“Shhh. It’s okay, Sarah. He’ll be back and I’ll talk to him. Everything will be okay.” She nods her head in acknowledgement but squeezes me tighter.
I pull her face back and look into her eyes. “Hey, you okay with what just happened?”
CHAPTER 5 *Sarah*
Am I ok with what just happened? I’m not even sure what just happened. One minute I feel like I’m getting everything I ever wanted and the next I feel like I’ve taken a sucker punch.
“I’m not sure how I feel about it, Logan.” That’s the truth if I’m honest with myself. I’ve dreamed about kissing Logan for years; the reality is a lot different. I want it again – God, do I want it again – but the look on Luke’s face cut deep. I’m not sure if it was rage or disgust I saw there but it struck me to the core.
“Well, sweet little Sarah, I think it’s about time we all got real and stopped pussyfooting around what’s really going on.”
I’m a little taken aback by his words. Does he mean that he wants me or that they want me? I’m worried that if I say the wrong thing I could anger him. Would it make him mad to know I don’t just want him and that I want his brother too? Is he looking for it to just be him and me? Because I don’t think I can have it that way. Logan and Luke make up the perfect man. Logan is the light that offsets Luke’s darkness. While Luke is the strong silent protector, I believe he feels the deepest and loves the hardest. I always imagined in my fantasies that his touches would be hard and demanding while Logan’s would be soft and sweet, just like he is.
Choosing my words carefully I try to figure out what he’s getting at. “I’m not sure what you mean,” I whisper while picking at the hem of my shirt. I pull at an imaginary thread so I don’t have to look at him.
All of a sudden Logan pushes his body into mine, backing me against the wall.
“All right¸ if that’s how you want to play this. I’ll just show you what I mean,” he says while he teases my ear with his teeth. I feel his five o’clock shadow against my neck and my body breaks out in goosebumps. I feel his hand slide down my body and cup my pussy. My body betrays me and pushes itself farther into his hand. I have no control over my hips as they undulate beneath his touch.
“If I dropped to my knees right now, would you have a tiny wet spot on those white cotton panties, or would they be drenched?”
I know without a doubt that if he did indeed drop to his knees, not only would he find a wet spot, I might just orgasm from his inspection. Nodding my head yes is the only reply I give. I don’t know how to answer that question without breath in my lungs. I’m not used to such crude words being spoken to me. I’m not naïve, but I sure as hell don’t know how to deal with what’s happening. I’m not certain if I should run, or try to move my hips so his flingers slip inside my panties.
“Tell me, Sarah, is that wetness seeping through your underwear a result of what I’m doing to you, or that orgasm I heard you giving yourself before I knocked on your door?” he whispers against my ear as he rubs my clit through my underwear.
“Please,” I respond intensely, not even sure why I chose that word. Please stop or please keep going? I’m pretty sure I want him to continue, because my body is once again pushing farther into him.
“Hmm…I see you’re going to be a greedy little girl. Luke is going to have his hands full with you,” he chuckles. The mention of Luke’s name brings me out of my needy haze. “Luke?” I question, rolling my hips and thrusting myself harder against him. All I need is a little more, I silently plead.
“Yes. Luke, our brother who just stormed out of here like I stole his favorite toy.”
Is he admitting that he wants us together, or that he’s going to give me over to Luke?
“You’ll soon learn that Luke can be quite demanding and controlling when it comes to the bedroom, whereas me? Well, I’m sure you’ll have me wrapped around your finger in no time. Fuck, who am I kidding? You already do. I’m not sure I could deny you anything, princess. Like right now. You want to cum, don’t you, baby girl? Ask me to make you cum and I’ll do it.”
“Yes, please, I want that,” I beg. I feel so needy.
“Ah ah ah… you have to ask.”
“Please make me cum, Logan.”
“See, all you’ll ever have to do is ask me and I’ll give it to you. With Luke, well, you’ll learn. How do you want it, sweet little Sarah? You want to cum on my fingers or my mouth? Never mind, don’t answer that. I’ve got to watch the first orgasm I give you, so fingers it is.”
Logan’s fingers quickly push my panties aside, and he finally gives my clit the pressure it’s been begging for. I explode, making my body jerk against him. I let out a cry and feel my wetness soak my panties even more. I don’t think I’ve ever cum so fast in my life.
“Fucking Christ, did you just cum?” he growls.
I can’t believe I went off like that. He barely touched me and I was cumming all over his hand. I feel my face heat with embarrassment and bury it in his chest. I hear him slip his fingers in his mouth to taste my honey. He moans loudly and I can feel myself get more embarrassed.
“You always like that, princess? You go off with just a little touch?” he asks, leaning away from me so he can look down into my eyes. Refusing to look up and let him see my mortification, I just give a little shrug. I really don’t want to have the ‘no one has ever touched me like that before’ conversation, the one where I have to lay down all my cards, and admit that I’ve never made it past heavy petting. I don’t want to have to explain how I could possibly want to take on two men at once when I’ve had no experience. I feel like I’m so close but still so far away from getting what I want.
“I’ve got to tell you, princess, that’s the hottest shit I’ve ever seen – knowing that I get you so turned on you come from the slightest touch of my hand. God, just when I didn’t think my dick could get any harder.” He grunts and reaches down to readjust himself. “All right, let’s get your ass in bed so we can talk about how this is going to go down. After that you’re going to take care of my cock like a good little girl, then big brother will take care of you again.”
Not waiting for me to respond, Logan leads me back into my bedroom and over to the bed.
“Sit down for me. I’m going to sit across the room so we can talk for a minute. I know if I sit next to you you’ll be on your back with my cock deep inside you before I can even clear some stuff up.”
I can’t help the little giggle that escapes me at his words. The idea of him over me, thrusting deep inside of me makes my pussy clench. It both excites and scares me a little. I’ve had two orgasms in the past thirty minutes and now my body is primed and begging for another. Sitting on the bed I deliberately let my legs fall open while perching on the side. Maybe I could persuade Logan to give me another. I watch his eyes drop to my spread legs as he takes the chair across from me.
“Princess,” he says as he drags a hand over his face as if he’s trying to relieve some stress. “You’re tempting a beast here. I haven’t had a woman in about two years and I don’t think you've been with many men. If you keep tempting me like that, I’m going to flip you over and shove all ten inches of me deep inside you. I’m guessing that little pussy you’ve got isn’t quite prepared, so I’d be more careful if I were you.” He lets a smile spread across his face and looks at me more intently. “Unless that’s what you’re after, and you want to be walking funny tomorrow.”