“If you were to go to the doctor and tell him everything—” began Riddell.
“Oh, that’s just what I can’t do!” exclaimed Wyndham. “I’d do it like a shot if it was only myself in it. I don’t know how you found it all out, I’m sure; but I can’t go and tell the doctor, even if it was to get me off being expelled.”
It was no use going on like this. Riddell was getting unmanned every moment, and Wyndham by these wild appeals was only prolonging the agony.
“Wyndham, old fellow,” said the captain, in tones full of sympathy and pity, “if I had dreamt all this was to happen I would never have come to Willoughby at all. I know what troubles you have had this term, and how bravely you have been trying to turn over a new leaf. I’d give anything to be able to help you out of this, but I tell you plainly I don’t see how to do it. If you like, I’ll go with you to the doctor, and—”
“No, no!” exclaimed Wyndham, wildly, “I can’t do that! I can’t do that!”
“Then,” said Riddell, gravely, “I must go to him by myself.”
Wyndham looked up and tried to speak, and then fairly broke down.
“If the honour of the whole school were not involved—”
Wyndham looked up in a startled way. “The honour of the school? What has it got to do with my going to—”
What strange fatality was there about Riddell’s study-door that it always opened at the most inopportune times?
Just as Wyndham began to speak it opened again, and Bloomfield, of all persons, appeared.
“I want to speak to you, Riddell,” he said.
The words were uttered before he had noticed that the captain was not alone, or that his visitor was young Wyndham, in a state of great distress — hardly greater than that of Riddell himself.
As soon as he did perceive it he drew back, and said, “I beg your pardon; I didn’t know any one was here.”
“I’ll go,” said Wyndham, hurriedly, going to the door, and hardly lifting his eyes from the ground as he passed.
Bloomfield could hardly help noticing his strange appearance, or wondering at it.
“Anything wrong with young Wyndham?” said he, not sorry to have some way of breaking the ice.
“He’s in trouble,” said the captain. “Won’t you sit down?”
It was a very long time since the head of Parrett’s and the captain of the school had met in this polite way. But Bloomfield for some time past had shown signs of coming round to see that the position which had been forced upon him, and which he had been very ready at first to accept, was not a satisfactory one. And, greatly to the disgust of some of his fellow-monitors, he had shown this more than once by friendly advances towards his rival. But, so far, he had never got to the length of calling upon him in his study.
Riddell was scarcely surprised to see him, although he was quite unprepared for the very amicable way in which he began.
“I’m sorry to interrupt you,” said Bloomfield, “but I’ve been intending to come over the last day or two.”
“It’s very good of you,” said Riddell.
“The fact is,” said Bloomfield, a little nervously, “ever since that debate in Parliament some weeks ago, when you spoke about all pulling together, I’ve felt that our fellows haven’t done as much as they ought in that way — I know I haven’t.”
Riddell did not exactly know what to say. He could not say that the Parrett’s fellows had “pulled together” for the good of the school, so he said nothing.
“I’m getting rather sick of it,” continued Bloomfield, digging his hands in his pockets.
“So am I,” said the captain.
“You know,” said Bloomfield, “it was that wretched boat-race affair which made things as bad as they were. Our fellows wouldn’t have kept it up so long if that hadn’t happened.”
Riddell began to get more and more uneasy. He had expected this was coming, and there was no escaping it.
“It was an awfully ugly business, of course,” continued Bloomfield; “and though no one suspected fellows like you and Fairbairn of such a thing, our fellows, you know, were pretty sure some one was at the bottom of it.”
Riddell could not help thinking, in the midst of his uneasiness, how very sagacious the Parrett’s fellows had been to make the discovery!
“And now,” said Bloomfield, looking up, and feeling relieved to have his speech nearly done—“now that you’ve found out who it is, and it’s all going to be cleared up, I think things ought to come all right.”
It was a painful situation for the captain of Willoughby. The bribe which Bloomfield offered for his secret was what had been the wish of his heart the whole term. If he accepted it now there would be an end to all the wretched squabbles which had worked such mischief in the school the last few months, and the one object of his ambition as head of the school would be realised.
Surely, now, he could hold back no longer. His duty, his interest, the honour of the school, all demanded his secret of him; whereas if he held it back things would be worse than ever before. And yet he hesitated.
That last wild half-finished exclamation of Wyndham’s lingered in his mind and perplexed him. Suppose there should be some mistake? With that knife in his pocket, and the poor boy’s whole conduct and demeanour to corroborate its story, he could scarcely hope it. But suppose there was a doubt, or even the shadow of a doubt, what right had he to accuse him, or even to breathe his name?
“I hope it will be cleared up before long,” said he. “Why, you said you knew who it was!” said Bloomfield. “I said I suspected somebody.”
“Who is it?” asked Bloomfield.
“I can’t tell you,” replied Riddell. “I’m not sure; I may be wrong.”
“But surely you’re not going to keep a thing like this to yourself!” exclaimed Bloomfield, warmly; “it concerns everybody in the school. I’ve a right, at any rate, as stroke of the Parrett’s boat, to know who it is.”
“Of course, you have; and if I was quite sure I was right I would tell you.”
“But you can tell me whom you suspect,” said Bloomfield, who had not anticipated this difficulty. “No, I cannot,” replied the captain. “In confidence, at any rate,” said Bloomfield. “No, not till I am sure. I really cannot.”
Bloomfield’s manner changed. This rebuff was not what he had expected. He had come here partly out of curiosity partly from a desire to be friendly, and partly owing to the eagerness of his companions to have an explanation. He had never doubted but that he would succeed; nay, even that Riddell would be glad to meet him more than half-way. But now it seemed this was not to be, and Bloomfield lost his temper.
“You mean to say,” said he, angrily, “you’re going to keep it to yourself?”
“Yes, till I am sure.”
“Till you are sure! What are you going to do to make it sure, I’d like to know?”
“Everything I can.”
“You know, I suppose, what everybody says about you and the whole concern?” said Bloomfield.
“I can’t help what they say,” said the captain. “They say that if you chose you could tell straight out like an honest man who it is.”
Riddell looked quickly up at the speaker, and Bloomfield felt half ashamed of the taunt directly it escaped his lips.
“I say that’s what the fellows think,” said he, “and it’s in your own interest to clear yourself. They think you are shielding some one.”
The captain’s face changed colour rapidly, and Bloomfield was quick enough to see it.
“It’s hardly what fellows had been led to expect of you,” said he, with a touch of sarcasm in his voice. “Anyhow it knocks on the head any idea of our pulling together as I had hoped. I certainly shall do nothing towards it as long as this ugly business is going on.”
“Bloomfield, I’ve told you—” began Riddell.
“You’ve told me a great deal,” said Bloomfield, “but you can’t deny that you are sheltering the cad, whoever he is, under the pretext of not being quite sure.”