He felt his wife Laura’s hand on the back of his head.
“He looked like Jesus Christ, Daddy. Didn’t you see his noble face?”
Laura laughed. “Everybody with a flowing beard looks like Jesus Christ,” she said.
“That’s exactly what I mean,” Helen said. “If he has a flowing beard he’s got to be okay.”
Laura’s hand on the back of his head, and in the middle was Helen, leaning forward from the back seat with her head on the seatback between them.
“Daddy?”
“Yes?”
“Was that an obscene joke you made, a moment ago?”
“What are you talking about?”
Nothing. They drove quietly into the dark. Later the daughter Helen sang camp songs and the mother Laura joined in, even the father Tony, who never sang, contributed a bass, and they took their music along the great empty Interstate into Pennsylvania, while the color thickened and clogged into dark.
Then it was full night and Tony Hastings was driving alone, no voices now, only the roar of wind obscuring the roar of engine and tires, while his wife Laura sat silent in the dark beside him and his daughter Helen was out of sight in the back seat. There was not much traffic. The occasional lights on the opposite side flickered through the trees that separated the lanes. Sometimes they rose or dropped when the lanes diverged. On his own side from time to time he would overtake the red lights of someone ahead, and occasionally headlights would appear in the mirror and a car or truck would catch up with him, but for long stretches there was no one on his side at all. Nor was there light in the countryside, which he could not see but which he imagined to be all woods. He was glad to have his car between him and the wilderness, and he hummed his music thinking coffee in an hour, while meanwhile he enjoyed his good feeling, wide awake, steady—in the dark pilot house of his ship with the passengers asleep. He was glad of the hitchhiker he had left behind, of the love of his wife and the funny humor of his daughter.
He was a proud driver with a tendency to be self-righteous. He tried to stay as close to sixty-five as he could. On a long hill he overtook two pairs of tail lights side by side blocking both lanes ahead of him. One car was trying to pass the other but could not pull ahead, and he had to reduce his speed. He got into the left lane behind the car trying to pass. “Come on, let’s go,” he muttered, for he could be an impatient driver too. Then it occurred to him the car on the left was not trying to pass but was having a conversation with the other car, and indeed both cars were slowing down still more.
God damn it, quit blocking the road. It was one of his self righteous principles never to blow his horn, but he tapped it now, one quick blast. The car in front of him zoomed ahead. He pulled forward, passed the other, slid into the right lane again, feeling a little embarrassed. The slow car fell behind. The car in front, which had pulled ahead, slowed down again. He guessed the driver was waiting for the other car to resume their game, and he pulled out to pass, but the car in front swung left to block his way, and he had to hit the brakes. He felt a shock as he realized the driver of the other car meant to play games with him. The car slowed more. He noticed the headlights of the third car in the mirror far behind. He avoided blowing his horn. They were down to thirty miles per hour. He decided to pass in the right lane, but the other car swung in front of him again.
“Uh-oh,” he said.
Laura moved.
“We’ve got trouble,” he said.
Now the car in front was going a little faster but still too slow. The third car remained far behind. He blew his horn.
“Don’t do that,” Laura said. “It’s what he wants.”
He pounded on the steering wheel. He thought a moment and took a breath. “Hang on,” he said, pressed his foot down on the gas, and zipped to the left. This time he got by. The other car blew its horn, and he went fast.
“Kids,” Laura said.
From the back seat Helen spoke: “Bunch of jerks.” He had not known she was awake.
“Are we rid of them?” Tony asked. The other car was behind a short distance, and he felt relieved.
“Helen!” Laura said. “No!”
“What?” Tony said.
“She gave them the finger.”
The other car was a big old Buick with a dented left fender, dark, blue or black. He had not looked to see who was in it. They were gaining on him. He went faster, up to eighty, but the other headlights stayed close, tailgating, almost touching him.
“Tony,” Laura said quietly.
“Oh Jesus,” Helen said.
He tried to go faster still.
“Tony,” Laura said.
They stayed with him.
“If you just drive normally,” she said.
The third car was a long way back, the headlights disappearing on curves and reappearing after a long interval on straightaways.
“Eventually they’ll get bored.”
He let his speed return to sixty-five, while the other car remained so close he could not see the headlights in his mirror, only the glare. The car began blowing its horn, then pulled out to pass.
“Let him go,” Laura said.
The car drove along beside him, faster when he tried to speed up, slowing down when he did. There were three guys, he couldn’t see them well, only the guy in the front passenger seat who had a beard and was grinning at him.
So he decided to drive steadily at sixty-five. Pay no attention, if he could. The guys cut in front and slowed down, forcing him to slow down too. When he tried to pass, they cut left to prevent it. He swung back into the right lane and they let him catch up with them. They pulled ahead and swung back and forth between the two lanes. They went into the right lane as if to invite him to pass, but when he tried they swung back into his path. In a surge of rage he refused to give way, and there was a loud metallic explosion and a jolt, and he knew he had hit them.
“Oh shit!” he said.
As if in pain, the other car backed off and let him by. Serves them right, he said, they asked for it, but oh shit, he also said, and he slowed down, wondering what to do, while the other car slowed behind him.
“What are you doing?” Laura said.
“We ought to stop.”
“Daddy,” Helen said. “We can’t stop!”
“We hit them, we have to stop.”
“They’ll kill us!”
“Are they stopping?”
He was thinking about leaving the site of an accident, wondering if the accident to their car would sober them up, if it was safe to assume that.
Then he heard Laura. In spite of the pride in his virtues, he usually relied on her for the finer moral points, and she was saying, “Tony, please don’t stop.” Her voice was low and quiet, and he would remember that a long time.
So he kept going.
“You can take the next exit and report to the police,” she said.
“I got their license number,” Helen said.
But the other car was after him again, they roared up beside him on his left, the guy with the beard was sticking his arm out the window and waving or shaking his fist or pointing, and he was shouting, and the car got ahead of him and veered, edged into his path trying to force him onto the shoulder.
“God help us,” Laura said.
“Smash into them,” Helen screamed. “Don’t let them, don’t let them!”
He couldn’t avoid it, another bump, a slight one with a crunching sound against his left front, he felt the damage and something rattling, shaking his steering wheel as the other car forced him to slow. The car trembled as if mortally wounded, and he gave up, pulled onto the shoulder, and prepared to stop. The other car stopped in front of him. The third car, the one that had been lagging behind, came into sight and zipped by at high speed.