Gemma halted on the stairs and raised a lofty eyebrow. “Is that so?”
“Very so,” Beatrice said as she stepped past Gemma and continued down the stairwell. She halted at the foot of the stairs and turned with her hands in her pockets, tapping her boot on the floor as she waited for Gemma to reach her.
“So,” she said, looking up and down the rich gold hallway. “Which room is ours?”
“Cat fight! Hiss hiss hiss,” Dez said. “Wish I was there to see it. Damn, how do you get all these good looking men nuts about you, B? Tell me your secret.”
“My secret?” Beatrice rolled her eyes. “I don’t know. I smell good? At least Gio seems to think so. What about Matt? I thought Ken and Barbie were ready for their dream house.”
“Shut up, you smelly man-magnet. We’re not moving in together. And I’m just joking. Matt…” Dez gave a dreamy sigh. “He’s so great. He’s so fun and smart. I even met his parents at Christmas time and they’re really cool, too. I can’t believe he was into me for so long and I never knew about it.”
“Yeah, imagine that. I’ve only been telling you to ask him out for three years now. I can’t imagine what I was thinking. Who would have thought?”
“You know, some people say that sarcasm is not an attractive feature in a woman, Beatrice De Novo.”
“Luckily, I don’t give a shit about any of those people.”
Dez laughed before suddenly turning serious. “So, I’m not going to be seeing you any time soon, am I?”
Beatrice settled back into the four-poster bed in Giovanni’s chamber. It was decorated in dark burgundy and navy stripes, and rich mahogany furniture graced the room. There was an old-fashioned rotary phone on the bedside table, so she had kicked off her Docs and stretched out on the bed to call her best friend.
“I don’t think so. It’s not good. I don’t know how much Matt’s told you-”
“He told me that Lorenzo is back in business. And that he killed one of Carwyn’s kids.”
“Yeah,” she sighed, relieved that Giovanni had kept Matt informed about the danger. “I want you to make sure you’re not out by yourself at night, Dezi. I couldn’t take losing a friend right now. I’m just…” She pinched the bridge of her nose as she began to feel the tension and exhaustion catch up with her. “I feel like my life is so crazy right now. I need to remind myself that the real world still exists.”
“What are you talking about?”
“What?”
“What are you talking about ‘the real world?’ Have you been swept into another dimension? No one told me about that part if you have been.”
“No,” Beatrice frowned. “You know what I mean.” She paused, looking around the dim, windowless room. “You know, you and Matt are part of my real life and-”
Dez laughed. “What are you talking about, your ‘real life?’”
“Just all the non-vampire stuff. I know it’s kind of crazy.”
“Well, I don’t know,” Dez said. “I’m not an expert in any of this, but how is this not your real life?”
Beatrice snorted. “Maybe because there’s vampires and villains and mysterious books and constant turmoil and danger?”
There was a long pause before Dez spoke again. “You could have stayed here, B. Matt told me Gio was having him watch you and all the security he had in place and even about the water vampires you’re related to and everything-which, by the way, seems really cool, you should have told me about that-”
“What are you trying to say?”
She heard Dez take a deep breath. “You could have stayed here. None of this was forced on you. Gio didn’t drag you away with him-you went. If fact, if I know you, you insisted on going.”
Beatrice shifted on the richly appointed bed. “Yeah? So?”
“I just mean, I know you’re human and that hasn’t changed, but your world is bigger.” Dez paused. “It has been for a while. You just weren’t admitting it.”
“So, you’re saying-”
“Vampires and villains, danger and mystery…that is your real world. I mean, if you could forget all this and go back to the life you had before, would you even want to?”
“I don’t know,” Beatrice murmured.
“If it meant losing Gio? And Carwyn? Or missing the chance to find your dad someday?”
“No,” she whispered. “I’d never choose that.”
“Then I think you know what your ‘real life’ is, don’t you? It’s not the Huntington and the harmless boyfriend and a house in the suburbs.”
She rolled her eyes. “Setting aside the suburbs comment, I know what you’re saying, but I don’t want to lose you, Dez.”
“Please,” she snorted. “Like you could. This shit is so damn cool, I’m dragging myself along with you.”
Beatrice laughed, wiping tears from her eyes and swallowing the lump that had formed in her throat. “Oh, Dez, thanks for the perspective. I have to call and quit my job later today and I know that’s not going to go well.”
“Quitting over the phone from thousands of miles away? Nope, I don’t think you’re going to get a shining reference after that.”
“No kidding. Well, I’m going to tell them it’s an emergency, and it can’t be helped. That’s the best I can do. I have no idea when I’m going to be back in the States.”
“Tell them it’s a family emergency. Because it is.”
“Yeah.” Beatrice smiled, looking at Giovanni’s coat, which lay on the back of a chair, tangled with her own. “I think it is.”
They talked for another half an hour, chatting about mundane details like bills, houseplants, and cleaning out offices; but when Beatrice hung up the phone with her best friend, she felt like she had a new outlook on her life.
On her real, supernatural, hanging out with dangerous immortals, running from danger, plotting to kill, searching for elusive fathers and hidden books life.
And she finally felt like she could handle that.
“I want you to teach me how to fight better.”
Giovanni arched his eyebrow at her as he stretched on the bed. “I’m not sure that’s a good idea. You already have good self-defense skills; that’s enough.”
She sat up and crossed her arms over her chest. She had fallen asleep after an upsetting phone call with her former boss. Though she understood the woman’s anger, Beatrice was longing for her kickboxing class; she really wanted to punch something.
“Why shouldn’t I learn how to fight?”
He sat up next to her, raking his hands through his hair before he crossed his arms across his chest. “In what way are you equipped to fight a vampire, Beatrice? You are not as strong nor as fast. You don’t have any elemental-”
“I know all that, all right?”
“So unless you’re ready to talk about possibly turning-”
“So not ready for that discussion, Gio.” She glared at him.
Giovanni examined her, looking every bit the five-hundred-year old, stubborn man that he was before he shrugged. “Then you learning how to fight vampires is a moot point.”
“It wasn’t a vampire who kidnapped me from the library. That was an old man with a gun that scared me to death and caught me by surprise.”
“Beatrice-”
“It wasn’t a vampire that guarded me on Lorenzo’s island. It was a bunch of humans who were doing his work during the day.”
He remained silent, staring into the fire with a stubborn set to his jaw.
“During the day,” she reasoned, “I can be as strong, or stronger, than anything in this world, mortal or immortal. But I need to know more. I have self-defense training, but I don’t know much about weapons or offensive fighting. You know about all that stuff, and I want you to teach me.”
Giovanni didn’t say anything, and she was beginning to think he was going to just ignore her request.
“I cannot help you learn to fight.”
“Why not?”
He turned with a clenched jaw. “Because the mere thought of harming you, even while practicing, goes against every natural instinct I have! You cannot ask me to try to hurt you when everything in my being tells me to protect you. It is not an option for me, Beatrice.”