She wondered briefly if that was why Marcus was so disturbed: she’d inconvenienced the detectives. But he wasn’t the sort of person to be concerned about that sort of thing. He didn’t usually care what people thought of him.
She told him she would meet him on the road and continued her walk. The next house was much older, dilapidated. The roof was made from turf and she thought nobody could live there. There was an outhouse attached, with broken windows, and the garden was overgrown with long weeds. But as she walked past she thought she saw a white face staring out at her. The glass was so grubby she couldn’t make out any other details, and as soon as she saw it, it vanished. Then she saw Marcus’s car approaching.
Polly didn’t mention her chase across the shore. She would have looked foolish. When she climbed into the passenger seat beside him he took her hand and gripped it tight. ‘You made me so worried,’ he said. ‘Don’t ever do that again.’
He dropped her at Springfield House and said he would wait for her in the car outside; he had a book. Polly thought that he too was finding the atmosphere at Sletts, Ian’s grief and his fury unbearable. It seemed to her that this tall, symmetrical house, so out of place on the bare island, was very similar to the place where Marcus had grown up. He’d taken her there about a month before. She’d expected him to have been brought up somewhere grander than her own parents’ home, of course. She’d imagined a detached house in a leafy suburban street – stockbroker belt, with a local golf course and perhaps a view of the Thames. But his family home was even more distinguished: a small manor house set in a couple of acres of its own grounds, a mini-version of the National Trust properties she’d been dragged to as a child. As Marcus had opened the door to let her in she’d heard her own mother’s voice in her head, the same words that had been spoken at every visit to a new stately home: Mind, lass, this would take a bit of cleaning. Instead there had been his mother, very gracious, offering tea in the drawing room. And as she’d found herself flattening out her accent and taking care not to use dialect words, it had felt like a betrayal, though her parents had always wanted her to get on and would have been as proud as punch to see her there as a guest.
The two police officers – the tall, scruffy woman and the dark, still man – were waiting for her in a sunny room at the front of the house. They offered her coffee from a Thermos jug and home-made biscuits. It felt a bit like the interview she’d had for the job at the Sentiman Library, although then the people asking the questions had been elderly trustees, eccentric and wanting her to do well.
‘Sorry to take you through all these details again.’
Polly hadn’t caught the woman’s name when they’d first been introduced and felt too embarrassed to ask now. She loved her work in the library because there she avoided the small humiliations that had seemed to make up her life before she was appointed to the post. She wondered how other people faced them. Marcus was so confident that he sailed through life convinced that everybody loved him. Now she smiled and said that it was perfectly fine and she realized why they had to ask.
‘You and Eleanor have been friends for a long time,’ the detective said.
‘Since our first day at college. I’m not quite sure how we got on so well. We were very different. I was so scared – the first one of my family ever to have gone to university. And she took it all in her stride, a star in the University Dramatic Society from the first audition, universally popular. I’m not sure how I would have survived that first year without Eleanor and Caroline.’
‘She confided in you?’
Polly thought about that. ‘Certainly she used to. Boys and affairs, and worries about work. I was never any competition, you see. Once she married Ian, of course we didn’t see quite as much of each other.’
‘And she had him to confide in then.’ The detective smiled. It hadn’t been quite a question, but still Polly felt compelled to answer.
‘Yes, I suppose she did.’
‘Or perhaps you don’t think Ian was as sympathetic about Eleanor’s problems as you would have been?’ The female detective smiled again. And waited.
Polly felt herself blushing. ‘A miscarriage is sometimes difficult for a man to understand,’ she said. ‘Eleanor had a horrible experience, especially the second time.’
‘And she talked to you about it?’
‘I went round to her house as soon as I heard.’ Polly remembered the evening. It had been raining. The sort of monsoon rain that got her drenched as soon as she left the car, and bounced off the pavements and spilled over the gutters. Ian had opened the door to her and at first she’d thought he wouldn’t let her in, that he’d keep her waiting, soaking, on the doorstep, but he’d stood aside eventually. Eleanor had been in her dressing gown on the sofa. No make-up and looking old, so in the first instant Polly had thought that Cilla, Eleanor’s mother, had been sitting there. She looked up and Polly saw that she’d been crying.
‘Oh, Pol, it was horrible. I had to give birth to it. The pain of labour and nothing to show at the end.’
‘She was upset,’ the detective said. Another almost-question interrupting the memory.
‘Of course she was upset.’ Polly knew she was being waspish. ‘She’d carried the baby through the difficult, dangerous time. She’d allowed herself to believe that everything would be fine. She’d had a scan and knew that it would be a girl, and had started designing a fancy nursery. She was enjoying being pregnant. Then suddenly, without any warning, there was no child. At least there was a child, but it was dead.’
‘So no wonder she fantasized about seeing little girls disappearing into the sea.’
‘No!’ Polly was becoming outraged on her friend’s behalf. She paused for a moment. ‘I’m sorry, what’s your name?’
The woman seemed unfazed. ‘Reeves. Chief Inspector Willow Reeves.’
‘Then let me explain, Chief Inspector Reeves. Eleanor was depressed after the miscarriages, but she wasn’t psychotic. She wasn’t seeing strange images or hearing voices. There was a girl on the beach. She didn’t disappear into the sea, but she was dancing on the beach. I saw her at the party in the last of the light, just as Eleanor had described her. And again this afternoon, playing on the sand. So she was no figment of Eleanor’s imagination.’
There was a silence. Motes of dust floated in a shaft of sunlight. In the corner Inspector Perez was writing notes. After her outburst the room seemed very peaceful. Polly fought back the desire to apologize for overreacting.
‘Last night,’ Willow said, ‘did you leave the house for any reason?’
Polly shook her head.
‘You were the last person to see her alive, and she was still sitting outside?’
‘Yes.’ Polly looked at him and wondered if she should mention the figure she’d seen in the mist on the tideline. But then the detectives might think she was psychotic too. ‘I expected Eleanor to follow me into the house.’
‘But you didn’t hear her? You don’t know if that happened?’
‘No,’ Polly said. ‘I didn’t hear anything until I woke up the next morning.’ She paused because she was embarrassed by the admission. ‘I don’t sleep well. Occasionally I take sleeping tablets.’