He was drenched now, and the rain still fell--or perhaps it had just begun again; he had no way of telling. He licked his lips.
How much time had passed? He drew his chrono near. It was broken, of course. His body insisted, though, that he had endured the ages.
All right.
They had harmed him. They had cursed him.
All right.
He spat and tried to see whether it was blood that mixed with the rainslick.
Do you know who I am?
I came here to help. I _did_ help. If I inadvertently caused some deaths while trying to be of assistance, do you seriously think that this was intentional?
No?
Then why this?
I know.
We do things because we _feel_ that we must. Sometimes we get hooked by our emotions, our humanity--as I did the other day. I probably did infect one or all of the people I was with.
But to die ... Would I cause another human being to do it, intentionally?
Not then. Not a while ago.
Now, though, you've showed me another side of life.
I have emotions, too, and they have turned. You beat the hell out of me while I was simply trying to make it to the airfield. Okay.
You have me for an enemy now. Let us see whether you can take it the way that you give it.
_Do you know everything that I am?_
_I am walking death_.
_You think that now you have done with me?_
_If you do, you are mistaken_.
_I came to help_.
_I will stay to slay_.
He lay there for long hours before he could rise and move on.
Dr. Pels regarded the world.
They had had something for him. They had given him a lead.
Deiban fever. That had been the beginning. It had served to put him onto the trail of H. Now as the night without end containing days without number wore on about him, certain other thoughts came and went, remained longer and longer, stayed.
H.
H was more than the key to _mwalakharan khurr_ ...
The very presence of H had served to remedy many unusual conditions.
Is this the real reason, he asked himself, that I abandoned twenty years' labor in favor of this line of attack? H cannot live forever, whereas I may--like this. Am I being completely scientific about this one?
He prepared the B Coli for distance-hopping. Then he reread the notice he had received.
The sounds of _Death and Transfiguration_ moved about him.
Heidel woke once again. He was lying in a ditch. There was no one near. It was still night. The ground was damp, muddy in places. But the rain had stopped.
He crawled, got to his feet, staggered.
He continued on, toward the field where he had been headed. He remembered something of its layout. He had seen it while strolling, later on on that day when he had given the blood--when?
When he arrived, near to its perimeter, he sought the shed he had seen.
There ...
It was unlocked and there was a warm corner. Covers for some sort of equipment had been thrown there. They were heavy with dust, but it did not matter. By then he was coughing again, anyhow.
A couple days, he told himself. Let the scar tissue start. That's all.
Malacar kept abreast of the news. He pulled it in, listened, turned it off. He thought about it, digested it, turned it back on again.
_The Perseus_ slid beneath the suns ...
He drowsed through weather reports for one hundred twelve planets. He grew bored while listening to News Central. He meditated sleepily upon sex while hearing a program out of Pruria.
He rushed on. His ship was in hd, and it would not stop till he was home again.
_We did it_, said Shind.
_We did it_, he answered.
_And the dead?_
_I would say we will have a tally before we strike home port_.
Shind did not reply.
CHAPTER 2
Within the highest tower of the greatest port, he sat, one man opposing an empire.
Idiotic? he asked himself. No. Because they cannot hurt me.
Glaring down at the ocean, now momentarily visible, he inspected the wet miles of distance that lay beyond the Manhattan Citadel, his home.
It could be worse.
How?
When there's nobody else in port, you sometimes get fidgety ...
Looking at the waters, he watched the great plume cover them again, like an opening fan.
Someday, maybe ...
Dr. Malacar Miles was the only man on Earth. He was lord, he was monarch here. And he did not care. The Earth was his. Nobody else wanted it.
He stared through the bubble-window. It afforded him a prospect of half of what remained of Manhattan.
The smoke was a great cloud, and a mirror that hovered showed him the orange burning when he maneuvered it at the proper angle.
It blazed.
His shields absorbed this.
It burned; it was radioactive.
His shields absorbed this too.
There had been a time when he had actually paid attention to it.
He stared upward, and the Earth's dead moon in quarterphase was there before his eyes.
For three, ten seconds, he waited.
Then came the ship, and he sighed.
_My brother is hurting_, said Shind. _Will you give him more medicine now?_
_Yes_.
_I saw this thing long ago. Beware_.
Before moving to the laboratory, Malacar stared down at the thing which had once been New York City's heart. Long gray vines had whipped their ways around the bases of killed buildings, climbed high. Their leaves were coarse, long, rustling. The smoke blackened them, withered them. Still they grew. He could actually see the movement. No human being could live in those canyons of masonry they wound. For no special reason, he pressed a button and a low-yield atomic missile destroyed a building miles away.
_I will have to use karanin on your brother. It will impair his respiratory functions a bit_.
_It will do more good, will it not? Over-all?_
_Yes_.
_Then we must_.
_Go get him. Take him to the laboratory_.
_Yes_.
He looked out one more time, out across his kingdom and the patches of its ocean that showed through smoke. Then he departed the high deck.
The winds that swirled about the world had deposited their rubbish as he had watched. As always. The only human inhabitant of the place, he was neither especially paternal nor antagonistic about the view.
The drop-tube took him to the lower level of his citadel. To test them, he broke three alarm circuits as he moved along a corridor. Entering the laboratory, he saw Shind's brother Tuv waiting.
He extracted the medication from its wall-slot and blasted it into the small creature.
He waited. Perhaps ten minutes.
_How is he?_
_He complains concerning the sting of the injection, but he states that he begins to feel improvement in his condition_.
_Good. Can you unwind your mind now and tell me a little more about Morwin's visit?_
_He is your friend. Mine too. From long ago_.
_So why the 'Beware' business?_
_It is not he himself, but something that he brings which may lead you to danger_.
_What?_
_Information, I feel_.
_News that may kill me? Those CL radicaLs with their rockets did not exactly accomplish the job. What has Morwin got?_
_I do not know. I speak only as a member of my race who occasionally glimpses a fragment of future truth. Sometimes I know. I dream it. I do not understand the process_.
_Okay. Monitor your brother's condition and tell me about him now_.
_His breathing is a trifle labored, but his hearts beat more easily. We thank you_.
_It has worked again. Good_.
_It is not good. I see his life as coming to an end in twopoint-eight Earth years_.
_What do you want me to do?_
_He will require stronger drugs as time goes on. You have been kind, but you must be kinder. Possibly, a specialist_ ...
_All right. We can afford it. We will get him the best. Tell me more about what is wrong_.
_The blood vessels will begin to deteriorate at a more rapid rate soon. It will take approximately sixteen Earth months before the harm is widespread, however. Then he will go quickly. I do not know what I will do_.