“Don’t pretend to be simple. The location of your car is in the motorway memories. Do you realize the extent of the computer files and programming?”
“I never thought about it. Big I suppose.”
“Far bigger than you realize — and far better organized. There is no such thing as having too much memory. If Security wanted to — and we may — we could monitor every second of your life, have it all on record.”
“That’s stupid, impossible. You’re in my territory now. No matter how much circuitry you have, no matter how much memory, there is no possible way you could run surveillance on everyone in the country all of the time. The data would swamp you.
“Of course it would. But I wasn’t talking about the entire country. I was mentioning one individual. You. Ninety-nine percent of the people in this country are neutral, neuters. Names in a memory bank of no interest to us. Proles who are identical as matchsticks. Society butterflies, who while richer and more exotic, are equally uninteresting. In reality, we have very little to do. Petty thievery and embezzling head our list of crimes. Of no real importance. So when we are asked to take interest in someone we do it with a vengeance. Your screen can be two-way — as can your phone. Your computer is accessible to us, no matter how secure you may think. Your auto, your laboratory, the mirror in your toilet, the light above your bed — are all in our employ…”
“You’re exaggerating!”
“Perhaps. But not by much, not in reality. If we want to know about you we can easily know all about you. Don’t ever doubt that. And we want to know about you now. I would say that, for a number of years — until your guilt or innocence is proven — this is the last private conversation that you will ever have.”
“Are you trying to scare me?”
“I hope so. If you are involved in anything — get out. We’ll never know, and I for one prefer it that way. But if your hands are soiled we are going to get you. Yes we will — as certain as the sun rises in the east.”
Thurgood-Smythe crossed over to the door and opened it. He turned as though to add something, then thought better of it. He turned and left and the door closed heavily behind him.
Jan closed the window; he was getting chilled.
Fifteen
The only thing to do now was to appear normal — try to act naturally in every way. Jan unpacked his bag, knowing that Thurgood-Smythe had undoubtedly gone through it, apprehensive lest something incriminating had been slipped in by accident. There was of course nothing; but he still could not displace the niggle of fear. It stayed with him while he bathed and changed, went down to dine, talked with old acquaintances in the bar. The feeling stayed with him all night and he slept little. He checked out early the next morning and began the long drive back to London.
It was snowing again, and he had no leisure to think of anything else as he drove carefully down the winding Highland roads. Luncheon was beer and a pasty in a roadside pub, then on until he came to the motorway. Once the computer took control he could relax — but did not. He felt more uneasy if anything.
Sitting back, blinded by the torrent of snowflakes against the window, yet completely safe under electronic control, Jan finally faced up to what was disturbing him. There, right before him, was the evidence. The circle of tiny holes around the center of the steering wheel. Monitoring his breath. He could not drive and escape them. Inlets to an analyzer that detected the parts per million of alcohol on his breath, that only permitted him to drive the car when he was legally sober. An intelligent idea to prevent accidents: an insinuating, humiliating idea when viewed as part of the bigger picture of continuous observation. This, and his other personal data, were stored in the car’s memory, could be transmitted to the highway computer — and from there to the Security memory banks. A record of his breath, his drinking, his reaction time, where he drove, when he drove — whom he drove with. And when he went home the Security cameras in the garage and halls would follow him carefully to his front door — and beyond. While. he watched TV the set would be watching back, an invisible policeman gazing out from the screen. His phone monitored, undetectable bugs planted in the wiring. Find and remove them — if possible — and his voice within the room would then be monitored by focusing a laser beam on the glass of his windows. Data and more data would be continuously fed to some hidden secret file — where all of the rest of the facts of his life were already recorded.
He had never thought seriously about it before, but he realized for the first time that he existed as two people.
The flesh and blood person, and the duplicate electronic file. His birth had been recorded as well as all pertinent medical information. His education, his dental record, financial record, and purchases. What books he bought, what presents he gave. Was it all on file someplace? With a sinking feeling he realized that it probably was. There was physically almost no limit to the amount of information that could be stored in the new molecular memory cores. Molecules flipped one way or another to record bits, bits forming bytes, bytes forming words and numbers. More and more and more. An encyclopedia in a piece of material the size of a pinhead, a man’s entire life in a pebble.
And nothing he could do about it. He had tried, done his bit for the resistance, helped in a small way. But now it was over. Raise his head and it would be chopped off. Life wasn’t that bad. Be glad he wasn’t a prole, condemned to that existence for all the days of his years.
Must he stop? Couldn’t it be changed? But even as the rebellious thoughts possessed him he realized that his heartbeat had increased, the muscles in his arm tensed as he made an inadvertent fist. Physiological changes that could be monitored, observed, considered.
He was a prisoner in an invisible cell. Make one step out of it and it would be the end. For the first time in his life he had the realization what freedom was, what he did not have. What lack of liberty was really about.
The drive home was dull and uneventful. The weather improved, when he passed Carlyle the snowstorm had ended and he drove under leaden skies. There was a play on the fifth channel and he turned it on but did not watch it; his head was too filled with the turbulence of his thoughts. Now that he could no longer take part in the resistance he realized how important it had become to him. A way to work for something he had come to believe in, to expiate the guilt he was just learning to feel. All over. By the time he reached home he was in the darkest of moods, scowling at the innocent lift attendant and slamming through his front door. He locked it and turned on the lights — and the bulb in the one important lamp did not come on.
So quickly? Someone had been in the flat while he was away.
He was innocent, he had to keep thinking that, innocent. And they could be watching him right now. Jan looked around slowly; nothing visible of course. He tried the windows, one by one, but all were closed and locked. Then he went to his wall safe and pressed the combination, flipped through the papers and cash inside. Everything looked in order. If Security had been here — it had to be them — they would surely have found his simple alarm system. Having it wasn’t illegal, in fact it was a precaution most of his friends used. Now, there must be a natural reaction. He went to the phone, looking as angry as he felt, and called Building Management.
“Entered while you were away, sir? We have no record of any maintenance or emergency people going in during your absence.”
“Burglars, thieves then. I thought you had security in this building?”
“We do, sir, the best. I’ll check the recordings at once; Is anything missing?”