The train started moving again slowly. On the platform stood the top sergeant.
“How d’ye sleep,” he shouted as the car passed him. “Say, Fuselli, better start some grub going.”
“All right, Sarge,” said Fuselli.
The sergeant ran back to the front of the car and climbed on.
With a delicious feeling of leadership, Fuselli divided up the bread and the cans of bully beef and the cheese. Then he sat on his pack eating dry bread and unsavoury beef, whistling joyfully, while the train rumbled and clattered along through a strange, misty-green countryside, — whistling joyfully because he was going to the front, where there would be glory and excitement, whistling joyfully because he felt he was getting along in the world.
It was noon. A pallid little sun like a toy balloon hung low in the reddish-grey sky. The train had stopped on a siding in the middle of a russet plain. Yellow poplars, faint as mist, rose slender against the sky along a black shining stream that swirled beside the track. In the distance a steeple and a few red roofs were etched faintly in the greyness.
The men stood about balancing first on one foot and then on the other, stamping to get warm. On the other side of the river an old man with an oxcart had stopped and was looking sadly at the train.
“Say, where’s the front?” somebody shouted to him.
Everybody took up the cry: “Say, where’s the front?”
The old man waved his hand, shook his head and shouted to the oxen. The oxen took up again their quiet processional gait and the old man walked ahead of them, his eyes on the ground.
“Say, ain’t the frogs dumb?”
“Say, Dan,” said Bill Grey, strolling away from a group of men he had been talking to. “These guys say we are going to the Third Army.”
“Say, fellers,” shouted Fuselli. “They say we’re going to the Third Army.”
“Where’s that?”
“In the Oregon forest,” ventured somebody.
“That’s at the front, ain’t it?”
At that moment the lieutenant strode by. A long khaki muffler was thrown carelessly round his neck and hung down his back.
“Look here, men,” he said severely, “the orders are to stay in the cars.”
The men slunk back into the cars sullenly.
A hospital train passed, clanking slowly over the cross-tracks. Fuselli looked fixedly at the dark enigmatic windows, at the red crosses, at the orderlies in white who leaned out of the doors, waving their hands. Somebody noticed that there were scars on the new green paint of the last car.
“The Huns have been shooting at it.”
“D’ye hear that? The Huns tried to shoot up that hospital train.”
Fuselli remembered the pamphlet “German Atrocities” he had read one night in the Y. M. C. A. His mind became suddenly filled with pictures of children with their arms cut off, of babies spitted on bayonets, of women strapped on tables and violated by soldier after soldier. He thought of Mabe. He wished he were in a combatant service; he wanted to fight, fight. He pictured himself shooting dozens of men in green uniforms, and he thought of Mabe reading about it in the papers. He’d have to try to get into a combatant service. No, he couldn’t stay in the medics.
The train had started again. Misty russet fields slipped by and dark clumps of trees that gyrated slowly waving branches of yellow and brown leaves and patches of black lace-work against the reddish-grey sky. Fuselli was thinking of the good chance he had of getting to be corporal.
At night. A dim-lighted station platform. The company waited in two lines, each man sitting on his pack. On the opposite platform crowds of little men in blue with mustaches and long, soiled overcoats that reached almost to their feet were shouting and singing. Fuselli watched them with a faint disgust.
“Gee, they got funny lookin’ helmets, ain’t they?”
“They’re the best fighters in the world,” said Eisenstein, “not that that’s sayin’ much about a man.”
“Say, that’s an M. P.,” said Bill Grey, catching Fuselli’s arm. “Let’s go ask him how near the front we are. I thought I heard guns a minute ago.”
“Did you? I guess we’re in for it now,” said Fuselli.
“Say, buddy, how near the front are we?” they spoke together excitedly.
“The front?” said the M. P., who was a red-faced Irishman with a crushed nose. “You’re ‘way back in the middle of France.” The M. P. spat disgustedly. “You fellers ain’t never goin’ to the front, don’t you worry.”
“Hell!” said Fuselli.
“I’ll be goddamned if I don’t get there somehow,” said Bill Grey, squaring his jaw.
A fine rain was falling on the unprotected platform. On the other side the little men in blue were singing a song Fuselli could not understand, drinking out of their ungainly-looking canteens.
Fuselli announced the news to the company. Everybody clustered round him cursing. But the faint sense of importance it gave him did not compensate for the feeling he had of being lost in the machine, of being as helpless as a sheep in a flock.
Hours passed. They stamped about the platform in the fine rain or sat in a row on their packs, waiting for orders. A grey belt appeared behind the trees. The platform began to take on a silvery gleam. They sat in a row on their packs, waiting.
II
THE company stood at attention lined up outside of their barracks, a long wooden shack covered with tar paper. In front of them was a row of dishevelled plane trees with white trunks that looked like ivory in the faint ruddy sunlight. Then there was a rutted road on which stood a long line of French motor trucks with hunched grey backs like elephants. Beyond these were more plane trees and another row of barracks covered with tar paper, outside of which other companies were lined up standing at attention.
A bugle was sounding far away.
The lieutenant stood at attention very stiffly. Fuselli’s eyes followed the curves of his brilliantly-polished puttees up to the braid on his sleeves.
“Parade rest!” shouted the lieutenant in a muffled voice.
Feet and hands moved in unison.
Fuselli was thinking of the town. After retreat you could go down the irregular cobbled street from the old fair-ground where the camp was to a little square where there was a grey stone fountain and a gin-mill where you could sit at an oak table and have beer and eggs and fried potatoes served you by a girl with red cheeks and plump white appetizing arms.
“Attention!”
Feet and hands moved in unison again. They could hardly hear the bugle, it was so faint.
“Men, I have some appointments to announce,” said the lieutenant, facing the company and taking on an easy conversational tone. “At rest!… You’ve done good work in the storehouse here, men. I’m glad I have such a willing bunch of men under me. And I certainly hope that we can manage to make as many promotions as possible-as many as possible.”
Fuselli’s hands were icy, and his heart was pumping the blood so fast to his ears that he could hardly hear.
“The following privates to private first-class,” read the lieutenant in a routine voice: “Grey, Appleton, Williams, Eisenstein, Porter… Eisenstein will be company clerk… ” Fuselli was almost ready to cry. His name was not on the list.
The sergeant’s voice came after a long pause, smooth as velvet.
“You forgot Fuselli, sir.”
“Oh, so I did,” the lieutenant laughed a small dry laugh. — “And Fuselli.”
“Gee, I must write Mabe tonight,” Fuselli was saying to himself. “She’ll be a proud kid when she gets that letter.”
“Companee dis… missed!” shouted the sergeant genially.