On dreary summer evenings, Roz and Brightbill would curl up together, just the two of them, and listen to the rain pattering on the roof of the Nest. The robot would tell stories of annoying pinecones and terrible storms and camouflaged insects. But the sound of rain always made Brightbill sleepy, and he’d be out before his mother could ever finish a story.
CHAPTER 42 THE STRANGE FAMILY
It was a sweltering afternoon, and the heat had put everyone in a bad mood. Roz was standing in the shade watching her son out on the water. The other goslings were teasing him about something when they suddenly burst into laughter, and Brightbill turned and hurried home with a stormy expression on his face. He stomped into the garden and right past his mother without saying a word.
“What is wrong, Brightbill?” said Roz as she followed her son into the Nest.
“Nothing!” he squawked. “Leave me alone!”
“Tell me what is wrong.”
“I don’t want to talk about it!”
“Maybe I can help.”
“Mama, the other goslings were making fun of me.”
“What did they say?”
“They called you a monster and then laughed at me for having a monster mother.”
“They should know by now that I am not a monster. Would you like me to talk to them?”
“No! Don’t do that! That’ll just make things worse.”
The robot sat next to her son.
“Mama, I know you’re a robot. But I don’t understand what a robot is.”
“A robot is a machine. I was not born. I was built.”
“Who built you?”
“I do not know. I do not remember being built. My very first memory is waking up on the northern shore of this island.”
“Were you smaller back then?” said the gosling.
“No, I have always been this size.” Roz looked down at her weathered body. “However, I used to be shiny, like the surface of the pond. I used to stand straighter than a tree trunk. I used to speak a different language. I have not grown bigger, but I have changed very much.”
The robot wanted to explain things to her son, but the truth was that she understood very little about herself. It was a mystery how she had come to life on the rocky shore. It was a mystery why her computer brain knew certain things but not others. She tried to answer Brightbill’s questions, but her answers only left him more confused.
“What do you mean, you’re not alive?” squawked Brightbill.
“It is true,” said Roz. “I am not an animal. I do not eat or breathe. I am not alive.”
“You move and talk and think, Mama. You’re definitely alive.”
It was impossible for such a young goose to understand technical things like computer brains and batteries and machines. The gosling was much better at understanding natural things like islands and forests and parents.
Parents. The word suddenly left Brightbill feeling uneasy. “You’re not my real mother, are you?”
“There are many kinds of mothers,” said the robot. “Some mothers spend their whole lives caring for their young. Some lay eggs and immediately abandon them. Some care for the offspring of other mothers. I have tried to act like your mother, but no, I am not your birth mother.”
“Do you know what happened to my birth mother?”
Roz told Brightbill about that fateful day in spring. About how the rocks had fallen and only one egg had survived. About how she’d put the egg in a nest and carried it away. About how she’d watched over the egg until a tiny gosling hatched. Brightbill listened carefully until she finished.
“Should I stop calling you Mama?” said the gosling.
“I will still act like your mother, no matter what you call me,” said the robot.
“I think I’ll keep calling you Mama.”
“I think I will keep calling you son.”
“We’re a strange family,” said Brightbill, with a little smile. “But I kind of like it that way.”
“Me too,” said Roz.
CHAPTER 43 THE GOSLING TAKES OFF
It must be hard to have a robot for a mother. I think the hardest part for Brightbill was all the mystery that surrounded Roz. Where had she come from? What was it like to be a robot? Would she always be there for him?
These questions filled the gosling’s mind, and his feelings for his mother swung between love and confusion and anger. I’m sure many of you know what that’s like. Roz could sense that Brightbill was struggling, and so she spent a lot of time talking with him about families and geese and robots.
“There are other robots on the island?” said the gosling during one of their talks. He’d been sitting beside his mother in the garden, but now stood and faced her.
“Yes, there are others on the island,” said Roz, “but they are inoperative.”
“Inoperative?”
“For a robot, being inoperative is like being dead.”
“Where are the dead robots?”
“They are on the northern shore.”
“I want to see them!”
“I do not think that is a good idea.”
“Why not?”
“You are still a gosling. You are too young to see dead robots. I will take you to see them when you are older.”
“Mama, I’m not a gosling anymore!” Brightbill puffed out his chest. “I’m already four months old!”
“I am sorry,” said Roz. “But you cannot go.”
Brightbill stomped around the garden and squawked, “This isn’t fair!”
“I promise I will take you to see them when you are older,” said the robot.
“But I want to go now!”
“Please calm down.”
“You can’t even fly! I could take off and you wouldn’t be able to stop me!”
Roz stood, and her long shadow fell across her son. The gosling could feel his emotions swinging wildly. And for a moment he was actually afraid of his own mother. Without thinking, he sprinted toward the pond, beat his wings, and flew away.
CHAPTER 44 THE RUNAWAY
“Your son will be fine,” said Loudwing. “You know how they are at this age.”
“I do not know,” said Roz. “Please tell me how they are at this age.”
“Oh, right. Well, Brightbill is growing up fast. It’s only natural for adolescent goslings to be a little… moody. He just needs to be alone for a while. You’ve raised a wonderful son. I know he’ll come home soon. Try not to worry.”
But Roz did worry. At least, she worried as much as a robot is capable of worrying. Brightbill had never run away—or flown away—and suddenly Roz was computing all the things that could go wrong. A violent storm. A broken wing. A predator. She had to find her son before something bad happened.
There was only one place Brightbill could have gone. The robot gravesite. So Roz galloped northward. She leaped over rocks and ducked under branches and charged through meadows without ever slowing her pace. She raced all the way across the island until she finally stepped onto the sea cliffs above the gravesite.
And there was Brightbill. Perched on the edge, looking at the robot parts scattered on the shore below. His eyes were wet.
“Don’t be angry!” he said as his mother walked over.
“I am not angry. But you should not have flown off like that. You could have gotten hurt, or worse. I was worried sick!”
“I’m sorry, Mama.”
“It is okay,” said Roz. “It is only natural for goslings your age to be a little… moody.”
“Mama, I need to understand what you are. And I think it might help to see those other robots.”
“You are right—it might help. Why are you not down there?”
“I was about to go,” said Brightbill, “but I got nervous. I want you to go with me.”