“What?” Kerry put the car in park, half turned, and reached for the stack. “How…Wait, are you sure? Maybe it’s a copy you put in there, Dar. You had one.”
“I’m sure.” Dar turned the first sheet over. “I printed this one on recycled; it was my check copy. The other one’s on water-mark.”
Kerry stared at the words on the back of the page—someone’s recipe for pot roast. That seemed so odd and so incongruous, she almost wondered if her father might have scribbled it down for the cooks to try at home. The world seemed strange around her.
She braced her elbow on the armrest between them and rested her head on one hand. “I don’t get it.”
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button. She waited until it was answered, then cleared her throat.
“Hi, Alastair? It’s Dar.”
“Ah! Oh…uh, Dar, listen, can I call you right back?” Alastair sounded surprised to hear from her. “I’m, ah—”
“I don’t care if you’re on the john,” Dar said bluntly. “I just wanted you to know I have the papers.”
There was dead silence, then a splutter. “How did you know where…? Did you get that GPS thing working for cell phones?”
Dar merely waited.
“If you did, why the hell didn’t you say so? You know how much money we could make w—” Alastair fell silent. “Holy Jesus, did you say you had the papers?”
“Yes.”
Through the phone connection Dar could hear a ball game playing softly somewhere in the far background, but little else.
“Alastair?”
His sigh was audible. “Dar, I’m not sure it matters now.”
Dar shrugged. “Well, for what it’s worth, I have them. Anyway, talk to you later.”
More silence preceded his quiet, “I’ll call you, Dar.”
Alastair’s voice was now very serious. “Stay close.”
Dar closed her phone and looked at Kerry. “Let’s go home.”
Kerry was staring steadily at her. “It’s too late, isn’t it?”
“Eh.” Dar picked up her hand and kissed the knuckles. “I don’t care. C’mon. Let’s go. I want you, a soft bed, a warm glass of milk, and a bowl of pitted cherries.”
Kerry smiled wistfully at her. “In that order?”
“Any order I can get them in.”
Kerry gave in and put the car back into drive, then checked her rearview mirror and pulled into the traffic lane.
After a mile or so of companionable silence, she cleared her throat. “I keep forgetting to ask you, and you did mention it twice, so it’s not your fault. What was the deal you set up with the Navy in exchange for that information?”
Dar opened her eyes, and she regarded the fawn header on the Lexus. “Ah. That’s right. I guess I never did lay that out for you, did I?”
Kerry glanced at her, then back at the road. “Well, I mean, it doesn’t have to be right now, but I was curious—”
“No, now’s as good a time as any,” Dar remarked. “I should have just told you earlier.” Her expression turned pensive. “I agreed to destroy the information and forget what I’d seen, in return for the Navy outsourcing all of their IS to us.”
Kerry almost hit the car in front of her. She hurriedly applied her brakes, then turned her head and stared at Dar in utter disbe-194 Melissa Good lief. “You what?” A horn honked, and she hastily pulled the Lexus over to the curb again and parked it.
“What?”
Pale blue eyes regarded her warily. “That was my price, if they wanted me to shut up. So they did. Gerry got them to agree to the outsourcing deal.” She watched Kerry’s face carefully, wondering what she was thinking.
Kerry covered her eyes with one hand. “You blackmailed the US government?”
Did I? Dar rubbed her chin. “Yeah, I guess I did.”
Green eyes peeked out from between slim fingers. “Paladar Katherine Roberts, what am I going to do with you?”
Dar smiled wistfully. “I don’t know. It was nicer having you think I just chucked it all because I wouldn’t leave you,” she reflected in a quiet voice. “Just a moment of altruistic heroism I didn’t actually have.”
Kerry studied Dar for a moment, then cupped her cheek with one hand but didn’t say anything. They looked at each other for a moment, then Kerry put the Lexus in gear and resumed driving.
Concentrating on the traffic gave her a chance to think about what Dar had told her and how she felt about it.
Was she mad at Dar for not telling her? Kerry nibbled the inside of her lip. Yeah, a little. It meant a huge workload for her, and dozens of things would have had to be taken into account.
But, on the other hand—given what had been going on at home at the time—had she really wanted to deal with that, too?
No, Kerry admitted. She’d have had no desire whatsoever to add to the stress load she’d been suffering under. So, Dar had probably done her a favor in keeping the arrangement quiet until now. She did wonder, though, about what Dar had said about how she felt.
A quick glance showed her a somber profile. Dar thinks I’m disappointed, Kerry realized. Am I?
It had been flattering, of course—for her to realize Dar had just chucked everything to be at her side. But…but it had also hurt to know she had caused Dar to relinquish something she knew was so important to her partner: honor, her integrity. Regardless of what ILS had gotten out of the deal, it didn’t change the fact that Dar had traded off doing what she knew was the right thing, just to be the rock Kerry had so desperately needed right then.
That was some tradeoff. Kerry felt humbled by it. “Thanks. But the company gaining doesn’t matter, because you’d have done it anyway.”
Dar’s lips curved into a reluctant smile. “So much for my reputation.”
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Kerry chuckled softly. “I warned you, didn’t I?”
“You did.” Dar closed her eyes and remembered that moment, there on that airplane coming back from Orlando which she’d almost wished wouldn’t land. “Ker?”
“Mm?”
“Thanks.”
KERRY STEERED THE big SUV down the slight ramp into their parking area and pulled into the spot with Dar’s name on it.
She turned off the ignition and rested her arms against the wheel, looking out at the townhouse as Dar started to open the passenger side door.
“Glad we’re home.” Dar sighed. “Feels like it’s been a month.”
Home. Kerry took in the lines of the front porch, the Mediter-ranean stucco of it now warmly familiar to her. She got out of the car and stepped between it and her own, the shiny dark blue reflecting her image as she lightly kicked the parking bumper with her own name stenciled neatly on it.
With a quiet smile, she followed Dar up the steps and stood by as her partner keyed in the lock code and unlocked the door.
She remembered the first time she’d stood in just this place, waiting on just that same thing, but this time she tucked her fingers into the back of Dar’s waistband and kissed her on the middle of her back as they shuffled inside.
Chino galloped towards them, whining in delight, and Colleen appeared from the kitchen, wiping her hands as she called out a greeting.
Home. Kerry rested her head against Dar’s back as Chino jumped up to greet the taller woman. “Hey, Col,” she returned, as a wave of exhaustion threatened to swamp her. “We’re home.”
“And a big welcome to it,” Colleen said. “Glad to see you guys. How was the flight?”
“Wasn’t awake for a minute of it.” Kerry tossed her jacket on the back of the couch. “I’m just glad it’s over.” She knelt to pet Chino. “Hey, Cheebles. You glad we’re back?”