“Yes. He’s spent years training himself to endure the sun. Pain, burning, exhaustion. Some kind of macho thing, but he still goes to bed every morning. Talk to him, learn whatever you can, and come to the Court of Craft. We have to contest a preliminary motion before the judge at eleven.”
Her mouth went dry. Standing before a judge after one day on site was borderline insane. They didn’t even know why Kos had died. How were they supposed to hold a preliminary hearing? “If you don’t mind my saying so, boss, I think that’s premature.”
She nodded. “As do I. Unfortunately, we are not the only parties at play.”
“I saw…” She broke off. There was no easy way to say this. “I thought I saw you in a dream. Talking with Professor”—Shivers caught at her voice, and she stilled them by force of will. “Professor Denovo.”
“He’s the lead Craftsman for the creditors,” Ms. Kevarian said with a curt nod.
“It wasn’t a dream?”
“It was certainly a dream. It was not, however, your dream. Denovo contacted me last night, proposing a meeting to discuss the case. As he would not arrive in town until this morning, we met beyond the Gates of Horn, through which true dreams flow. It was not a productive meeting, but given your history together I tacitly included you to prepare you for working with him. Or against him, as he would put it.”
“You pulled me into a dream without my consent, and kept me there,” she said. “I didn’t know that was possible.”
“You are my employee and my apprentice, Ms. Abernathy. You’ll find there is little I cannot do to you, your notions of the possible notwithstanding.”
“How did you do it?”
“You came to a choice within your dream. A door, it often looks like, if Dr. Kroen’s research is to be believed. I twisted the dream so your choice led to an end of my choosing. This is not a robust strategy—you’ll be more cautious of dream doors now that you know it, for example—but it works.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
Neither of them spoke. Ms. Kevarian doubtless had negotiations to perform, individuals to interview, paperwork to complete, but she remained. Perhaps she smelled a question in the air.
At last Tara gave it voice. “Boss, last night, in the dream. It seemed like you and Professor Denovo had a history together…”
“I was his partner,” she said after Tara trailed off. “During the Seril case. We were both young, and he was my supervisor. We had a professional relationship.” She uncrossed her arms and rested her hands on the railing at the foot of Tara’s bed. “I hired you because you’re brilliant, and because of the way you stood up to him. I didn’t expect you would need to face him again so soon.” She paused. “What would you have done, out of curiosity? Had you encountered him without warning?”
Tara considered. “Killed him. Or tried to.”
Ms. Kevarian nodded. “Crisis averted. Get your clothes on, and interview Captain Pelham. I expect to see you in court by ten thirty.”
“Yes, ma’am.” She swung her legs over the edge of the bed and reached for her pants.
*
Abelard paced the bare waiting room, lost in smoke and thought, taking little notice of his surroundings: a few plants in cheap earthenware pots, beige tables and beige chairs. A drunk slept on a couch in the corner, covered with a flimsy beige blanket.
An orderly approached and Abelard palmed his cigarette. She sniffed for the source of the tobacco stench; her eyes met Abelard’s, wide and watery with the pain of the cigarette ember against his skin. He offered her an uneasy smile as she passed, her mouth tight with suspicion and disapproval.
When she was gone, he returned the cigarette to his lips with a gentle sigh. The first puff came as biting, painful relief.
“They’ll catch you, you know,” Cat said from her perch on a low table. She was browsing a report on the night’s events, which a Blacksuit had delivered to her in the hours before dawn.
“Eh.” Abelard shrugged. “I’m only hurting myself, right?”
She shot him an odd look.
“What?”
“Don’t they teach you priests public health?”
“They didn’t teach us anything public. It would defeat the purpose of being an arcane order.”
“I thought that just meant you didn’t get Saturdays off.”
That had been a joke only in part. He heard the anger beneath it. “Cat, I would have sneaked out, but the advancement exams were coming up, and after I became a Technician there was so much to learn.…”
“Yeah,” she said, distantly. “There was so much to learn for two and a half years?”
He stopped. “Was it really that long?”
“I’ve gotten two rounds of bonuses. At least that long.”
“Kos,” he swore, and the tip of his cigarette flared with the exhalation. “Two years, and I show up on your night off, no reason, with this strange woman.”
“Who’s nice, don’t get me wrong.”
“I show up, asking for your help, with no more than a hello.”
“If I hadn’t thought I would get a fang out of the deal, I probably would have told you to stick it.”
He rolled his eyes. “And you tell me these are bad for my health.”
“They are.”
“So’s getting some … creature to chew on you.” His mouth hung open after he said the words, as if he could breathe them back in. He tried to say something else, anything else, but all that came out was a slow “Ah.”
“You’re right,” she said. When he did not respond, she raised her eyes from the scroll. There was a flatness to her features. Color had not returned to her face or limbs, hours after she removed the Blacksuit. She shook her head. “Shit, maybe it was better back when Seril was here. Before Justice, the Blacksuits, all of it. I don’t know. When I work, I’m Justice. Then it ends, and all that’s left is this pit.” She lingered on that pause, tasting the sentence in her mouth like stale breath. “You know the feeling now, I guess.”
“You heard.”
“Justice told me. She thought I should know why you were working with a Craftswoman.”
“Do all the Blacksuits know?”
“No. She wants to keep this secret. People will panic when they hear.”
“And you won’t?”
She shook her head. “He was more your god than mine. I’m sorry.”
“I saw His body,” Abelard said at last. “Laid out against the dark. Tara showed me. But…”
“What?”
“There was something missing.” He flicked ash into a potted plant. “I don’t know. It must be worse for you. The parts of Kos I cared about, heat, steam, flame, passion, they don’t die. Since I knew Him, and since I loved Him, I’ll still see Him in everything I love. Seril died long before our time. You never knew her.”
“Justice.”
“Excuse me?”
“Her name is Justice now.” Cat rolled up the scroll and held it before her. Had it been a sword, she would have been staring at its tip. “You’re right. It’s not the same thing at all.”
“Cat…”
“I said don’t worry about it. You have your own problems. You…” Something choked her off.
He approached her slowly, as if she were a cornered and wounded animal. She had always been able to retreat beyond her body to places he couldn’t follow, ever since they had ceased being children together and started to grow up. He wished he could follow her into that space behind her skin.
He hadn’t made a noise, but when he crossed some invisible border around her she raised her head like a startled drinking bird, and fixed him with a bird’s alien eyes. He wanted to say something.
He certainly didn’t want Tara to interrupt, from behind, with a “hello.”
He turned, but not nearly as fast as Cat rose to her feet.
Tara looked fine. Precisely fine, not well nor so shrunken as she had seemed hours before. Pallor lingered beneath her brown skin, but her eyes were bright. She wore dark pants and a dark shirt and flats, and a flower print hospital gown over the ensemble, open down the front.