“You and your strays,” Leo commented as he touched Zeke’s forehead to check for fever.
“Yes, so glad I’m not as hard-hearted as you.” I didn’t roll my eyes. Instead, I used them to look around the room for a place to sleep. It looked like it was the bathtub for me, as Leo would no doubt be taking the couch downstairs in my office. I could take care of myself, but Zeke and Griffin couldn’t say the same, not right now.
“I’ll take the couch tonight,” he said, a virtual echo of my thoughts. As predictable as the Vegas summer sun and as predictable as me. I wouldn’t have left him either.
“He’s too sick to be here,” Griffin said in the morning. “He’s too sick to be anyplace but the hospital.”
The pills the Eden House doctors had given to Griffin weren’t touching Zeke’s pain. Only morphine and sedation would have. He’d fisted the sheets and covers beneath his hands and was sweating profusely. “F-fine,” he stuttered between clenched teeth. “I’m . . . fine.”
“Which is why I feel like I’m fucking dying,” Griffin spat, hand clamped tightly around Zeke’s wrist as if he wished he could take the pain instead of only feel it. “God.” His other hand was tangled in his hair and he looked like he needed a shower in the worst way since I’d first seen his dirty, scrawny seventeen-year-old frame.
“No hospital.” Zeke transferred his grip from the sheets to Griffin’s leg, the fingers biting in hard. “They’ll know. They’ll recognize me. Fingerprints.”
He was paranoid. Although his fingerprints were in the juvy system, they wouldn’t have made it to the adult one. And even if they had, the hospital wasn’t going to fingerprint him. You couldn’t tell him that though, couldn’t get him to believe it. After what he’d gone through as a child, I wouldn’t have believed it either. Not to mention the fact that Eden House had planned this. They’d seen Zeke getting stronger and stronger with his psychic abilities. They’d set Griffin up as a spy and if Zeke ended up in a psych ward from what he babbled under the IV drugs at a hospital—well, was that so bad?
“When can he have more pills?” I asked Griffin.
“Three more hours.” Torture was relative, but no matter how you looked at it, for Zeke—for Griffin, three hours was more than a long time. It was forever.
I pried Zeke’s fingers from Griffin’s arm and Griffin’s hand from Zeke’s wrist. “Take a shower. I’ll take care of Zeke.”
Griffin looked at Zeke’s gray face, tightly screwed eyes, then back at me doubtfully, a little hopelessly. “How?”
“Because I will. Now go. Robe and towels in the closet to the right.” He followed my directions blankly after gripping his partner ’s shoulder lightly. He didn’t pay attention to the fact that the bedroom and bathroom were one room and that he was showering feet away from us, the shadowed silhouette of his body showing through the curtain. Too far gone to care or flirt. And he moved like an old man . . . an old man in a lot of pain. A harsh shadow of Zeke’s pain.
“We’re here.”
I was holding Zeke’s hand now, feeling my bones creak under the desperate pressure as I looked up to see Leo, the no-name girl, and her fat dog in the doorway. Both had been coming by every day for food as I’d invited them to. Leo said she hadn’t been by yet this morning. I’d known it wouldn’t be long before she showed up. Koko’s round stomach needed maintaining. The girl might be able to hold off on breakfast herself, but he wouldn’t be willing to. Little pig. The dog grinned as if he knew what I was thinking and wriggled his butt in a spring for the bed. I shook my head at him. That motion would have Zeke screaming in pain. “Later, Koko.”
He sighed, then made for the nearest rug and rolled a good handful of brown hair on it, then rested on his back, happy as happy can be. All across his pink stomach were scars, crisscrossed . . . everywhere. Too many for even the best vet to fix. I’d seen that the first day I’d spotted the girl and her dog. I’d known then what she could do. “So you fixed Franken-doggy, did you?” I said to her.
The brown hair fell like a curtain, barely concealing her suspicious blue eyes. “He was like that when I found him.”
“Sure he was,” I said lightly. I’d known all along she was special, just as Zeke and Griffin were special. I had a knack for that; our whole family did—passed from generation to wandering generation. We’d seen it all in the way that only those who wanted to, had to cross every hill they saw could. If it existed, one of us had seen it. “Come over here, would you?”
I don’t think she would have, but Leo was at her back and she wasn’t leaving her dog. Not for anything. She moved closer to the bed. “Figure out your name yet?” I asked.
“No.” She hesitated and moved closer. “Your friend. He’s sick. He’s getting better, but he’s still really sick.”
“Yes, he is.” I patted the air above the bed and she slowly and carefully sat. Even so, Zeke’s teeth went through his bottom lip, blood welling, and I heard Griffin stagger in the shower. “It would be an amazing thing, a wonderful thing if you could do to him what you did to Franken-pup. He hurts, Whisper. He hurts. . . .”
“So much,” she finished in a stronger voice than her name. “And how did you know that’s my name? I didn’t even know.”
“You whisper the pain away. That’s what healers do.” I reached over and took her slightly grubby hand and laid it on Zeke’s chest. “Whisper our friend’s away. Please.”
And after a brief pause, she did. She leaned in and whispered in his ear. I couldn’t hear what she said. If I could have, I’m not sure it would’ve made sense to me. I wasn’t a healer . . . far from it. Her hand continued to rest on his chest as she whispered. It started to shake for a moment, but I rested mine on top of hers and kept it in place. The power that hummed under my skin was incredible. It took a long time, or maybe it only seemed that way. An hour or minutes. I hadn’t checked the clock. The first thing that let me know it was over was not Zeke; it was Griffin. I heard an exhalation so deep and sharp that I wasn’t surprised to hear him fall against the porcelain next. It sounded like his knees that hit. I assumed he was all right when I heard him breathe his partner ’s name in pure relief.
Zeke opened his eyes. Not in surprise or shock or even curiosity at being healed or the sudden lack of pain. Because that was Zeke, living . . . no, existing in the moment. “I’m hungry,” he announced. He looked at the girl. “Are you hungry?”
Small white teeth flashed as she nodded. “Me, and Koko too.”
We sent out for pizza while the dog ate the leftover meat loaf and Zeke took the next shower, squeezing his partner’s shoulder through the robe as he passed him, silently saying what Zeke himself had trouble even understanding. Griffin hit the bed and was asleep literally in midair. He hadn’t woken up long ago, but the relief from pain had him out again. The girl . . . Whisper . . . watched Zeke walk to the tub with something like awe and fear. “He’s strange—inside his head. Different than everyone else.” She brushed a strand of hair behind her ear marked with multiple piercings. “I couldn’t fix that.”
“Good,” I said matter-of-factly, sitting on the rug and rubbing the dog’s belly. “Some things can’t be fixed and some things shouldn’t be fixed and some things aren’t yours to fix.”
“So . . .” She knelt beside me and tickled under Ko ko’s chin. “You’ve seen someone like me before. Someone who can fix animals and people.”
“Once. But she was really old and gone by now, I think.” Her eyes dulled in disappointment. “But,” I went on, “this sort of thing tends to run in families. I was thinking about sending you down there. Louisiana. Her family likes me. They’ll take you in. Teach you what they know if they have any other healers there, and I imagine they do. It’s a big family.”