Brian Freeman
The Zero Night
For Marcia
“Which came out of the opened door — the lady or the tiger?”
1
The man with the briefcase sat on a bench in the drowning rain.
When the wind gusted, Lake Superior punished him for his choice of location, rolling waves up and over the pier and drenching him with spray that was even colder than the downpour. In the twin glow of the lighthouses on either side of the ship canal, and beneath the ghostly light of the lift bridge, the muddy, wriggling surface of the water looked angry and alive.
However, the man on the bench seemed unaffected by the October storm. He sat motionless, his back straight, his fingers spread atop the leather briefcase on his lap. Coils of his curly blond hair clumped like loose springs on his forehead. He wore a navy-blue button-down shirt, a neon-yellow tie, and black slacks, all soaked to the skin. His eyes appeared to be closed. His tall, skinny body, sitting alone on the bench, was a silhouette framed against the horizon of the lake.
Lieutenant Maggie Bei watched the man from the sodden green grass of Duluth’s Canal Park. Rain lashed her, too, and the gales nearly lifted her off her feet. She didn’t like being here at three in the morning, wet and cold. The truth was, she also didn’t much like the man on the bench. His name was Gavin Webster, and he was a lawyer. She didn’t trust lawyers as a rule, but Gavin was a defense lawyer, which meant he was by definition a liar, an ambulance chaser, a headline hound, and a sworn enemy of the police. On the phone, he’d told her he was in trouble, which was enough to get her out of bed in the middle of the night. Then again, Maggie rarely believed a word that came from a lawyer’s mouth.
She squinted into the driving rain, and her lips tightened into a grimace. Then she walked across the grass, listening to the squish of her calf boots. She tugged the belt of her trench coat tighter, but cold water dripped from the bowl cut of her black hair like fingers down her back. She shoved her hands into the coat pockets. When she got to the bench, she sat down next to Gavin. Her legs weren’t long enough to reach the ground, so her feet dangled. Her arrival elicited no reaction. He knew she was there, but he still didn’t move.
Gavin was a good-looking man, Maggie acknowledged grudgingly to herself. He was in his midforties, like her, but his thick, curly hair and baby-smooth skin made him look younger than he was. He had a long narrow nose over a long narrow chin on a long narrow face. He hadn’t shaved in a while, giving him blond stubble. His mouth was a thin, pale slash.
Among the community of Duluth lawyers, Gavin had long been considered a plugger. That wasn’t a compliment. The judgment on Gavin was that he was hardworking and intelligent, but not someone who had lived up to expectations. His former partner had cheated him and driven him into bankruptcy, which meant that the more respectable commercial firms wouldn’t hire him. He was a sole practitioner now. He wasn’t part of the legal upper crust, not a member of the Kitchi Gammi Club, where the real deals were done among the city’s movers and shakers. The big cases never came his way, so he took public defender work to make ends meet.
He was a man on a treadmill, running fast to stay in place.
“Hello, Gavin,” Maggie said.
The lawyer’s watery eyes opened. His head swiveled, and he stared at her through the curtain of rain. His pale-blue eyes were his most distinctive feature, intense and oddly luminous in a way that Maggie had always found creepy. His gaze latched on to people and refused to let go, as if it were a staring contest that he was determined to win.
“Thank you for coming,” Gavin replied in a voice that sounded low and lost. “I’m sorry to call so late, but I didn’t know what else to do.”
“What’s going on?”
“It’s Chelsey,” he said.
Maggie didn’t know Gavin well enough to know who that was, but she made the obvious guess. “Is Chelsey your wife?”
“Yes.”
“What about her?” Maggie asked.
“Someone took her.”
Maggie’s eyes narrowed with concern. “Took her? What does that mean? What are you saying?”
“I made a mistake. I should have called you sooner. I thought I could deal with this myself.”
“Gavin, tell me what happened to your wife.”
With his thumbs, the lawyer undid the two locks of his briefcase. He popped the lid. The case was empty inside, and rain began to soak the worn, stained interior. He ran his fingers along the wet calfskin.
“I brought the ransom with me in this. I gave them the money. I did everything they asked. After that, they were supposed to call and let me know where she was, but it’s been three hours, and nothing. They’re not going to call, are they? I was a fool to believe them.”
“Are you saying that your wife has been kidnapped?”
There was a tremble in his lower lip as he snapped the briefcase shut. It was hard to tell because of the rain, but she thought he was crying. “They said if I called the police, they’d kill her. So I didn’t call. I thought if I just gave them what they wanted, I’d get her back.”
He focused on Maggie with those strange, inscrutable eyes again.
“Now she’s dead,” he went on helplessly. “I’ve lost her.”
Serena Stride noticed the time on the clock glowing beside the bed. It was just past three in the morning. Sometime during the night, she always woke up long enough to check the time. When she did, she remembered her magic number, which increased by one with every toll of midnight. Her brain made the calculation automatically; she didn’t even need to think about it.
6,607.
That was the count tonight.
For eighteen years, she’d kept track of the total, day by day, night by night. She couldn’t turn it off. Even when she tried to forget it or put it out of her mind, she would wake up somewhere during the dark hours, and the number would click forward one more digit.
6,607.
That was the number of nights she’d survived without a drink.
Normally, Serena would acknowledge the number and then turn over and go back to sleep. But she was restless tonight. Out of sorts. With her eyes open, she stared at the bedroom ceiling and listened to the rain hammering outside. She glanced at Jonny, who slept soundly beside her. His chest was bare despite the chill of a cracked-open window — he liked fresh air even in the freezing weather — and there was enough light for her to see the wrinkled scar where the surgeons had sewn up his heart the previous year. He’d been shot. He’d almost died. But here he was, still beside her. Even so, the scar was always there, reminding her that even Stride was mortal.
His salt-and-pepper hair, which he’d been letting grow longer than usual for more than a year, fell messily across his handsome, weathered face. With the barest touch of her fingertips, she pushed back his forelock. She thought about waking him up. A part of her wanted to talk to him and tell him what she was feeling; a part of her wanted to make love to him. He wouldn’t complain about that. But she wasn’t in a mood for romance; she was too agitated, too consumed by her thoughts. Actually, it had been months since they’d been intimate. Life kept getting in the way and pushing them apart. She missed the closeness, and her body missed the sex. She felt the absence of him inside her, but they were too distant emotionally to be physically close. So she slipped out of bed alone and crossed the cold wooden floor to the living room. She pulled the bedroom door shut behind her as quietly as she could, but the knob always rattled.
There was no mystery in why she felt unsettled. It wasn’t just the strained awkwardness between her and Stride. The answer was also the open door on the other side of the living room, leading to the empty bedroom where Cat Mateo had slept for almost four years. Cat was gone now. Well, not gone — but she was moving on with her new life. She was in a dorm at UMD, where she was a freshman. Serena hadn’t anticipated the empty-nest feeling she had without the girl around every day.