“Unfortunately, Vaughn was a total jerk,” Christy explained, “although I didn’t realize it at the time. I just thought he was so dreamy.” She rolled her eyes at her younger self.
“He had a girlfriend when school began,” she added, “but he broke up with her and started hanging out with Peter and us. One day we were at Noelani’s house—her mother volunteered several days a week—and we were alone together, just him and me. I guess he’d told Peter to get lost or something, and he’d taken Lani with him.”
“Ah. I know where this is headed…”
“Of course you do. But you still won’t believe what he did.”
“Tell me.”
“He whipped it out.”
My eyes bugged.
“Exactly,” she agreed. “He just pushed his shorts down, whipped his penis out, and sort of waved it at me.”
“Had you ever seen one before?”
“Paul, dear… I grew up with five brothers. Of course I’d seen a penis before.”
“Well, how was I s’posed to know? You said your brothers didn’t walk around nude.”
“They didn’t! But…” She blushed. “That didn’t mean I didn’t… um…
maybe…”
I arched an eyebrow with amused curiosity.
“Oh, fine, I spied on them! And— Well, mostly just Laurie. The others
had moved out by the time I was old enough to care. So sue me! I wanted to know what guys looked like down there.”
I chuckled. “I kinda figured it was something like that. I just wanted to hear you say it.”
“You like when I humiliate myself?”
“I like when you’re honest about your desires.”
“Oh.” Her brow wrinkled in surprise. “Well. When you put it that way…”
“Mmm hmm.” I ducked my head and snuck in a kiss. “Mr. Big likes it too.”
“I know. I can tell. Do I need to give him some attention?”
“Maybe in a bit. Keep going with your story.”
“Okay. Where was I? Right. So, Vaughn just waved his penis at me. It got hard, which was the first time I’d seen one like that. Then he asked if I wanted to suck it.”
“What’d you do? Never mind,” I said immediately. “How’d you like it?
Never mind again. I already know: you loved it.”
“You know me so well.”
“Did you get to finish?”
She nodded. “He came pretty quickly.”
“Did you swallow?”
“Of course. I didn’t know what else to do. And…” Her blush deepened.
“I was really surprised!”
“I bet!” I laughed.
“Well, for that reason, of course. But also…” She rolled her eyes. “This is going to sound so naïve, but I wasn’t expecting the texture.”
My eyebrows shot up.
“I know! But let me explain.” She paused to gather her nerve. “Have you ever read the Bible? No? Okay. So, Genesis talks about Abraham’s ‘seed’
and Onan’s ‘seed’ and Jacob’s ‘seed’ and everyone else’s ‘seed.’ It’s a metaphor with Abraham and Jacob and the others; it means their offspring.
But they’re talking about actual semen with Onan. Anyway, I always thought…” She cringed with embarrassment. “I thought it would be like sesame seeds or something.”
I burst out laughing.
“I know, right? So I was really surprised when it was creamy and smooth.
Still, I was proud of myself for swallowing. I felt guilty later, but not really. It was one of those times I thought I should feel a certain way, so I did.
Thinking back, I really enjoyed it, and I didn’t feel guilty at all. I mean, I’d been doing things with girls for a while, with Noelani and Mariko before her.”
I nodded.
“So what’s the difference between going down on a girl and doing the same to a guy?” she asked rhetorically.
“Nothing, really.”
“Exactly! Only, I didn’t think so at the time. I do now, ’cause of your bad influence, but—”
“Hold on, my influence isn’t bad!”
“I know. I’m just teasing. It’s been really good. It’s helped me deal with a lot of things that used to make me feel guilty and dirty.” She moved in for a kiss. “I’m sorry. You’re the best thing that ever happened to me, and you make me feel so much better about who I am.”
“Oh, okay. But still…” I sulked for effect, and she gave me another kiss, which was all I really wanted.
“Do you wanna hear the rest of my story, or—?”
“Are you kidding? Hold on.” I shifted her to the side and adjusted my dick. It had softened a bit, but not so much that it had shrunk back to its normal size.
“Do I need to play with him?”
“Do you want to?”
Her eyes flashed.
“On your knees?” I’d meant it as a question, but she took it as an order and slid off my lap. She finished her whiskey and set the empty glass on the hearth.
“Much better,” she said as she wrapped her fingers around my shaft.
“Now, where was I? Oh, yeah… So, I got over the shock that semen was actually nice and I liked going down on guys.”
My eyebrows rose, but she was paying attention to the little head.
“Vaughn was a real jerk, though. He liked showing off. And he’d told Peter what I was doing. A couple of days later we were all together in their living room when Vaughn just pulled his penis out.”
“In front of the others?”
Christy nodded. “He told me to blow him with Peter and Lani watching.”
“Did you?”
“What else could I do? Besides, he kind of forced me.”
I felt a disturbing mixture of outrage and arousal.
“I was humiliated,” she said, her eyes distant with the memory. Then her cheeks turned pink. “I was excited too. I know that sounds weird, but…” She shrugged and looked up at me. “I like when you make me do things, because you aren’t a jerk like Vaughn.”
“I hope not.”
“You aren’t. You love me. He never did. He just used me. I found out later that he’d gone back to his girlfriend right after he and I started… you know. He told her what I’d done and said if she wanted to keep seeing him, she’d better do the same and more.” Her eyes unfocused again. “She told me about it after he moved away. But I’m getting ahead of myself.”
“A little, yeah. Sorry. Do you want to quit?” I nodded at my dick, which had started to go soft.
She blinked in surprise. “Oh my gosh! I’m so sorry. Here, let me…” She began sucking, although I immediately stopped her. She realized what I was thinking.
“Oh, no,” she said. “I’m not upset. Sure, Vaughn was a jerk and took advantage of me. And he made me do things I was too young to understand, but…” She blushed and looked down. “I still enjoyed it. I mean, I used to feel so guilty and ashamed about the way I felt when I thought about him. But… I kind of liked the feeling. I got all worked up and would have to… you know… play with myself.
“So Vaughn made me realize I liked being told what to do, being forced, being… um… humiliated.” She looked up quickly. “I think that’s why I get so excited about the idea of walking through public with semen on my face. I don’t want to be humiliated for real, but the threat… gets me really hot.
“He also made me realize I liked watching other people,” she admitted.
“Noelani had a crush on him too. And… um… well, Peter wanted in on the action. So one day Vaughn told me to do Peter instead. He wanted to watch.
He told Lani to do him while he did.”
Once again, my eyebrows and penis reacted together.
Christy stroked my resurgent erection. Then she licked a drop of pre-come. “Mmm, leakage. I love how it feels in my mouth.”