“I don’t think now is the time for us to talk,” I said when he didn’t turn to face me and stayed silent.
“Will there ever be a good time?” he replied in a dry tone.
“I’m hungry,” I said, almost wincing at the plaintive note in my words. “I can’t think straight on an empty belly.”
“Fine, order in,” he said sitting down and facing me, his placid expression firmly in place.
“What? Aren’t you going to offer yourself up on the menu?” I quipped.
“I’m not food.” He said the words flatly.
When he didn’t budge or say anything else, I got annoyed. Stupid jerk, first he shows up after I make it clear I want nothing to do with him. Then he gets my libido and hunger raging. And does he satisfy at least one of my needs? No. He just sits there.
He wasn’t the only one who could play mind games. I used my mental link to call one of my castle humans, then I sat down to face him, my own serene expression a match for his.
“I thought you were hungry.” He eventually said when the silence went past stilted into downright uncomfortable.
“I am. Dinner should be arriving any minute.” At his raised brow, I said, “Did I forget to mention during your study that all my blood servants share a mental connection with me? Silly me.”
His jaw tightened. “Seems you forgot to mention a few other items. Or should I say lied.”
“Oh, the kitty cat thing. I never lied. You asked if I could change into a bat. I can’t.”
“Semantics,” he growled.
I smirked in reply.
The door to my suite swung open and closed shut. I enjoyed the look on Rafe’s face as he got a look at my dinner.
Anthony, a young, extremely good looking human male strolled into the room and knelt at my feet.
“Mistress,” he said bowing his head.
“Come here, my pet,” I said patting the space beside me. The cushion sank lower as Anthony sat beside me. I didn’t turn to look, I was much more interested in the expression on Rafe’s face. He said not a word. He didn’t have to. His tight lips, glittering eyes and the forming tic in his jaw said it all.
I stood and turned to face Anthony, who gazed up at me with his chiseled perfection, a beauty that did nothing for me but I would use. I straddled Anthony’s lap, enjoying the breath Rafe sucked in. I tossed over my shoulder a casual, “Are you sure you want to stay? As you know, my food sometimes gets frisky when I eat.”
“Just get it over with,” he replied through what sounded like clenched teeth.
I gave a throaty chuckle before leaning forward to nuzzle the soft skin of Anthony’s neck. I sank my fangs in, injecting him with my euphoric saliva and adding a push of power to make it extra potent. Anthony groaned aloud and his hands came around my body to cup my buttocks. I didn’t usually allow my food to take liberties with my body; however, I couldn’t help niggling Rafe. Petty perhaps, but then again, I’d never claimed sainthood.
I listened intently for Rafe’s reaction as I sucked the coppery blood, but Rafe remained silent. Well, that’s no fun. I pushed more power at Anthony along with a naughty thought. The hands on my ass tightened and kneaded my full cheeks. Anthony also began to gyrate his hips against my cleft which was snug against him in my astride position, and I could tell he was very happy to be under me.
Apparently Rafe wasn’t enjoying the show as much as he had the first time when I’d munched on Annabelle, for I heard him get up and leave, slamming the door behind him.
I refused to let disappointment claim me; after all, I’d wanted a reaction. I won, but why do I feel like such a loser?
I pushed away from Anthony who lolled on the couch with a blissful smile on his face and a wet spot on the front of his jeans. Human males were such simple creatures.
“Get out.” My words were curt, but Anthony didn’t seem to care as he floated out with a dreamy expression. Alone, I paced, hating that a part of me wished Rafe would come back. Even worse, I had to fight an urge to go after him.
Agitated, I threw myself on my bed in the adjoining room and fell into a restless sleep. A sleep punctuated with dreams of fucking Rafe. Worshipping his body. Screaming in ecstasy even as he thrashed and died beneath me, the toxicity of my love poisoning his body.
Awake, I might sometimes forget that my touch is deadly to most, but my mind knows better. If only my heart would listen.
Chapter Nine
“What the fuck is he doing here?” I ranted. I’d woken up in a foul mood, and having had time to shake off my surprise over seeing Rafe, realized that he’d not appeared in this hidden place by accident.
“Who are you talking about?” Lily asked as she finished coiffing her hair in an elaborate chignon in front of the mirror.
“Rafe,” I growled.
“You mean Dr. Angelus? I invited him, actually,” Lily said with a smile as she turned to face me.
“You what?” I sputtered. “Why would you do that? He lied to us about being a human and used that lie to get close to us, to examine us. Doesn’t that worry you at all? He could be the enemy, for all you know, gathering intel. What the fuck were you thinking?”
“He’s not our enemy,” Lily stated with assurance.
I frowned at her. “And just how can you be sure of that?”
“Call it intuition.”
Sometimes Lily could frustrate me, especially when she pulled her all-knowing shit, but even I had to grudgingly admit, thus far, she’d always ended up right. But even if Rafe and his kind weren’t foes, another fact hadn’t changed. “Fine. I won’t throw him in the dungeon, but I still don’t understand why you’d invite him. He’s made it clear his people won’t help us, so I don’t see his use.” And I can’t be around him without wanting to kill him between my thighs.
“Help or not, I want to know who and what he is.”
“What? Didn’t your intuition tell you?” I asked sarcastically.
Lily arched a brow at me and I clamped my lips shut. Friendship only went so far. “I actually have a fair idea of what race he belongs to, but I prefer to deal in absolutes, not conjecture.”
It didn’t surprise me Lily had an inkling of what species Rafe belonged to. Oldest of all the vampires, her knowledge surpassed several times over what the most learned scholars could claim to know. I’d tried in the past to discover her history, how she came to our lifestyle, but somehow she always managed to evade answering. Liking my head on my shoulders, I’d never pushed the issue.
“I don’t understand why you need me present while you sate your curiosity,” I complained. I really wanted to leave before he arrived and threw me even more off kilter. Not that I’d fully regained my balance since meeting him. The jerk. I hated the lack of control he created in me.
“I want you present so you can hear what he has to say because I got the impression from your report on your dealings with him that he knows something about the daemons. As my general, I would have thought that fact alone would make you want to pick his brain.”
I simmered at her logic and refused to reply. Childish, petty, I didn’t care. Rafe brought out the human in me.
A knock sounded. “Speaking of whom, that must be him.” Lily waved her hand and the door to her parlor swung open on her ghostly will.