'I thought you would die,' he said and, at the moment, he was a nine-year-old boy. I managed a grin, though it felt as if my face was a mask and cracked when I did it. I felt clumps frozen in my beard and moustache.
'I look better than you — is that your blood?'
He shook his head. 'Bleikr,' he said miserably.
The cold bit, but I was sweating by the time I had managed to sit up and look out of the sledge-cart to find we were slithering and fish-tailing through chest-high pale yellow grass, with the exhausted ponies stumbling in the snow. Up ahead, a man bulked by clothing was leading the little horses which pulled the cart. Turning carefully, I saw other figures, counting them without thinking. Seven in all.
'Ha — now you are up, you can get out and walk,' yelled a voice and I turned to see a black-bearded face, rimed with ice, glaring at me. He was bundled in a cloak and another was swaddled round his head, but he was red-faced and sweating with the effort of staggering after the cart. That was bad for him, I saw with some satisfaction.
'Leave him where he is,' rasped the familiar voice of Martin, stepping forward from behind him. 'Safer where we can see him, Tyrfing.'
Then he moved away before I could find words to curse him.
I remembered the black-bearded one now; the German Tyrfing who had been one of Klerkon's men. I saw a couple of others I recognized from that crew — then blinked as two faces I knew well lumbered up to put shoulders to the back of the sledge-cart and help the stumbling horses. They kept their heads down, to avoid looking me in the eye.
Drumba and Heg, my own thralls — wearing warm furs and cloaks that were clearly stolen and with axes and knives in their belts. Drumba's had been the Slav voice I had failed to recognize.
Slavs — I cursed myself for a fool. I had only gone and brought these thralls back to their homeland without even considering that they would bolt for it first chance they got. Odin's arse, they could even be a fart-length away from the home they had not seen in a decade or more. But who ever considers what thralls think?
'Vladimir will track you down,' I said to the tops of their wool-hatted heads. 'You should have thought this out to the end.'
Heg looked up, chin thrust out defiantly. 'Better this than dying on some mad chase for a hoard of silver,' he growled. 'What would we get from that?'
Nothing at all, being thralls. What had they been promised for this, I wondered? So I asked and Drumba gave the sledge-cart a final heave and stood, flapping his cracked, worn hands against the cold.
'Enough,' he said to the gap opening between us. 'A stake for the future and a chance to be free.'
'You will never be free,' I shouted to the gap between us, sounding more sure than I felt, 'and the only stake you will get will be rammed up your arse.'
The pony ahead wheeled round at that and came alongside at a shambling half-trot, scattering snow fine as flour. The rider peeled back the cloak that covered his face, all but the eyes, which had been circled with great dark rings of charcoal, a steppe tribe trick against the glare from the Great White.
'Yell away, young Orm,' he said with a chuckle. 'No-one can hear you who cares much.'
Thorkel. He grinned at me and I almost hurled myself at him from the cart — but even the surge of anger in me made my head hurt and I swallowed it back.
'This is the worst luck you have had,' I said to him. 'Which is a feat, considering your life to this point. The Norns hate you, Thorkel, for sure; they are unpicking the threads of your life.'
He scowled a little at that, then shrugged. 'No. I am thinking this is where my luck changes. We will sell you and the boy to Jaropolk, which is surer money and safer, too, than chasing down this hoard across a frozen steppe.'
So that was it. Martin's idea, clearly — though what did the monk gain?
Thorkel shrugged when I asked. 'Away with his holy stick and no part of your quest,' he said, looking over to where Martin trudged, two bundles wrapped and slung on his back, wild hair flying. He had to be freezing in his tattered robes and big leather shoes, but gave no sign of it other than the hand that grasped his staff, which was blue-white.
'You believe this? After all you know of that monk?'
Thorkel frowned, then brightened. 'We will know soon enough, when we reach Kiev.'
'You will never reach Kiev.'
He chuckled then and reined the weary pony round. 'Well, it will be a hard run, right enough,' he admitted, 'for Vladimir will want you back, since you know the way to Atil's hoard, while Sigurd Axebitten cares what happens to Crowbone. But we will beat them and what will they do when Sveinald has you?'
I wanted to spit a clever answer back at him, viper-venomed and fast, but my tongue stuck to the roof of my mouth at what he had said.
It was true enough. They had a head start and even if little Vladimir, all bright-eyed with silver greed, flogged horses to death he would not get to us in time. Olaf saw all that flicker across my face and hunched deeper into his cloak as the wind hissed and rattled the frozen grass.
The Oathsworn would keep coming, though, relentless and grim and driven. I pointed that out to Thorkel while reminding him that he had broken his oath. He frowned, for he remembered the words of it now and I twisted the knife of that in him.
'May he curse us to the Nine Realms and beyond if we break this faith, one to another.'
He winced and looked over to where Martin trudged and I knew the monk had persuaded him that embracing the White Christ would save him from Odin. It came to him that Christ would need to have considerable powers to save him from the wrath of the Oathsworn.
The power of that oath suddenly washed me; before, I had always been the one forced to action by it, hag-ridden to risk myself to rescue the stupid I had shackled myself to. This was the way of things, I had thought. Now I was the one depending on the oath and for the first time in my life I felt the sun-warm glow of it, the exultant certainty that I was not alone.
He saw me smile knowingly from the ice-tangle of my beard and, scowling, tugged the pony round and forced it back to the head of the column.
There was silence for a long time after that, while the short day died and the steppe reeled away, featureless save for some wolf tracks, which excited everyone. But you could see a long way and nothing moved, not even the chill blue air.
Then, as the sun died at the end of the short day, squeezed into a great orange-red pillar by the cold so that it seemed to hold the sky up from the edge of the world, we stumbled up to a stand of birch trees, bloodied in the dying light.
We stopped then, for here was wood for fires, though it was almost too frozen to be cut never mind burn. Thorkel had stuffed the tops of grass inside his tunic, which kept him warm during the march and thawed out to provide tinder, so he made a fire, careful and slow, as if he was rubbing a fainted maiden's hand to bring her back to life.
There was heat and food, after a fashion, but the cold seeped through for all that and the. horses whimpered and scraped hungrily at the ground, for there was little food for them.
'They will die soon,' muttered Heg and Drumba shushed him.
'We will make it to Kiev,' rasped Martin, hunched by the fire. Thorkel and the others, the melted ice glistening like pearls in their hair and beards, spooned gruel or stared at the flames, enduring.
'There was once a rich man,' said Crowbone softly, 'who lived in Kiev long ago, do not ask me when.'
'Enough,' warned Martin and crossed himself. 'Your stories are spawned by the Devil himself, for how could a boy like you know so many and so well?'
'I like them,' argued Heg and Thorkel grunted.
'Who cares what you like?' he said. 'You mistake yourself for a man.'
'He is a man, as am I,' growled Drumba. 'You mistake us for the thralls we were.'