Molly's relief was followed almost immediately by a weird sense of protectiveness toward Kevin. "Your relationship seems to leave something to be desired."
"He hates me." Lilly suddenly looked too fragile to be a star. "He hates me, and I love him more than anyone on earth." She seemed to pick up the iced tea tumbler as a distraction. "His mother, Maida, was my older sister."
The intensity in her voice made the small of Molly's back tingle. "Kevin told me his parents were elderly."
"Yes. Maida married John Tucker the same year I was born."
"A big age difference."
"She was like a second mother to me. We lived in the same town when I was growing up, practically next door."
Molly had the sense that Lilly was telling her this not because she wanted Molly to know but simply to keep from falling apart. Her curiosity made her take advantage of it. "I remember reading you were very young when you went to Hollywood."
"Maida moved when John was assigned to a church in Grand Rapids. My mother and I didn't get along, and things went downhill fast, so I ran away and ended up in Hollywood."
She fell silent.
Molly had to know more. "You did very well for yourself."
"It took a while. I was wild, and I made a lot of mistakes." She leaned back in the rocker. "Some of them can't be undone."
"My older sister raised me, too, but she didn't come into my life until I was fifteen."
"Maybe it would have been better for me that way. I don't know. I guess some of us were just born to raise hell."
Molly wanted to know why Kevin was so hostile, but Lilly had turned her head away, and just then Amy popped out onto the porch. She was either too young or too self-absorbed to recognize their celebrity guest. "The room's ready."
"I'll show you upstairs. Amy, would you get Miss Sherman's suitcase from her car?"
When Molly let Lilly into the attic, she expected her to object to such humble quarters, but Lilly said nothing. Molly pointed out the general direction of the beach from the window. "There's a nice walk along the lake, but maybe you know all this. Have you been here before?"
Lilly set her purse on the bed. "I wasn't invited."
The uncomfortable prickling Molly had been feeling at the back of her neck intensified. As soon as Amy appeared with the suitcase, Molly excused herself.
Instead of heading back to the cottage for a nap, she wandered into the music room. She touched the old fountain pen at the desk, then the ink bottle, then the ivory and rose stationery with WIND LAKE BED & BREAKFAST engraved at the top. Finally she stopped fidgeting and sat down to think.
By the time the small gold anniversary clock chimed the hour, she'd made up her mind to find Kevin.
She started her search at the beach, where she found Troy repairing some boards that had come loose on the dock. When she asked him about Kevin, he shook his head and adopted the same pitiful expression Roo had just used when Molly had left the house without him. "He hasn't been around for a while. Have you seen Amy?"
"She's finishing the bedrooms."
"We're, uh, trying to get everything done so we can go home early."
Where you'll rip off each other's clothes and fall into bed. "I'm sure that'll be fine."
Troy looked as grateful as if she'd scratched him under the chin.
Molly headed for the Common, then followed the sound of an angry hammer to the rear of a cottage named Paradise. Kevin was crouched on the roof taking out his frustration on a new set of shingles.
She tucked her thumbs in the back pockets of her shorts and tried to figure out how to go about this. "Are you still planning a trip into town?"
"Maybe later." He stopped hammering. "Did she leave?"
"No."
His hammer thwacked the shingles. "She can't stay here."
"She had a reservation. I couldn't really kick her out."
"Damn it, Molly!" Thwack! "I want you to…" Thwack! "… get rid of her!" Thwack!
She didn't appreciate being thwacked at, but she still had enough warm feelings left over from last night to treat him gently. "Would you come down for a minute?"
Thwack! "Why?"
"Because it's hurting my neck to look up at you, and I'd like to talk."
"Don't look up!" Thwack! Thwack! "Or don't talk!"
She sat on a stack of shingles, letting him know she wasn't going anywhere. He tried to ignore her, but he finally blasted out an obscenity and put aside his hammer.
She watched him come down the ladder. Lean, muscular legs. Great butt. What was it about men and their butts that was so enticing? He glared at her when he reached the ground, but it was more annoyance than hostility. "Well?"
"Would you tell me about Lilly?"
He narrowed those green eyes. "I don't like her."
"So I gathered." The suspicion that had been eating at her wouldn't go away. "Did she forget to send you a Christmas present when you were growing up?"
"I don't want her here, that's all."
"She doesn't look like she's going anywhere."
He braced his hands on his hips, his elbows jutting out in angry wings. "That's her problem."
"Since you don't want her here, it seems to be yours, too."
He headed back to the ladder. "Can you handle that damned tea by yourself today?"
Once again the base of her neck prickled. Something was very wrong. "Kevin, wait."
He turned to look at her, his expression impatient.
She told herself this wasn't any of her business, but she couldn't let it go. "Lilly said she's your aunt."
"Yeah, so what?"
"When she looked at you, I got this strange feeling."
"Spit it out, Molly. I've got things to do."
"Her heart was in her eyes."
"I seriously doubt that."
"She loves you."
"She doesn't even know me."
"I've got this weird feeling about why you're so upset." She bit her lip and wished she hadn't started this, but some powerful instinct wouldn't let her back off. "I don't think Lilly's your aunt, Kevin. I think she's your mother."
Chapter 12
"Fudge!" Benny smacked his lips. "I love fudge!" Daphne Says Hello
Kevin looked as though she'd punched him. "How did you know? Nobody knows that!"
"I guessed."
"I don't believe you. She told you. Damn her!"
"She didn't say a thing. But the only other person I've seen with eyes that exact color of green is you."
"You knew just by looking at her eyes?"
"There were a couple of other things." The longing Molly had witnessed on Lilly's face when she gazed at Kevin had been too intense for an aunt. And Lilly had given her clues.
"She told me how young she was when she left home, and she said she'd gotten into trouble. I knew your parents were older. It was just a hunch."
"A damn good hunch."
"I'm a writer. Or at least I used to be. We tend to be fairly intuitive."
He flung down his hammer. "I'm getting out of here."
And she was going with him. He hadn't abandoned her last night, and she wouldn't abandon him now. "Let's go cliff diving," she blurted out.
He stopped and stared at her. "You want to go cliff diving?"
No, I don't want to go cliff diving! Do you think I'm an idiot? "Why not?"
He gazed at her for a long moment. "Okay, you're on."
Exactly what she'd been afraid of, but it was too late to back out now. If she tried, he'd just call her "bunny lady" again. That was what the kindergarten children called her when she read them her stories, but, from him, it didn't sound as innocent.
An hour and a half later she lay on a flat rock near the edge of the bluff trying to catch her breath. As the heat from the rocks seeped through her wet clothes, she decided the diving hadn't been the worst part. She was a good diver, and it had even been sort of fun. The worst part was hauling her body back up that path so she could throw herself off again.