She shook her head, and he smiled the smile guaranteed to get a woman out of her clothes. “It’s because I’m imagining all the things I could get you to do with that lovely little tongue of yours.”
Lily’s eyes widened and her breathing sped up. Nikoli pressed closer, his own mouth a hair’s breadth from hers. “Would you like to do that, Lily?”
Someone cleared their throat and Nikoli was forced to look up. Their waitress stood there, holding their plates. He groaned, frustrated, but moved back so she could put the plates down. Her hands were a little shaky when she pulled them back. Lily took one look at her and blinked. He watched all the progress he’d made in the last few minutes slip away as she closed her eyes. When she opened them, they were wary, watchful.
Frustration welled up, but Nikoli refused to show it. Instead, he smiled lazily up at the waitress. “Thank you, Julie.”
“You’re…ah…welcome.” Julie turned and walked away, glancing back several times. Lily made some kind of disgusted noise, but Nikoli ignored her. He picked up a fry and dipped it in ketchup. “So, now back to this bet…”
“The bet stands,” Lily said between bites of chowder, “unless, of course, you’re afraid you’ll lose.” Lily worked hard to keep her tone even. Nikoli had gotten to her for a minute there. She’d even wanted him to touch her, and that made her nervous. Confused too. She’d gone so long without someone’s touch, it made no sense to her that she craved his. She couldn’t let him see just how much he affected her.
“We’ve already established I’m not afraid of losing,” Nikoli countered. “Where did that particular little idea come from? It’s not something we talked about last night.”
“You want people to think we’re dating, don’t you?”
He nodded.
“Then I had to find a way to make them believe I’d ever date you.”
“What’s wrong with dating me?” he asked, putting his burger back down. He looked so outraged, Lily couldn’t help but giggle. An honest to God giggle. She was not a girl who giggled, but Nikoli brought it out in her. Not even Adam could make her so much as think about giggling.
“You’re not exactly dating material,” Lily said, laughing as his face became even more outraged.
“Why the hell not?” he demanded. “No one’s ever complained before.”
“Nikoli, you’re gorgeous, sexy, and every girl’s fantasy, but no girl would date you.”
He growled, his feet inching closer. She glanced down nervously, but her eyes shot back up when a fry hit her in the face. He did not! “You really want to start a food fight when I have clam chowder to throw at you?”
“Explain why no girl would date me.” His tone was clipped and hard. Ohh, she’d hit a nerve! Good. The man needed taken down a peg or two.
“You’re the bucket list guy,” she told him. “You’re the guy every girl wants to sleep with just once, but that’s it. Oh, you’ll get those who think they can change you, but we know deep down, you’re a one night stand kind of guy. You’ve got commitment issues.”
“I do not!”
“Really?” she asked. “Tell me when was the last time you had a relationship that lasted more than a night?”
“You.”
“I don’t count,” she said. “Besides, what we’re doing isn’t really a relationship. The question is why you don’t want a healthy relationship with one person.”
“I have my reasons,” he told her.
She snorted, but continued. “Girls, like guys, don’t want someone everyone and anyone can have and has had at one time or another.”
“I have not slept with as many women as you think. Girls tend to let their friends think something happened. I just don’t correct them.”
Like she believed that? Ha! She’d seen him with more women over the last three years than she could count. “You also have no respect for women.”
“I have respect for them,” he said and then paused. “Well, some of them. I respect you and my mother. Doesn’t that count for anything?”
“Why don’t you respect them?” she asked, curious.
“As you like to point out, I’ve slept with a lot of women, not as many as you think, but enough. I’ve seen them cheat on their husbands, boyfriends, and fight with their best friends to sleep with me. I don’t say this to sound arrogant or to brag, it’s just a fact. Why would I respect people who would throw everything away for sex? If you’re not happy, then have enough balls to ’fess up to it. Don’t disrespect someone else by cheating.”
Lily frowned and shoved a spoon of chowder into her mouth to keep from having to respond right away. She hadn’t expected that answer from Nikoli. It’s something she would have said. And he had a point, dammit. How could a person respect someone who couldn’t respect themselves or others? Well, damn, maybe Nikoli did have some kind of moral code.
“Anyway, back on topic, the bet,” she said. She needed a few minutes to process the whole deep side of Nikoli Kincaid. “People know me, they know I’d never go out with you willingly, so I came up with something they’d believe, that Adam would believe.”
“Boy Wonder does know about your car addiction.” Nikoli nodded as if everything made sense. “So it’s not a real bet, then? I can do…”
“Oh, it’s a real bet,” Lily interrupted. “The way I see it, this…proposition of yours is completely one-sided.”
“One-sided?” he asked incredulously. “You get Boy Wonder out of it.”
“But what if I don’t?” Lily asked. “What if I can’t get past my fear of people touching me? Or what if you can help me and I still don’t get Adam? What if we’re both wrong and he loves Sue too much to leave her? Theoretically, if that happens, you might manage to get me to sleep with you. You win in either scenario, and I get jack. This way, I stand a chance of walking away with a car that I want more than almost anything else.”
Nikoli watched her through hooded eyes. She hadn’t noticed he’d pressed his feet against her thighs. She was so focused on their conversation, she forgot to be afraid. It was definitely progress and proved if he was patient, he’d end up with her in his bed, so why shouldn’t he bet his car? Not a chance in hell he’d lose it to begin with. So why not?
“All right, Lily Bells, I’ll bite. If you can stay out of my bed for three months, then you can have my car.”
Her face lit up and she nearly jumped up and down where she sat. It didn’t take a lot to make her happy. He settled back, content to watch for a minute. She still hadn’t noticed his feet, and he debated telling her. He didn’t want to ruin the moment, but then again, she might be so shocked, she shoved them.
“How old is Kade?” she asked, taking another bite of her chowder.
“He’s twenty-seven.” Nikoli watched the spoon disappear into her mouth and then slide out between her lips. He rubbed her leg with his foot in response. “Lives in Virginia and works for the FBI.”
“Really?” Lily asked. “He didn’t go back to Russia?”
“No, none of my brothers did. We might eventually, but we like America. We have more freedoms here than we do in Russian. Kade and I have been trying to convince our parents to move back to the States for years, but our mother loves Russia.”
“Hey, Bob, turn that up!”
Both Nikoli and Lily looked to see the guy behind the counter turn the volume up on the wall mounted TV screen. A reporter stood in a park, a crime scene behind him. The body of the missing girl who had been all over the news had just been found. People started talking all at once, but Nikoli pulled his attention back to Lily. She was frowning and shaking her head.
“Are you worried about that?” he asked.
“Not really worried, just sad. Freaked too. They found that poor girl really close to campus.”
“Whoever he is, he doesn’t seem to be targeting college campuses, at least,” Nikoli offered, hoping to calm her nerves a bit. A lot of the girls on campus were starting to worry about that. Campus security had posted flyers everywhere warning women not to go anywhere alone if they could help it. He might be freaked too if he was a girl.