Noah got his hands on Lindsay’s ass and pulled him in close with a groan. “I love sex,” he murmured in Lindsay’s ear.
Lindsay was beginning to get the idea; it fit with everything Noah was, heat and passion and ferocity.
He writhed, pushing in deeper, and nipped at the line of Noah’s jaw. “Show me,” he whispered, getting one hand on Noah’s cock. He was also beginning to understand why Dane liked it when he was vocal in bed.
“Let me hear you. I want to know how much you like it.”
The touches and the words seemed to leave Noah wordless for a moment, all he had for Lindsay were gasps and his pleasure-drunk expression. Then he leaned in to kiss Lindsay hard, winding his hand in Lindsay’s hair to hold him there for one hot, wet kiss after another. Shivers ran through him, making him tighter around Lindsay’s cock with wave after wave.
“Getting fucked by you is incredible,” he whispered against Lindsay’s lips. “You feel so good, Lin.
Knowing you’re in me, in any way, in my head, inside me...makes me feel safe. Real. I want it. You. Keep thinking about it. I want you to have me. Take me. Need to know you want me like this.”
“I do, Noah.” Lindsay had wanted him since that day at the school, when he’d known it was impossible, and that had only gotten stronger as Noah had healed and revealed the man he really was beneath the scars. He moved faster, harder, trying to show Noah how he felt with more than words.
Too soon, heat crept up from his belly and he had to struggle to keep control of himself, to keep from coming already. He wanted to hear Noah, didn’t want to lose a single word in the rush of his own pleasure.
Noah wrapped his legs around Lindsay’s hips and let go of Lindsay’s hair to grab the sheets instead.
When he came, he was still begging Lindsay for more, already babbling half-coherently about everything he wanted Lindsay to do to him and with him, tonight, tomorrow, and days after that.
Finally, Lindsay could let himself go. He let Noah’s words wash over him as he fucked Noah hard and fast, and came with a sharp cry. The force of it left him gasping and shivering, and he barely managed to keep from collapsing onto Noah as his hips moved instinctively, drawing more pleasure from his oversensitive flesh.
Noah held on to him, trying to get as close as he could. “That feels amazing,” he panted, pressing aimless, scattered kisses to Lindsay’s shoulder and neck. “Giving it up to you like that.”
Dipping his head to catch Noah’s mouth in a soft kiss, Lindsay admitted, “I want it to be like that all the time.” He wasn’t sure he had words for how it made him feel, but he’d experienced it with Dane too, that completeness.
“It will be.” Noah sounded like they were discussing gravity. “I’m yours.”
Lindsay loved that surety. He pulled out and Noah moved with him so that they changed places and Lindsay lay against his chest now, soaking up his warmth. Noah’s certainty reminded him of Dane, when Dane had first said Lindsay was his and couldn’t be taken away.
Dane. There was an empty place inside him aching for Dane to return. They’d gotten him out, but he still wasn’t back. Not yet.
All Lindsay could do was give him time. Meanwhile, he’d give Noah what Noah needed, and get a little of what he needed too. The warmth and contact were good, but the intimacy—knowing Noah had been inside his worst nightmares as much as he’d been inside Noah, that Noah knew him now—made being with Noah easy and comforting.
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Noah tucked them both in and curled up around Lindsay, cradling him in the crook of his arm and pressing gentle kisses to his hair. He was quiet for a while, but not asleep. He petted Lindsay’s hair and rubbed his back, the warmth of his hand easing away Lindsay’s aches and tension.
“He’ll be back soon,” Noah said at last, like he could hear Lindsay thinking. “He needs to be here, with you. This is his place. Try to sleep for now.”
Noah knew more about these things than Lindsay, and he wouldn’t let either of them lie there doing nothing if Dane needed their help to find his way home. That made it easier to relax, even if it hurt to do nothing. Lindsay kissed Noah’s chest, warm skin under his lips, and closed his eyes.
“Thank you for being here,” Lindsay whispered. “And for everything else.”
“This is where I should be.” Noah let his cheek rest against Lindsay’s hair and Lindsay felt as much as heard his sigh. “You have as much to do with it as I do.” The candlelight faded away into darkness.
Cyrus had chosen well, pairing Lindsay and Noah, for both of them. They fit together, better than Lindsay could have imagined. Lindsay owed the old mage a great deal; he had more reason than ever before to wipe Moore and her creations off the face of the earth.
Lindsay let Noah’s presence and the darkness soothe him into much-needed sleep. Noises from outside woke him again and again, but each time, Noah’s warmth let him drift off again.
If they’d taken Jonas’s collar off completely, Dane wouldn’t have been able to leave. As it was, he couldn’t make himself stay. This wasn’t his city, but he wanted to be out in it. The night was calling him; the scents and sounds would be enough to keep the beast in him from howling at the moon in grief.
Detroit smelled nothing like New York—less organic, more like dankness and iron. The cars were the same, the gunshots were the same, the raised voices were the same, but coming from different directions when he turned to face where the moon would be if the clouds would part. He breathed in and caught the faint taste of fresh water.
The empty wind blew sweeter, the closer he came to the water’s edge, then pushed the clouds apart to let the moon through. Every time it touched his face or tickled his ear, he turned into it, listening, before his rational mind could remind his instinct that there was no one there. Maybe if he’d stayed indoors, he would have had a little longer before he had to deal with it.
On a bridge, he stopped and leaned on the railing, staring down into the black water. It felt like he was still missing his magic, like he’d been shot through the chest and it wouldn’t heal.
He couldn’t waste time feeling like this. Cyrus would tell him to stop playing at being human, tell him that he didn’t have the luxury of regret. He’d done too much wrong to afford it.
He pushed away from the rail and kept going to lose himself in the soft, domesticated forest of an island that was a physical manifestation of relief from the grinding jaw of the city. His bare feet took him
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down toward the water. He had no idea where his shoes had gone, only hoped he’d had the intelligence to take them off before he left the house.
The lake, striated with moonlight and shadows, washed up against a narrow stripe of beach. The wind was full in his face and he made himself breathe.
Get used to it. It’s not going to change. He’d come back from death, but it was too late for Cyrus.
He’d seen the dead raised after the fact—it didn’t make them less dead. Cyrus would slap him for it anyway.
At first he thought he was hearing an owl in the trees, but the wings came closer and he could hear the serrated edge of them biting through the air, eating up distance. His mind argued with itself about what could or couldn’t be coming his way. A shadow blocked out the stars and the moon, wheeling about overhead and erasing all the answers but one.
Dane sat on a stone and waited. When the wings fell silent, he heard the faint sound of bare feet and the hem of a robe on the sand.
Ezqel. Dane waited for whatever it was the old fae mage had come to say, even if he didn’t want to hear it.