On the 1st of August Herschel is improving, and then there is a gap of six days that corresponds with the start of his walk to Inglewood.
In Leeson’s casebook there were more notes than ever after his and Herschel’s return, as if Thorpe wrote down everything Leeson had to say about their adventure. But there is nothing in Herschel’s — just a quarter page of white space, as if he’d said nothing at all.
Despite her training, Jane is not an overly organized archivist. Gareth once said he couldn’t reconcile how good she was procedurally with the mess of her desk. “I have a system,” she’d scoffed, but she was lying — her system was more like a technique: tossing everything onto a table to see what overlapped, what connections might be made when the edges of two disparate pieces of paper met.
There is a photograph in a plastic sleeve next to the Whitmore’s Servant Engagement and Discharge Book that Jane, busy in other ledgers, has yet to study. It shows thirty-six members of the Whitmore staff in a semicircle on the hospital grounds: the male attendants in stark uniforms with polished buttons, the women’s staff in black dresses and white aprons. The Matron is at the centre of the circle in a striped dress with puffed sleeves that all but obscure the assistants on either side of her; the Superintendent sports a bushy moustache that had already gone out of fashion.
We know some of those faces, but not by name; we know, too, that these gatherings were rare, that the photo was taken in autumn because a number of the women wear shawls, that there would have been the fuggy smell of cigars weft into the Superintendent’s suit. We know that the men and women in the photograph were in some cases kind and in others insufferable. So we pause over the composed expressions of these figures, and wait for ambivalent or wishful feelings to flit over us. The man with the side-whiskers, we decide, is a bully; the woman in the plain apron must be the cook; this is a girl from the laundry, her stringy hair tied in a simple knot. We lean in to study a furtive-looking man in a bowler, and wonder suddenly if it’s Noble; we decide that the tall man with the clippers must be the gardener, sense that the dark-eyed woman with the chatelaine is a nurse. The seamstress is on the grass between them with a basket of needles and yarn resting beside her knee, as if she, along with everyone else, had been called out to the lawn in the middle of work.
Before Jane finishes at the records office, she asks the archivist with the dyed blonde hair for the index binder for the Farrington family so that she can see how much material she’ll have to sift through to find any record of the night George Farrington met Leeson and Herschel. The family archive, when it arrives, is more substantial than she expects, and for a moment, flipping through the long list of the index binder, her resolution wavers. She knows it will take her weeks to sort through the relevant categories — the legal records, estate accounts, letters and household notebooks — if she’s to do a proper job.
“Are there any diaries?” Jane asks when the archivist drops off the household ledgers she requested. “I thought Prudence Farrington kept one?”
The woman glances at the clock to gauge how close they are to closing, then says, “I think there’s a separate index for Mrs. Farrington, but let me double-check.”
The household account book for Inglewood that runs from mid 1876 to late 1877 is typical of its kind. There is a cramped signature across the top of the first yellowing page: Martha Stroud, housekeeper. This is followed by entries that reflect domestic commerce and concerns: twelve loaves of bread ordered from Hargraves, blankets aired, firewood delivered to the main house and cottages … There are inventories of kitchen pots, rotations for cleaning the silver plate, twenty-seven pages in which nothing unusual seems to have occurred. In September of 1877 there is a note about funerary costs but no mention of the person being buried, so Jane jots the date down so that she can compare it to the Farrington family death certificates when she looks at them tomorrow.
Before she packs up, she leafs through the large red book dedicated to household staffing. Every staff member has their own page with the individual’s position, pay rate, advances made and a note as to whether or not board was included. There are addendums at the bottom of each, detailing when people resigned or were let go, and these are mostly in the housekeeper’s writing: Mary Margaret Teems removed 26 July for pilfering flour, no reference given; Wilson Penfeld retired with a gift of five pounds.
Jane is startled when she finally looks up and finds the archivist standing beside her chair. The woman smiles as if she’s used to this, as if it’s one of the job’s small pleasures.
“There’s a note on file that says Mrs. Farrington’s diaries are on loan to the Trust. I believe they have George’s Tibetan notebooks and sketches as well.” She lifts her shoulders apologetically and turns to go.
“Sorry—” Jane interjects. “Do you mean the Trust that’s restoring the estate?”
“Yes — the Farrington Trust in Inglewood. In all honesty, between them and that gentleman from London we’ve been moving those boxes up and down from storage a lot lately.”
“Gentleman from London?” Jane can hear how thin her voice sounds, so she clears her throat, tries to sound assertive. “Do you remember his name? I think he might be a colleague.”
The archivist purses her lips. “He was finishing a book — something about Victorian gardens? A nice man — bit posh — he was up here a lot in the spring and then again a month ago.” She juts her chin in the direction of the stack of material on Jane’s table. “Looking through most of the same things that you are.”
Jane glances down at the archives she’s been working through: it’s all Whitmore material save for the Farrington household books and index binder. “Sorry, do you mean the Farringtons? Or the Whitmore?”
“A bit of both, same as you.”
To clear her head after she gets back to the inn, Jane takes Sam for a walk in the field that runs along Inglewood’s stone wall. On her way back she stops at the spot where the wall slumps a bit, the section she’d climbed over yesterday, and peers across the lawn to where the gardeners are working on a series of freshly dug beds. She has never liked the waste of large estate grounds, the kind that seem to exist solely for the purpose of having an expanse of lawn to gaze across, but she can appreciate the beauty of a good garden: the bright explosions of pink and white flowers the gardener in the wide-brimmed hat is carrying on a tray, the twitching green reeds around the pond she’d glimpsed earlier on the far side of the wisteria arcade.
Without quite meaning to, Jane scans the pair of gardeners packing up by the stables to see if one of them is Blake. Eventually she spots him near the ivied enclosure off the back of the house just past the library, a gated space that would have been the family’s private garden. He turns toward the stables, stretching his back as he goes, and Jane ducks and heads for the road before he is close enough to see her.
Turning back toward the inn, Jane whistles for Sam, who has been tearing around in the treeline, then she picks up a skinny branch and whisks it through the long grass in front of her, all the while trying to convince herself that the archivist in the records office must be mistaken about William looking through the Whitmore material. There’s something more than territorial about her discomfort, a resentment she can’t quite shake off. This feeling isn’t like the one she experienced listening to his talk on Norvill, her sense of that’s mine; this has more to do with the whole of her life, with feeling like a fake. She can still see Clive’s face when she said she was going to take an MA in Archives and Records Management at The University of London, how he held his pudgy features perfectly still as if he didn’t want to give away his belief that this was just another move in a series of moves that involved replicating the lives of others. Music because Henri did music, archives because William did archives. She’d seen the same tight-lipped expression on Lewis’s face at The Lamb when she said she might write about N and the Whitmore. As if she was trying to be Claire, as if getting her research published would somehow create a meaningful connection between them.