Rudi was a slippery fuck and more clever than me by half. That argued against careful planning and surveillance. If I’d tried to follow his movements for more than a day or two, he’d sense it. You don’t get to be such a kingpin cocksucker without the feel for being watched. An amateur like me couldn’t set his ass up. He’d have one of his boys put one behind my ear and I’d never see it coming. Had to be done like a surprise party with only one guest and the guest of honor. Chances were good I would get myself killed in the process, but fuck if I wasn’t going to take Rudi with me for company.
Drove to the warehouse where we first met. Parked down the street, way down, watched the cars leave until there was just Rudi’s old Caddy keeping the cobblestones company. Hadn’t seen any cameras during my first trip and I didn’t figure Rudi was a surveillance camera type of guy. No, figured him as strictly old school, the type who liked that his rep would keep people away. Also didn’t strike me as a man who liked tapes and records. Bet you he never wrote shit down. Kept it all in his head.
Took one last look around, knelt down, stuck a blade into the front tire of Rudi’s Caddy. Strode right into the warehouse as I had that first time, quieter though. The crudely painted step van was still in the loading bay, maybe dustier, probably hadn’t moved an inch. Looked up. Saw the light on in the office.
Shouted out, “Rudi!”
Saw his face at the window, smiling. Waved me up.
We were alone in the office. Wasn’t smiling now. Smelled trouble. So I confirmed his fears to relax him.
“I’m fucked, Rudi. Didn’t know who to come to. And I figure you owe me a little something for...”
Relax he did, as long as the woes appeared to be mine. “What’s the trouble, boyo?”
“Cops. Think my best bud in New York has gone over.”
“Jaysus. Nothing worse. Did ya go to Boyle?”
“Can’t. I’m the one got my bud into the crew.”
“Fooked three ways to Sunday, ya are. But what is it ya think I can do for ya?”
“Just need a few days to figure things out. Have you got a safehouse or something, someplace I can go and get my head around it? You owe me that.”
He didn’t look pleased. Rudi wasn’t a man who liked owing people. On the other hand, you need more than fear to inspire loyalty. My sense was that he kept his word even when it killed him to do so. That was a big part of a man’s rep, his word.
“Two days,” he said. “No more.”
Smiled as if he’d commuted my sentence. “Thanks, Rudi.”
“Let’s be on our way.”
Shut the lights and locked the door behind him. Followed him to his Caddy.
“Shite!”
“What?”
“Flat tire.”
Acted twitchy, nervous. “I can’t stay out in the open like this. I’ve got my car down the block.”
Sneered at me. Could tell he thought I was a fool. Cars are easy to trace. I was more trouble than I was worth. He only knew the half of it. Walked down to the Electra.
Actually stopped and admired it. Didn’t make the connection between it and Finney’s rusted piece of shit. Got in behind the wheel. He slid in next to me. Didn’t wait or give him a lecture. Reached over and stuck a twelve inch chefs knife through his liver and pulled it across him widthwise. Yanked it out. Dark thick liquid poured out of him as he sat there frozen and in shock. Pulled away from the curb.
“You should have buried her, Rudi. You should have fucking buried her!”
Took out my shield and mashed it into his face.
In the movies, he would have smiled knowingly or laughed sardonically. In real life he coughed up blood and died. Plastic slipcovers are like a godsend. Found a spot to finish the job I started. Did what needed doing, then headed to Philly. Was back in New York a few days later when the story broke in the Boston rags
Like I said, he should have fucking buried her.
“He didn’t come here for answers. There were no answers. There was only sensation. No answers, and there would be no closure.”
Change is something I never dwelt on. Now it dwells on me.
Remembered my high school physics teacher explaining the myth of solidity. Told us to imagine the distance between the nucleus of an atom and its closest electron as the distance between the sun and Pluto. Not very comforting that. Said that solidity was a rationalization to help us get out of bed every day. Who wanted to live in a world where your next step might sink into the space between Pluto and the sun? Good question. Well, whether I wanted it or not, it was my new world.
When I got back from Philly, the lay of the land had once again changed. Was as if Boyle had waved his magic wand and Nicky was transformed. Presto chango, abra cadabra. Gold Rolex on his wrist, new suits on his skin, new apartment in Tribeca, new distance from me. Oh yeah, there was that freshly broken nose of his. Asked him where he got it.
“Saks Fifth Avenue.”
Cute.
Or was it Boyle at all? Maybe the new woman, Shannon? Had she waved the magic stick? Doubted it. Didn’t strike me as the type for silk suits and style, especially store-bought style. More likely she was the one to have broken his nose.
Frankly didn’t give a rat’s ass about the style changes, but Nicky’s refrigerator friendship was disturbing. Thought we had reached some kind of understanding in spite of our recent troubles, Nick and me. Knew that what I’d done to the deli man had bugged him and my not drinking with Boyle
...Thought I was losing it, getting out of control. Maybe I was. Wonder what he would have thought if he knew I’d just assassinated Rudi and supplemented the diets of several zoo animals with pieces of the bastard’s remains. Wondered if Vinny Podesta would try to knock me down now.
Had my answers soon enough. Met Nicky at Moe’s Tavern in the old neighborhood. Guess our streak at Axel’s had run its course. Moe’s was run by Micky Prada, a good man, bullshit not a word in his vocabulary. Ran Micky’s forever, never seemed to change. We aged. He didn’t.
Nick was at the bar in his Armani suit. Looked good on him, complimented the fading bruises around his nose. Just didn’t seem very comfortable, fidgeting a bit. Said my hellos, grabbed a beer and sat myself down next to the clotheshorse. Took one look at his eyes and understood the discomfort. Coke. Not one of my favorite drugs. Spend the whole evening trying to get as high as you were in the first fifteen minutes. Never works. Only get further away from that original rush.
“Doing lines in the men’s room, huh? Getting a taste for the finer things, that it?”
He made some lame excuse about decent booze.
“Booze my ass. The pupils of your eyes, they’re pinpoints. Only one thing does that.”
Leaned in close to me, sneer on his puss.
“That one of the things they teach you at the Academy, one of those cop instincts you’ve developed?”
Christ. Cover’d been blown. Instead of panic, a kind of peace set in. Fucking relief it was. Didn’t have time to worry how it’d happened.
“So you know about that.”
That set off a chain reaction in Nick that was as good as any laser light show on the planet. Full range of emotions washed over his face in such rapid succession that I lost track. First there was an almost stunned admiration. Point is, rage was at the end and it stayed put.
Signalled to Micky. “Another round.”
Nick nearly exploded. “I’m not freaking drinking with you, you... traitor, damned turncoat.”