As the minutes ticked by and the tension continued to build, my fuse got shorter and shorter. Finally, I turned to Big Al, who was standing beside me. His face was grim, his hands jammed deep in his jacket pockets.
"God damn it!" I complained. "Why the hell doesn't she send 'em into the gym? I'd bet money they're in the girls' locker room."
Just then someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around and found myself eyeball to eyeball with Chief Marilyn Sykes herself. She was a fairly tall woman in her mid-forties, with sharp, hazel eyes and a tough, overbearing way about her.
"Are you Detective Beaumont?" she demanded.
I nodded. "I am."
"As I'm sure you realize, Detective Beaumont," she continued severely, "we've got a potentially dangerous situation here. What I don't need is a Monday-morning quarterback second-guessing my decisions, is that clear?"
Chastised, I gave the only possible response I could muster: "Yes, Ma'am."
She turned on her heel. "Come with me," she ordered over her shoulder.
I looked at Big AI, whose only consolation was a sheepish shrug of his shoulders. Without a word, I followed. She led me back to where her car was parked before she stopped and waited for me. By then, we were well out of earshot of all the reporters.
"The detective who's missing, Detective Peters. He's your partner?"
"Yes."
Turning away, she reached into her car and pulled out a handheld walkie-talkie. She flicked a switch. "Come in, George. Have you cleared the way to the locker-room door yet?"
"Check," a voice crackled from the device in her hand. "Just now."
"All right. I've got someone here, Detective Beaumont from Seattle P.D., who thinks they're in that locker room. I'm sending him in with you."
I pulled my.38 from its holster and started scrambling out of her car. "Just a minute, Detective Beaumont," she snapped.
I stopped. Chief Sykes picked up a long roll of paper from the floor of the front seat. When she spread it out on the backseat, it was a detailed architectural drawing of the high school plant. With a slender, well-manicured finger, she traced a line from where we stood to the girls' locker room.
"This is the part we've secured," she said. "Don't go any other way, understand?"
"Right," I said.
"And no heroics. You want to see your partner alive, and so do we."
Once again she reached into the front seat. This time she brought out a bulletproof vest. "Put this on," she said. "Now get going."
I shrugged my way into the flak jacket and paused for just a moment before I bailed out of the car. Marilyn Sykes met my gaze without flinching. She was tough, all right, but not in the way her detractors meant. There was a soft spot, too. Not the kind of softness that translates into weakness, but a certain empathy that told me sometime in her past she, too, had lived with a partner in jeopardy, that she knew the terrible helplessness of doing nothing.
Someday, when we had time, Chief Marilyn Sykes and Detective J. P. Beaumont would have to sit down, have a drink, and talk about it. But not now.
"Thanks," I said, then took off.
I trotted through the buildings, careful not to deviate from the path she had laid out. My footsteps echoed through the silent walkways. I'm not prone to prayer, but I found myself muttering one as I ran. "Let him be safe, God. Please let him be safe."
A uniformed Mercer Island officer motioned me into the gym. "They're waiting for you by the door to the locker room," he whispered as I passed.
Waiting they were. Three officers, all wearing bulletproof vests, crouched against the wall on either side of the door. One of them motioned for me to join him. When I was in position behind him, he raised a bullhorn to his lips.
"Come on out, Mrs. Wynn. You're surrounded. Give yourself up."
There was no answer. The blank, silent door gave no hint of what was happening on the other side. We waited one endless minute. We waited two.
"Come on out, Mrs. Wynn. Come out before we have to come in after you."
Still there was nothing. No sound. Images of bloody carnage raced through my mind. Too many years on homicide had left my imagination with too much fuel for the fire. I pictured Peters lying facedown in a pool of blood or dangling on the end of a rope with his head flopped limply to one side. In the silence I heard an imaginary hail of bullets slice into the door when we attempted to push it open.
"On the count of three, we're coming in. One…Two…Three…" One of the members of the team on the other side of the door reached out and tried to open it. Nothing happened. It was locked.
The leader, the man beside me, nodded to the guy on the other side. "Big Bertha it is."
The third man came forward carrying a handheld battering ram. He popped the door twice before the lock crumbled. As the door swung open, the silence was deafening.
Crouching low, weapon in hand, I followed the leader into the darkened locker room. We switched on the lights. Inside, we wormed our way around first one bank of lockers and then another. The place was empty.
Peters wasn't in the locker room, and neither was Candace Wynn. They had been there, though. At least someone had.
The locker, the one with the list in it, the Mercer Island High School cheerleader trophy list, had been smashed to pieces by someone wielding a heavy object. I could make out only one or two letters from the battered piece of metal that had once been the inscribed ceiling.
"All clear in here, Chief," the leader said into his walkie-talkie. He put the microphone into his pocket, then walked up closer to the damaged locker.
"What do you suppose went on here?" he asked.
"Beats me," I told him. Quickly, I moved away to the other side of the room, out of casual conversation range but close enough to hear him give the all-clear to Chief Sykes via his walkie-talkie. I tried my best to become invisible. Just because Chief Sykes had been kind enough to include me in the operation didn't necessarily obligate me to full disclosure. I didn't want to tell them everything I knew. That locker list might somehow still be useful.
Marilyn Sykes strode into the locker room about that time. She glanced in my direction, then walked up to join the man by the locker. "Vandalism?" I heard her ask.
The man shrugged. "I give up. It's funny, but it looks like this is the only locker that was damaged." For a moment, Chief Sykes gazed at the mangled pile of sheet metal.
"Somebody went to a hell of a lot of trouble to destroy this one," she said. Then she turned to me. "What do you think, Detective Beaumont?" she asked.
Whether or not I wanted to be, she had pulled me back into the conversation. "Do you think this has anything to do with your partner's disappearance?"
By aiming her question directly at me, Chief Marilyn Sykes created an instant moral dilemma. I owed her, goddamnit! She had let me through the barricades onto her turf, and I owed her.
"I'd have the crime lab take a look at it if I were you," I suggested. That let me off the hook without my having to give up too much.
She nodded. "All right."
Wanting to get away quick, before she could ask me anything more, I turned and walked out of the locker room. Halfway down the walkway, I ran headlong into Ned Browning rushing toward the gym. "Hello there, Ned," I said.
He stopped cold when he saw me. He was uncharacteristically agitated. "Oh, yes, Detective…Detective…I'm sorry, I don't remember your name."