"I want to go home."
"Do-do-domi," the elf stammered out, "Aum Renau is very far away."
Huh? "I want to go to Pittsburgh." She tried again, slower. "Pitsubaug."
He looked to his right and left, seemingly seeking someone to translate. Surely her Low Elvish wasn't that bad. "Pittsburgh? Now?"
"Yes, now."
He considered her for a silent minute, a foot taller and a foot wider than she, and then bowed again. "As you wish, domi."
She'd missed quite a bit during the trip north while making out with Windwolf in the Rolls' backseat. They traveled half an hour just on elfin roads cut through dense forest until they reached the Rim, coming out near what was left of Sewickley. They went directly to the scrap yard gate, and from there she gave directions to her loft.
"Stop here," Tinker said as they pulled up to her building. She got out, and then put out a hand to block the elf, who showed every sign of following her into her loft. She knew her nerves wouldn't take someone underfoot. "Um, thanks for the ride. Let Windwolf know I got home safe."
"I'm not sure if—"
"I want to be left alone."
The elf nodded, and closed the door.
There were messages from Nathan on her home system, the scrap yard's line, and at her workshop. She let them play while she showered, piloting on automatic. The hollow feeling persisted, and it was hard to concentrate, as if her thoughts wanted to float around the empty space.
What had Windwolf done to her? What had been wrong with her? She hadn't felt sick.
There was a banging at her door, and Nathan's voice. She wrapped a towel around her and went to answer the door.
The Rolls was still at the curb when she opened the door. Nathan took in that she was naked except for the towel, and pushed into her loft. By the smell of him, he'd been at a bar; there was beer on his breath, and smoke clinging to his clothes.
"Where in the world have you been? You've been gone for three days." He roved the loft like a SWAT team looking for snipers.
"Three days?" No wonder she felt empty and dull-witted. When was the last time she'd eaten?
"I tagged my later messages so I'd be notified when you picked them—" He had turned to her and froze. "Oh, God, what did he do to you?"
"A major enchantment of some sort," she said, toweling her hair. "I'm starved. Want to go out for something to eat?"
He closed on her, staring. "Why did you let him do this to you?"
"I don't want to argue about this right now. I'm hungry. Let's just go get something to eat."
He caught her wrist as she started to turn. "You don't want to talk about it? Jesus Christ, Tink. I thought we had a future together and you pull this."
She was missing something here. Something visible, that he was staring at with dismay. She yanked her hand free and rushed to the bathroom. The mirror she had ignored earlier was partially fogged, but there was enough to show her what Nathan saw. For several minutes, she could only stare in silent shock. Nathan came to the bathroom door, filling up the frame.
It was her in the mirror—but it wasn't. It was an elf that looked like her. Her damp brown hair. Elf-shaped eyes—that slightly almond-shaped, almost Asian look. Had her eyes always been that color? They were brown, but hers couldn't have been that vivid. Right? Those brown eyes widened on a fearful thought, and she pushed her hair back.
Elf ears.
"All the gods in heaven!" she swore. "I'm going to kill him!"
"He didn't tell you that he was going to change you? He just took you out to the woods and changed you?"
"Yes!" Tinker answered without thinking, and then caught the dangerously hard look on his face. "No. No. He didn't. He asked me, but I didn't understand. You know how he is. How they all are. I didn't understand."
"What did he say?" Nathan asked.
"He said I was going to die, and that he cared too much about me to let that happen, so if I let him do the spell, then I wouldn't…" She wouldn't die, because elves were immortal. "Damn him. Why couldn't he say it in plain English?"
"So you're," he stumbled on the words, sounding physically sick, "you're immortal?"
"I don't know. I think that was what he was trying to do. He wasn't there when I woke up, so I just came home."
"It's taken three days for the spell to run?"
Three days. Three days to work through her entire body and transform every cell into elf. Tinker stared intently at herself. Her skin had the creamy perfection of elves. Her nose—not even being an elf fixed that. Her lips seemed fuller, a red of subtle lipstick. "I can't believe he did this! I'm not human anymore! Of course I was going to die. All humans die!" She noticed that her teeth had that unreal look of elves and Hollywood actors. She grimaced, pulling back her lips to bare teeth and gums to examine them closer. "I think even my one filling is gone. It was one of those white poly-cement ones. It was this tooth, I think."
She stared now at her fingers. All her fingernails were long and hard like she'd had them done at a salon. They seemed longer and more graceful. Were they? Would she be able to do the fine work that she was used to with a stranger's hands? Her hands started to tremble, and she found she was shaking all over.
Nathan's officer training took over. He guided her out of the bathroom, saying, "Why don't you sit down? I'll get you something to drink. You've had a shock."
A bark of laughter slipped out and threatened to explode into something longer, completely uncontrolled. She clasped her hand over her mouth, those delicate elfin hands over those full, cherry red lips. Oh gods, she wasn't human anymore. The bastard had turned her into an elf without even asking.
Nathan got two beers from the fridge, opened them, and came back. He handed her one. "I didn't think it was possible to turn a human into an elf."
"They can change a little Shih-Tzu into something the size of a pony, why not a human into an elf?" She took a large drink and nearly choked on the taste. "What the hell? This beer is bad."
He took it and handed her the one he had been drinking. She took a drink and choked it down. "This one is bad too."
"It tasted okay." He took it back and sipped it cautiously. "Tink, it's not the beer. It's fine. It must be you. The change did something to your taste."
He gave her back her original beer and finished his own. She tried to drink the vile-tasting stuff, but after the second swallow, handed it to him, saying, "I can't drink it."
So he drank it also. "What was the spell like? Did it hurt? What do you remember? Can he undo it?"
She flopped back, pressing hands to eyes. What a mess! There was no way she could tell him everything Windwolf had done. What she had let Windwolf do. What she had enjoyed having Windwolf do to her. "He had a big enchantment room set up with the spell inscribed and everything. I remember him activating it, but nothing afterward until I woke up about two hours ago."
"So he could have raped you while you were unconscious and you won't know."
She turned and kicked him, partly because he focused on sex, partly because Windwolf had gotten into her without having to rape her. "I would know."
Nathan put down the empty beer bottle next to his first, leaned over, and pulled open her towel.
"Nathan!" She tried to keep the towel closed. "What do you think you're doing?"
"I want to see what you look like now."
"No!" Surprisingly, a blush can start at the tips of one's toes and go all the way up. At least, it can when you're an elf.