She shook her head, which wasn't technically a lie. Caroline hadn't tested her voice since he'd left. She didn't want to know if it was back or not. It somehow seemed better to remain ignorant on the matter.
"Pity," he murmured.
She rolled her eyes in reply, then patted her stomach and looked hopefully at his hands.
"I only brought up one roll, I'm afraid."
Caroline looked down at her little pot of butter, shrugged, and stuck her finger in. Who knew when he'd choose to feed her next? She had to get her sustenance wherever she could, even if it meant eating plain butter.
"Oh, for goodness sake," he said. "Don't eat that. It can't be good for you."
Caroline shot him a sarcastic look.
"How are you faring?" he asked.
She waved her hands this way and that.
"Bored?"
She nodded.
"Good."
She scowled.
"I have no intention of entertaining you. You're not a houseguest."
She rolled her eyes and let out a little snort.
"Just so long as you don't start expecting seven-course meals."
Caroline wondered if bread and butter counted as two courses. If so, then he still owed her five.
"How long are you going to keep up this charade?"
She blinked and mouthed, What ?
"Surely you have your voice back."
She shook her head, touched her throat, and made such a sorry face that he actually laughed.
"That painful, eh?"
She nodded.
Blake raked his hand through his black hair, a little bit peeved that this deceitful woman had made him laugh more in the past day than he had in the past year. "Do you know, if you weren't a traitor, you'd be rather entertaining."
She shrugged.
"Have you ever taken the time to consider your actions? What they cost? The people you hurt?" Blake stared at her intently. He didn't know why, but he was determined to find a conscience in this little spy. She could have been a good person, he was sure of it. She was smart, and she was funny, and-
Blake shook his head to cut off his wayward thoughts. Did he see himself as her savior? He hadn't brought her here for redemption; all he wanted was the information that would indict Oliver Prewitt. Then he would turn her over to the authorities.
Of course, she would probably see the gallows as well. It was a sobering thought, and one that somehow didn't sit well with him.
"What a waste," he muttered.
She raised her brows in question.
"Nothing."
Her shoulders rose and fell in a rather gallic motion.
"How old are you?" he asked abruptly.
She flashed all ten fingers twice.
"Only twenty?" he asked in disbelief. "Not that you look any older, but I thought-"
Quickly, she held up one hand again, all five fingers stretched out like a starfish.
"Twenty-five, then?"
She nodded, but she was looking out the window when she did so.
"You should be married with children clutching at your skirts, not running around betraying the crown."
She looked down, and her lips flattened into an expression that could only be called rueful. Then she twisted her hands in a questioning motion and pointed to him.
"Me?"
She nodded.
"What about me?"
She pointed to the fourth finger of her left hand.
"Why am I not married?"
She nodded, this time emphatically.
"Don't you know?"
She looked at him blankly, and then after several moments shook her head.
"I was almost married." Blake tried to sound flippant, but any fool could hear the sorrow in his voice.
What happened? she mouthed.
"She died."
Caroline swallowed and then placed her hand on his in a gesture of sympathy. I'm sorry.
He shook her away and closed his eyes for a second. When he opened them, they were devoid of emotion. "No, you're not," he said.
She put her hand back into her lap and waited for him to speak. Somehow it didn't seem right to intrude upon his grief. He didn't say anything, though.
Feeling awkward in the silence, Caroline got up and walked to the window. Rain pelted the glass, and she wondered how much water she'd been able to collect in her little receptacle. Probably not much, and she certainly didn't need the water after all the tea he'd fed her today, but she was still eager to see how well her plan had worked. She'd learned long ago how to entertain herself in the simplest of ways. A little project here and there, charting the way the night sky changed from month to month. Perhaps if he kept her here for a while she could do weekly measurements of rainfall. At the very least, it would help to keep her mind occupied.
"What are you doing?" he demanded.
She made no reply, verbal or otherwise, and grabbed the bottom of the window with her fingers.
"I asked you what you are doing." His footsteps accompanied his voice, and Caroline knew he was drawing near. Still she didn't turn around. The window eased up, and the drizzle blew into the room, dampening the front of her dress.
"You little fool," he said, clamping his hands over hers.
She whirled around in surprise. She hadn't expected him to touch her.
"You're going to be soaked through." With a slight shove, he pushed the window back down. "And then you'll truly be sick."
She shook her head and pointed to her little container on the ledge.
"Surely you can't be thirsty."
Just curious, she mouthed.
"What? I didn't catch that."
Jjuusstt ccuurriioouuss. She drew it out this time, hoping he'd be able to read her lips.
"If you spoke out loud," he drawled, "I might understand what you're saying."
Caroline stamped her foot in frustration, but when it landed, it landed on something considerably less 'flat than the floor.
"Owww!" he yelled.
Oh! His foot! Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry, she mouthed. I didn't mean it.
"If you think I can understand that," he growled, "you're crazier than I'd originally thought."
She chewed on her lower lip remorsefully, then placed her hand over her heart.
"I suppose you're trying to convince me that was an accident?"
She nodded earnestly.
"I don't believe you."
She frowned and sighed with impatience. This muteness was getting to be annoying, but she didn't see how else to proceed. Exasperated, she pointed her foot forward.
"What does that mean?"
She wiggled her foot, then set it down and stomped on it with her other foot.
He looked at her in utter confusion. "Are you trying to convince me you're some sort of masochist? I hate to disappoint you, but I've never gone in for that sort of thing."
She shook her fists in the air then pointed at him, then pointed at her foot.
"You want me to stomp on your foot?" he asked in disbelief.
She nodded.
"Why?"
I'm sorry, she mouthed.
"Are you really sorry?" he asked, his voice growing dangerously low.
She nodded.
He leaned closer. "Really and truly?"
She nodded again.
"And you're determined to prove it to me?"