CII
“Good day.” Cerryl waved to the merchant on the wagon seat as he eased the chestnut around the big wagon drawn by a four-horse team.
“Good day to you, young ser.” The gray-bearded and trim man in green who held the reins in his right hand nodded pleasantly. “You think it be raining afore long?”
The guard beside the merchant smiled.
Cerryl glanced at the clouds overhead, dark gray, and tried to gain a sense of the weather. He could feel the churning chaos and the black order bands within the gray, so low were the heavy clouds. “Not right now, but not too long.”
“Darkness. . hoped we could make it farther.”
Cerryl glanced back at the covered wagon. “What have you there?”