“What’s November doing here?”
“He’s with The Whore,” I answered, looking over at Helena, who looked up from her cleaning to give me another grin. That designation was her idea. “Apparently, she has big plans for the legion. We’ll talk about it later.”
“Roger. Don’t forget to keep me updated this time,” he said, his voice bitter.
“Copy. 3–1 out.”
I finished the conversation by switching off the radio. Rechargeable or not, it was still best to keep it off when it wasn’t needed.
I moved over to the bed, arriving just as Helena replaced her P90 in the cabinet. I pulled up the sheet on Galba’s bed for her to crawl under and I followed quickly. Beneath the bed, we settled into our familiar position, with less awkwardness than last time. It was getting chilly, and Helena’s body warmth was definitely appreciated.
“What do you think?” I asked.
“I think Galba’s turned into a drunk.” She said pointedly.
I sighed. “That had occurred to me, yes. Last night, I could have sworn I smelt alcohol on his breath as well.”
“Anything in history to suggest he was an abuser?”
“No,” I replied, frustrated. “Looks like another life we’ve fucked up thanks to our medaling.”
She didn’t look convinced, but at least her face remained supportive. “Jacob, you have to stop blaming yourself. It’s not your fault.”
“But it is. It’s still my fault we ended up in ancient Rome in the first place, in case you forgot. My fault I touched that stupid blue orb. My fault Caligula and Claudius are dead and it’s my fault we’re under this damn bed!” I almost yelled the last part, but settled for punching the bed’s wooden frame instead. It hurt like holy hell and I clutched my hand and bit my lip to keep from yelling out. Once the pain subsided I turned my head away from hers and frowned. “My fault.”
Helena reached out gently and griped my hand, bringing it to her mouth to give it a kiss. She wrapped her other hand around my cheek and gently turned my head towards hers. “No, it wasn’t,” she said sternly, her eyes drilling into mine.
When she looked at me like that, I could almost believe it wasn’t my fault.
Almost.
“Besides,” she pressed. “Don’t you remember saying something about how you wouldn’t change anything about our past five years together? And don’t even think about considering the last four months in your answer.”
I smiled at her, but I guess I had said that. If not for being transported to ancient Rome, Helena and I may never have clicked. We might have served our entire careers together in the modern world never having found that moment that brought us together. Most modern military regulations frowned on any kind of relationship between members of the military, but when we found ourselves trapped in ancient Rome, most of those regulations were thrown out the window.
She was right. I wouldn’t trade her in for anything.
“Sorry. I guess I’ve been thinking too much lately.”
“You’re always thinking too much.”
“True,” I said while she shifted in my arms and closed her eyes to get some sleep.
I tried to follow suit, clearing my mind of just about everything, letting thoughts of time travel, Agrippina, the abduction of a child, and the memories of a bygone home drift away into nothingness.
If I could be thankful of one thing in that moment, it would be my ability to fall asleep on a whim. It didn’t take much, and while continuation of sleep was never guaranteed for me, the act of putting myself into a state of dreaming unconsciousness was something that came easy, all in thanks to a handful of men who had beaten it into me, barring any unforeseen lightning storms, of course.
Basic Underwater Demolition/SEALS training, better known as BUD/S was many things. It was a test, an evaluation, a training program, and a lesson in bitter punishment, but what it did best was turn a graduate into a man eligible to wear the SEAL Trident, but only eligible.
The Trident would come later.
But the one thing I hadn’t anticipated upon completion of the program was that BUD/S was also a wonderful sleep aid clinic.
Trainers would drill into us the idea that sleep was a luxury, and to expect it every night would lead to weakness. Days had blurred together, with late nights and early wake up calls. Our alarm clocks consisted of flashbang grenades, the sound of gunfire or the excruciating belittling of an instructor, and I learned to sleep whenever I had time for it. Over the weeks, my body began to instinctually process that sleep far more efficiently than ever, allowing what little sleep I earned to rejuvenate my body more than a solid eight hours had before.
I learned a lot at BUD/S, and our instructors made sure to deprive us of whatever daily accommodation we normally took for granted to ensure we would appreciate them more in the future. Even food was withheld, at least for us officers. The enlisted men could eat as much as they wanted in the time they had, consuming as many calories as their body desired, but those of us privileged with rank, only got one serving per meal.
I had already graduated from Officer Candidate School, and had thought that Special Forces training for the SEALs would go easier because of it. Boy was I wrong. Officers had to endure more hardships, face tougher challenges and be brought that much closer to the breaking point than anyone else. A common foot soldier who lost his cool got himself killed, but an officer could get everyone killed. The instructors made sure to stress that point thoroughly which, when combined with everything else, resulted in the dozen officers in my class dwindling to only a few on graduation day, a testament to the BUD/S drop out record, which they were damn proud of.
Of course, it could have just been the warm, female body lying next to me that did it.
Either way, I awoke a few hours after nightfall and patiently waited for Galba to return. When he did, he came through on his promise of bringing us some food. Helena and I ate quietly and listened to Galba update us on what was happening in the camp.
He reported that camp morale was high. No surprise. I still remember the first time we walked into the XV Primigenia’s camp five years ago and how the men reacted to Helena’s presence. Sure there had been a few bad apples, but most went well out of their way to impress her, and efficiency in the camp comically improved. I could only imagine their reaction to Agrippina.
The legionnaires didn’t seem overly concerned about her taking overall command either, but then why should they? They were in awe of the beautiful head of state, and had no doubt her ability to command was equally matched by her appearance. It made me sick to my stomach. The next time I saw her would be too soon, and judging by how I predict events will play out, probably even sooner than that.
An hour later, Galba went to bed early, well before midnight, so unable to go anywhere for another hour or two, Helena and I donned our combat fatigues and gear, sat against the cabinet and waited.
For situations just like this, I’d taught Helena how to play evens/odds a few years ago, so we wasted our time playing that. The game was one of random chance, yet she still managed to beat me nearly every time.
Sometimes I swore she could read my mind.
I always suspected women could do that.
At 0200, we decided the coast was as clear as it was going to be, so after a day cooped up in Galba’s tent, we ventured out into the clear night sky. It was an unusually muggy night, warmer than it had been in days, an early indication of spring’s arrival. I sent Santino a quick message to let him know we were inbound and slipped out of the tent. We retraced our steps back to the wall, scaling the fortification quickly, maneuvered around the guard easily, slipped over the outer wall, and donned our ghilli suits. The rest of the trip was slow but likewise uneventful. When we reached the tree line, we removed our camouflage and looked for Santino.