"She might have been clumsy and a slow learner."
"Not Sarah."
A little capsule of warmth encircled her heart.
He slowed. Looked up into the trees. Slipped one hand into his pocket. "I guess it just wasn't her time to be born."
Molly took a breath and whispered back, "I guess not."
Chapter 11
"Company's coming!" Celia the Hen clucked. "Well bake cakes and tarts and custard pies!" Daphne Makes a Mess
Molly set the alarm clock Kevin had left for five-thirty, and by seven o'clock the smell of blueberry muffins filled the downstairs of the B &B. In the dining room, the sideboard held a stack of pale yellow china plates with a ginkgo leaf at each center. Dark green napkins, pressed-glass water goblets, and pleasantly mismatched sterling completed the setting. A pan of sticky buns from the freezer baked in the oven while the marble slab on the worktable held a brown pottery baking dish filled with thick slices of bread soaking in an egg batter fragrant with vanilla and cinnamon.
For the first time in months Molly was ravenous, but she hadn't found time to eat. Preparing breakfast for a house full of paying guests was a lot more challenging than making smiley-face pancakes for the Calebow kids. As she moved Aunt Judith's recipe notebook away from the French toast batter, she tried to work up some resentment against Kevin, who was still asleep upstairs, but she couldn't. By acknowledging the baby last night, he'd given her a gift.
The burden of the miscarriage no longer felt as if it were hers alone to bear, and her pillow hadn't been tear-soaked when she'd awakened. Her depression wasn't going to vanish instantly, but she was ready to entertain the possibility of being happy again.
Kevin straggled in after she'd given John Pearson his second serving of French toast. His eyes were bleary, and he bore the look of a man suffering from a lethal hangover. "Your pit bull tried to corner me in the hallway."
"He doesn't like you."
"So I've noticed."
She realized something was missing, but it took her a moment to figure out what it was. His hostility. The anger Kevin had been holding against her finally seemed to have faded.
"Sorry I overslept," he said. "I told you last night to kick me out of bed if I wasn't up when you got here."
Not in a million years. Nothing would make her enter Kevin Tucker's bedroom, especially now that he was no longer looking at her as if she were his mortal enemy. She tilted her head toward the empty liquor bottles in the trash. "It must have been quite a party last night."
"They all wanted to talk about the draft, and one topic led to another. I'll say one thing for that generation, they sure know how to drink."
"It didn't affect Mr. Pearson's appetite."
He gazed at the French toast that was turning golden brown on the griddle. "I thought you didn't know how to cook."
"I phoned Martha Stewart. If people want bacon or sausage, you'll have to fry it."
"The Babe thing?"
"And proud of it. You're also waiting tables." She shoved the coffeepot at him, then turned the French toast.
He gazed at the coffeepot. "Ten years in the NFL, and this is what it all comes down to."
Despite his complaints, Kevin was surprised how quickly the next hour passed. He poured coffee, carried food back and forth, entertained the guests, and swiped some of Molly's pancakes for himself. She was a great cook, and he got sparks out of her by telling her he'd decided he'd let her keep the job.
Seeing those eyes flash felt good. Last night's confrontation seemed to have lifted some of her depression, and she had a little of the sparkle back that he remembered from Door County. He, on the other hand, had stared at the bedroom ceiling until dawn. Never again would he be able to think about the baby as an abstraction. Last night had given her a name. Sarah.
He blinked and grabbed the coffeepot for another round of refills.
Charlotte Long peeked in to see how Molly was doing and ended up eating two muffins. The sticky buns had gotten a little burned at the corners, but the French toast was good, and Molly didn't hear any complaints. She'd just downed her own breakfast standing up when Amy appeared.
"Sorry I'm late," she muttered. "I didn't get out of here until like eleven last night."
Molly spotted a fresh hickey on her neck, this one just above her collarbone. She was ashamed to feel another pang of jealousy. "You did a good job. The house already looks better. Why don't you get started on those dishes?"
Amy wandered over to the sink and began loading the dishwasher. Clips with tiny pink starfish on them held her hair away from her face. She'd outlined, shadowed, and mascaraed her eyes, but either she hadn't bothered with lipstick or Troy had already eaten it off.
"Your husband's really cute. I don't watch football, but even I know who he is. That's so cool. Troy says he's like the third-best quarterback in the NFL."
"First-best. He just needs to control his talent better."
Amy stretched, hiking her purple top above her navel and forcing her shorts even lower on her hipbones. "I heard you just got married, too. Isn't it great?"
"A dream come true," Molly said dryly. Apparently Amy didn't read People.
"We've been married like three and a half months."
Just about the same as Kevin and Molly. Except Kevin and Molly weren't having any trouble keeping their hands off each other.
Amy resumed loading the dishwasher. "Everybody said we were too young-I'm nineteen and Troy's twenty-but we couldn't wait any longer. Me and Troy are Christians. We don't believe in sex before marriage."
"So now you're making up for lost time?"
"It's so cool." Amy grinned, and Molly smiled back.
"It might be better if you didn't try to make up for any more of that lost time during working hours."
Amy rinsed out a mixing bowl. "I guess. It's just so hard."
"The slave driver will probably be checking up on you today, so why don't you get the bedrooms done as soon as you're finished here?"
"Yeah…" She sighed. "If you see Troy outside, will you like tell him I love him and everything?"
"I don't think so."
"Yeah, I guess that's immature. My sister says I should be a little more standoffish or he'll take me for granted."
Molly remembered the adoration on Troy's youthful face. "I don't think you have to worry about that yet."
Kevin had disappeared by the time Molly was done in the kitchen, probably tending to his hangover. She made iced tea, then phoned Phoebe to tell her where she was. Her sister's confusion didn't surprise her, but she couldn't explain how Kevin had blackmailed her into going with him without revealing too much about her physical and emotional condition. Instead, she just said that Kevin needed some help and she'd wanted to get away from the city. Phoebe started clucking just like Celia the Hen, and Molly got off the phone as quickly as possible.
She was tired by the time she finished baking Aunt Judith's citrus Bundt cake for afternoon tea, but she couldn't resist sprucing up the parlor a little. As she filled a cut-glass bowl with potpourri, Roo began barking. She went outside to investigate and saw a woman emerge from a dusty burgundy Lexus and turn to gaze out over the Common. Molly wondered if Kevin had checked the computer to see if any new guests were arriving. They needed to get better organized.
Molly took in the woman's oyster-white tunic, bronze capris, and sculpted sandals. Everything about her was stylish and expensive. She turned, and Molly immediately recognized her: Lilly Sherman.
Molly had met a lot of celebrities over the years, so she was seldom awed by famous people, but Lilly Sherman made her feel starstruck. Everything about her radiated glamour. This was a woman accustomed to snarling traffic, and Molly half expected some paparazzi to jump out of the pine trees.