Benton examines another photograph, focusing on it in his memory as Henri gets up from her chair. She mutters that she wants more coffee and will get it herself. Benton processes what she says and the fact that his pistol is in the kitchen cabinet, but she doesn't know which cabinet because her back was to him when he tucked the pistol out of sight. He watches her, reading what she is doing in the moment while he reads the hieroglyphics of the injuries, the peculiar marks on her body. The tops of her hands were red because he or she, and Benton will not assume the gender of her assailant, bruised her. She had fresh contusions on the tops of her hands, and she had several reddish areas of contusion on her upper back. Over the next few days, the redness from subcutaneous broken blood vessels darkened to a stormy purple.
Benton watches Henri pour more coffee. He thinks about the photo oraphs of her unconscious body in situ. The fact that her body is beautiful is of no importance beyond Benton's consideration that all details of her appearance and behavior may have been violent triggers to the person who tried to murder her. Henri is thin but most assuredly not androgynous. She has breasts and pubic hair and would not appeal to a pedophile. At the time of the assault, she was sexually active.
He watches her return to the leather chair, both hands cupping the mug of coffee. It doesn't bother him that she is inconsiderate. A polite person would have asked if he would like more coffee too, but Henri is probably one of the most selfish, insensitive people Benton has ever met and was selfish and insensitive before the attack and will always be selfish and insensitive. It would be a good thing if she were never around Lucy again. But he has no right to wish that or make it happen, he tells himself.
"Henri," Benton says, getting up for more coffee, "are you up for doing a fact-check this morning?"
"Yes. But I can't remember." Her voice follows him into the kitchen. "I know you don't believe me."
"Why do you think that?" He pours more coffee and returns to the living toom.
"The doctor didn't."
"Oh yes, the doctor. He said he didn't believe you," Benton says as he sits back down on the couch. "I think you know my opinion of that doctor, but I'll express it again. He thinks women are hysterical and doesn't like them, certainly he has no respect for them, and that's because he is afraid of them. He's also an ER doctor, and he knows nothing about violent offenders or victims."
He thinks I did this to myself," Henri replies angrily. "He thinks I didn't hear what he said to the nurse."
Benton is careful how he reacts. Henri is offering new information. He can only hope that it is true. "Tell me," he says. "I would very much like to know what he said to the nurse."
"I should sue the asshole," she adds.
Benton waits, sipping his coffee.
"Maybe I will sue him," she adds, spitefully. "He thought I didn't hear him because The had my eyes shut when he walked into the room. I was lying there half asleep and the nurse was in the doorway and then he showed up. So I pretended I was out of it."
"Pretended you were asleep," Benton says.
She nods.
"You're a trained actor. You used to be a professional actor."
"I still am. You don't just stop being an actor. I'm just not in any productions right now because I have other things to do."
"You've always been good at acting, I would imagine," he says.
"Yes."
"At pretending. You've always been good at pretending." He pauses. "Do you pretend things often, Henri?"
Her eyes get hard as she looks at him. "I was pretending in the hospital room so I could hear the doctor. I heard every word. He said, 'Nothing like being raped if you're mad at someone. Payback's hell.' And he laughed."
"I don't blame you for wanting to sue him," Benton says. "This was in the ER?"
"No, no. In my room. Later that day when they moved me to one of the floors, after all the tests. I don't remember which floor."
"That's even worse," Benton says. "He shouldn't have come to your room at all. He's an ER doctor and isn't assigned to one of the floors. He stopped by because he was curious, and that's not right."
"I'm going to sue him. I hate his guts." She rubs her toe again, and her bruised toe and the bruises on her hands have faded to a nicotine-yellow. "He made some comment about Dextro Heads. I don't know what that is, but he was insulting me, making fun of me."
Again, this is new information, and Benton feels renewed hope that with time and patience, she will remember more or be more truthful. "A Dextro Head is someone who abuses allergy and flu remedies or cough syrups that have opiates. It's popular among teenagers, unfortunately."
"The asshole," she mutters, picking at her robe. "Can't you do something to get him into trouble?"
"Henri, do you have any idea why he indicated you were raped?" Benton asks.
"I don't know. I don't think I was."
"Do you remember the forensic nurse?"
She slowly shakes her head, no.
"You were wheeled into an examination room near the ER, and a physical evidence recovery kit was used. You know what that is, don't you? When you got tired of acting, you were a police officer before Lucy met you in L.A. this fall, just a few months ago, and hired you. So you know about swabs and collecting hair and fibers and all the rest."
"I didn't get tired of it. I just wanted time off from it, to do something else."
"Okay. But you remember the PERK?"
She nods.
"And the nurse? She was very nice, I'm told. Her name is Brenda. She examined you for sexual assault injury and evidence. The room is also used for children and was filled with stuffed animals. The wallpaper was Winnie the Pooh, bears, honeypots, trees. Brenda wasn't wearing a nurse's uniform. She had on a light blue suit."
"You weren't there."
"She told me over the phone."
Henri stares at her bare feet, which are up on the chair cushion. "You asked her what she had on?"
She's got hazel eyes, short black hair." Benton tries to dislodge what Henri is repressing or pretends to be repressing, and it is time to discuss the physical evidence recovery kit. "There was no seminal fluid, Henri.
No evidence of sexual assault. But Brenda found fibers adhering to your skin. It appears you had on some sort of lotion or body oil. Do you remember if you put on lotion or body oil that morning?"
"No," she quietly replies. "But I can't say I didn't."
"Your skin was oily," Ben ton says. "According to Brenda. She detected.1 fragrance. A nice fragrance like a pertumed body lotion.'
"He didn't put it on me."
"He?"
"It must have been a he. Don't you think it was a he?" she says in a hoprfu! rone1 tku imgs off key, the way voice.-)»ound \\iicn people are trying to fool themselves or others. "It couldn't have been a she. A woman. Women don't do things like that."
"Women do all sorts of things. Right now we don't know if it was a man or a woman. Several head hairs were found on the mattress in the bedroom, black curly ones. Maybe five, six inches long."
"Well, we'll know soon enough, right? They can get DNA from the hair and find out it's not a woman," she says.
"I'm afraid they can't. The kind of DNA testing they're doing can't determine gender. Possibly race, but not gender. And even race will take at least a month. Then you think you might have put on the body lotion yourself."
"No. But he didn't. I wouldn't have let him do it. I would have fought him if I'd had a chance. He probably wanted to do it."
"And you didn't put the lotion on yourself?"
"I said he didn't and I didn't and that's enough. It's none of your business."