The duchess chuckled. "It's only a few ants, Your Highness. I would think one so seasoned to eating on the floor would be used to them by now."
Achan ran both hands through his hair, which was loose and not tied back. Oh, horror. Again he couldn't look at the duchess. What would she think? "I thought they were fleas." His breath hitched. Why had he said that? Fleas? Blazes!
The lady raised a sculpted brow. "Did you enjoy your time with the soldiers?"
He studied his father's ring. "Except for the fleas."
"You'll go to war, then? And fight alongside your men?"
"Should there be one, yes."
"And your wife?"
Achan blinked and met the lady's green eyes. "I have no wife, my lady."
"But you will soon."
Could this conversation become any more awkward? He picked up the roll and dropped it in the remainder of his stew. "I suppose I might."
"And what will she do while you are at war?"
Achan shrugged. "Whatever pleases her. If she's good with a sword, I'd welcome the company."
The duchess smiled. "Ah, you are droll. But what if she is with child? When this war comes."
Achan's lips parted, his cheeks filled with heat. He would not come to this kitchen again. He didn't appreciate Duchess Amal's midnight interrogation. She'd clearly thought more about his bride than he had.
She pressed on. "I mean no disrespect, but these are things a man must consider when taking a bride. Many say you traveled with a woman. What will your wife think of her?"
Achan sucked in a sharp breath. "Please. It wasn't like that, my lady, I promise you. Sparrow wasn't who she claimed to be. We all thought her a boy. Have you seen her? Did she pass through Carmine? Do you know where she lives?"
"Why do you ask, Your Highness? I would think you better off without her presence tainting your reign."
"Vrell could never taint anything. She's sweet and good and lovely-"
"You care for her, then?"
Achan thudded his head back against the table leg. "My feelings don't matter. She refused me, and Sir Gavin berated me for my recklessness and Sir Caleb for my carelessness and I for my foolishness and Caan for my selfishness. I'm a wretched prince. Far too impulsive. But I'll do my duty and marry whom they choose, and I'll love her as best I can. Does that satisfy your curiosity, my lady?"
She smiled. "It does."
Finally something had. "You know, I was freer as a stray."
"I understand that feeling. I hadn't wanted to marry the duke. It was the loneliest time in my life. At first."
Achan recalled Sir Eagan's tale of their past and decided she did understand. "Your intuition is right on target, my lady. I haven't once considered the inner workings of my future marriage past the identity of my bride. If it were my choice I'd marry Sparrow and live in a cottage in the mountains. I'd hunt and she'd keep a garden of herbs. We wouldn't be rich, but we'd have our freedom and each other."
He sighed and met Duchess Amal's green eyes. "Alas, my life isn't mine to live. I've now given it freely to Arman. He appeared to me, you know. Fairly destroyed his own temple. He's my master now and I trust his plan, even if I can't understand it. I only wish my obedience didn't come so bitterly. I fear if he could, Arman would give me a sound flogging for my demeanor of servitude."
Duchess Amal's eyes widened. "I think you misunderstand how Arman loves his people. He does not punish them."
Such a statement didn't align with what Achan knew of masters. "I only mean that I've never been a very contrite servant. Ask Lord Nathak." Achan chuckled softly, then bowed his head low. "Forgive me, my lady. I must beg leave of your gracious company. I'm very tired and if I continue to prattle on, you'll think me drunk."
"Of course." Duchess Amal stood, allowing Achan to crawl out from under the table. "Please do not go out alone again, Your Highness. You are welcome to sit under the table, but we recently had a traitor in our kitchens, and I would feel better knowing you were not wandering alone. At least bring your Shield under the table with you next time."
"As you wish." He scraped the contents of his bowl into the slop pail, rinsed the bowl, and set it on the drying rack. He bowed to the duchess again. "Good evening, my lady. You have a magnificent kitchen."
"Thank you, Your Highness. Good night."
41
Vrell perched on a stool in the dark corridor and stared through the peephole. The five Old Kingsguard knights sat around an oval table in Achan's bedchamber. Achan had dragged his chair down to the fireplace at the end of the room, where he sat alone, staring into the flames.
Sir Caleb held a parchment open on the table. "First we have Lady Tova Sigul of Hamonah, age fourteen. I still object to this offer. Hamonah worships Thalassa. We cannot consider anyone who does not follow Arman."
"But Hamonah is being at war with Jaelport," Inko said. "They're being extremely rich and would be bringing an immense dowry. The diamonds alone would be buying weapons and armor to be fitting a thousand soldiers. Surely Achan could be teaching the girl about the Way."
"Achan barely understands the Way himself." Sir Gavin said. "Don't burden him with an unbelieving spouse."
"Arman forbids it," Sir Caleb said. "In the Book of Life."
"Besides, 'tis too far away and unstable," Sir Gavin said. "And I trust Lord Sigul as much as I trust Queen Hamartano."
"Agreed," Sir Caleb said. "What say you, Eagan?"
Sir Eagan shrugged. "I say let him pick his own bride."
"Thank you," Achan said.
Sir Eagan continued, "But I would not marry him to any enemy, and I agree with Sir Caleb. He must wed a believer."
"But it would make for an interesting relationship, it would," Kurtz said. "Lots of sparks, eh?"
Vrell blanched. Could Kurtz think of nothing else?
"Is there a noblewoman at Zerah Rock?" Sir Caleb asked.
"None I know of," Sir Eagan said, "but it has been many years."
"A second cousin to Sir Rigil." Sir Gavin sniffed a short breath. "Were Achan a younger prince in a house of princes, he could marry whomever he wishes. We need a noblewoman of vast connections."
"And wealth," Inko said.
Achan groaned by the hearth. No one paid him any mind.
"Ladies Mandzee and Jaira are out," Sir Gavin said.
"Praise Arman for that," Achan mumbled.
Vrell smiled. A blessing indeed.
"I also recommend we reject Ladies Jacqueline and Marietta Levy of Mahanaim," Sir Caleb said.
Sir Gavin tapped his fingers on the table. "Agreed."
"You're throwing out all the options that are being the strongest," Inko said.
"Remind me your concern there?" Sir Eagan asked.
"They're Lord Levy's daughters," Sir Caleb said. "He voted for Esek as king."
"Ah." Sir Eagan nodded. "Wise to cut them, then."
Sir Caleb lifted the list again. "This leaves us with three options: Lady Gali Orson of Berland, age twenty-six-"
"Bah!" Kurtz wrinkled his nose and shook his head. "Berland women are rough. Trust me, I know."
Sir Caleb continued, "Lady Halona Pitney of Nesos, age twelve-"
Kurtz blew a raspberry. "Oh, come on! The lad won't even be able to-"
"Kurtz," Sir Eagan said, "silence your useless comments."
"I'm just pointing out what none of you are bold enough to say. How many of you would wish to marry a child, eh?"
Sir Caleb sighed. "And finally, Lady Glassea Hadar of Armonguard, age fourteen."
"Prince Oren's daughter?" Achan's forehead wrinkled. "Isn't she my cousin?"