As he watched the thunderheads moving closer to the city, Jim realized just how weary he truly was. It was a fatigue that started deep in the marrow of his bones, radiating out through every sinew, along every vein and nerve ending, resonating every atom of his body.
Exhausted, he thought. Tired of getting up in the morning alone, of drowning himself in his work, of the only calls he ever received being from his editor. He was tired of life, exhausted by the weight of his past. One night of relaxation would be a good thing. He could rejoin the human race for a little while. Just a little while.
Flicking the dog-end of the cigarette onto the concrete of the balcony, he extinguished it with his foot, turned and walked back into the room. A shiver ran through him, it was cool out there.
Jim grabbed his overcoat from the hanger behind the door, threw it on, picked up his wallet and keys from the side table, and headed out the door that would take him to the streets of New Orleans.
Two
Byron Portia slipped his silver-gray Peterbilt Hydro-Con into gear, rumbled out from the truck stop off I-15 and headed toward the interstate onramp.
In his late fifties, Byron was a man who just seemed to slip past the view of most people. If he had walked into a restaurant and blown away a couple of the patrons, the survivors would have been hard-pressed to remember any distinguishing feature. ‘Nondescript’ was the word most people would use to describe him, if they remembered him at all.
Of course, they would be completely wrong.
His unremarkable appearance was carefully cultivated. He did not want people to remember him. The mop of graying hair, usually hidden beneath a Met’s baseball cap, changed color at a whim with the use of an off-the-shelf hair dye. He didn’t favor wigs, too much chance they could fall off in a struggle. The paunch jutting out over his belted Levi’s was sufficient to suggest a lazy, relaxed lifestyle of nights in front of the TV and a diet of Coors and fast food. His naturally frost-blue eyes would occasionally become green, hazel, or brown, altered with the use of disposable tinted contact lenses, and he was always quick to cultivate a beard or mustache, interchanging them as he saw fit. Underneath the baggy, blue flannelled shirt and paunch, he was a tightly muscled man. He worked out regularly using the dumbbells he kept in the back of his big-rig, putting in three hours most afternoons.
Strong as an ox, as his dear departed mom had often said.
He was meticulous about one other thing: maintaining his mask.
It did not matter how careful he was with all of his physical disguises, if you didn’t take into account your mask, then you were screwed. He had learned that little lesson early on in his career. No matter how well he manipulated his appearance to be non-threatening, however shy or coy he acted, how big-brotherly or fatherly he appeared, if he could not control the unconscious thoughts behind his mask he would betray himself.
The bitch in Las Vegas had proved that to him.
The big-rig thundered up the onramp. The interstate filter light showed green, so he slipped the gear stick up a notch and gently eased his foot down on the accelerator, pushing the speedometer toward sixty. He did this on instinct, his subconscious running through the routine of controlling the rig. His conscious mind… elsewhere.
Byron could have activated the rig’s artificial intelligence system and had it drive the vehicle, but he was a man who liked to remain in control of every situation. In all the years he owned the truck, not once had he even thought about turning the AI on.
Instead, he allowed his mind to drift, running through memories almost a quarter century old.
Vegas Baby! What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas. That’s what the old ads had said. That whore of a city, built by the mob and run for years by a mayor who had represented more killers and triggermen than he could probably remember. It was in this God forsaken place his calling had almost ended before it had even begun.
He had picked her up not far off the Strip. There were plenty of nondescript saloons and cantinas scattered throughout Vegas catering to the lonely trucker, back then. Besides, it was always safer to pick them up in a bar rather than straight off the street; much less chance of them being an undercover vice cop.
Sitting at the bar nursing a rapidly warming Bud — he didn’t enjoy beer, so he only occasionally took a sip from the longneck — she had sauntered up to him, taking the vacant barstool next to his.
She was all tits and make-up. She wore a short sequined dress that shimmered and glittered when she moved, cut just low enough to show off her implants. It rustled like a windblown tree when she sat down. Peroxide-blonde hair framed a face pretty enough for her age… and her profession.
“Hi,” she had said, her voice husky from too many cigarettes, “in town long?”
He had shaken his head and smiled at her, taking a swig from the beer, then turned his focus back to the football game playing on the flat-screen TV above the rack of liqueurs.
She pulled a cigarette from her clutch bag and he lit it for her with an envelope of matches from the bar. She made sure she leaned low into him so he could see the full package. Why do they always smoke, he wondered.
“My name’s Jenna,” she said between puffs, extending her hand. He took it and shook it gently, returning her smile. Her skin was warm and dry to the touch. It sent a thrill of revulsion through him.
“Anthony,” said Byron, “Tony to my friends.” He was careful always to use an assumed name.
“Well, Tony,” another Goddamn smile, “do you need a date?”
And that was when he made his mistake. For a second he saw what he was going to do her, its exquisiteness playing through his mind like a scene from a movie. First, the shock of her realization when he showed her the knife — ‘the tools of the trade’ as he preferred to call them — the skittering look of confused terror on her face as she felt the steel slip between her ribs and pierce her heart, the muted gush of blood that would be accompanied by his own gush of liquid as he ended her dreadful, sinful, life.
It was all he could do not to explode right there, so vivid were the images and so intense the need to fulfill God’s will and end this creature’s sinful life. The anticipation brought cold perspiration to his brow as he unconsciously wiped his greasy, sweaty, palms on his trousers.
That was when his mask had slipped. The whore sensed the change in him, her coy expression quickly disintegrating into a look of wariness, a half-realization of just what she was sitting next to, of how close she was to death. It was subconscious but it was there.
“I… I need to go freshen up,” she stuttered, her coquettish demeanor transformed now to one of a cornered alley cat. He could almost see the hair standing up on the back of her neck.
Confusion backlit her eyes as she pushed away from the bar and started to head towards the ladies room. He grabbed her by her forearm, gently but firm enough that she would have to struggle to break his hold.
“Why don’t I come with you,” he asked suggestively.
That’s when the full realization had hit her, and she pulled her arm from his grasp.
“Stay away from me, you weirdo,” she had spat back, flecks of spittle landing against his face. “Stay the fuck away.” Her face was contorted by fear, not by rage, by fear. She backed away, and then disappeared into the gloom of the bar. Byron stood up, trying to look as much like a disgruntled boyfriend as he could.