"Whenever I say it, I want to wash my mouth and my body," Harenn growled.
Outside the port building, the golden sun of Klimkinnar shone with tropical warmth, and the air was heavy with humidity. For a moment, Kendi was transported back to the muggy frog farm where he had spent three years as a slave, and he forced himself to shake off the memories.
The streets were paved, if that was the word for it, with lush emerald grass. Tiny purple flowers and gray mushrooms peeked between the blades. Green shrubs lined the low buildings and gray sidewalks, and Kendi realized with a start he didn't know the name of the city. Steady streams of people moved up and down the walks, and groundcars buzzed over the grass, not quite touching the tender green blades. No flitcars crossed the sky-Klimkinnar didn't allow much private air traffic.
A series of empty groundcars queued up near the curb, each with a name printed on the side. Kendi moved down the line until he came to one marked "Weaver." He pressed his thumb to the lock of the vehicle and it popped open. The name erased itself.
"Here we go," Kendi said, and climbed into the driver's seat. Harenn, her blue veil fluttering slightly in the breeze, got in on the passenger's side. Directions to the Markovi farm flashed across the car's onboard computer-Kendi made a mental note to thank Ben later-and Kendi maneuvered carefully into the heavy traffic surrounding the spaceport terminal.
After a moment, Harenn said, "I must admit that I do not understand why we are here."
"Turn left at the next intersection," the computer said in a pleasant, friendly voice.
"Huh?" Kendi scooted around a cargo hauler and made the turn. "We're rescuing your son. What have we been talking about for the last-"
"I mean," Harenn said, "I do not understand why we are here instead of looking for your family."
"Oh." Kendi concentrated on driving for a moment. They reached the edge of the city, whatever its name was, and the buildings grew sparser, as did the traffic. "I didn't explain that?"
"No, and I was… I was afraid to press in case you changed your mind. Even on the bridge before we landed, I was afraid you would change your mind." Harenn tugged at her veil. "For many years when we were part of Mother Ara's team, I watched you jump every time you thought you had something that would lead you to your family. I know that you and they were sold because you were Silent, but-"
"That's not quite right," Kendi interjected. "My family and I were colonists on a ship that was captured by slavers. I was twelve. A woman named Giselle Blanc bought me and my mother, but someone else bought my dad and my sister and brother. I never saw them again. Three years later, Blanc found out that Mom and I were both Silent, and she decided to sell us for a hefty profit. My mom was sold, and I never saw her again, either. Then Ara bought me and set me free. After the Children of Irfan taught me how to use my Silence, I looked for my family everywhere in the Dream but no luck. Then the Despair hit, and Sejal touched almost every Silent mind in the universe. He told me he felt a man and a woman who are sure to be my relatives-though I don't know which relatives-and that he felt Bedj-ka, too. That's why we're here."
"This is not what I am asking, Kendi. You are a hero of the-"
"Stop saying that," Kendi said. Traffic cleared and he sped up.
"— of the Despair, and it is true whether you deny it or not. Padric Sufur's twisted children failed to destroy the Dream because of you-"
"And because of Ben and because of Sejal and Katsu and Vidya and Prasad and a whole mess of other people," Kendi pointed out.
"But you are the only one who took advantage of your status," Harenn continued, ruthlessly pursuing the point. "Vidya and Prasad and Katsu and Sejal were content to become a family again and settle among the Children of Irfan. Ben seems to be happy following you wherever you go. But you-well, I do have to say that I have never thought of you as a modest person-"
"Thanks."
"— but you went beyond mere immodesty. You bullied the Council of Irfan into giving you an expensive ship-"
" Loaning me an expensive ship."
"— something which usually only a Father Adept is granted, and then you staffed it with not one but two so very priceless Silent who can still reach the Dream-"
"Yeah, well Ben threatened to quit his consulting job, and the Council didn't want to lose him, especially since he's Silent now and they're hoping he'll become a Brother one day."
"— and then you took this expensive ship off to find not your family, but mine. So I am asking-why are you doing this?"
Kendi drove in silence for several moments. Then he said, "It's because of Ben."
"This you need to explain."
"When I go home at night-or back to my quarters, anyway-Ben is there. I have somebody, and you-" He stopped and felt his face turn hot.
"I have no one?"
Kendi cursed himself. There were a hundred other things he could have said, but he had to choose the one that would throw Harenn's broken family into her face.
"It's not just that," he hastened to add. "It's also because Bedj-ka is still a little kid. He isn't even ten years old yet. My brother would be over thirty now, and my sister's in her mid-twenties. They're adults. They don't… they don't need their family like Bedj-ka does. So I decided we should find him first."
Harenn looked at him. "That sounds like something Mother Ara would have said."
Kendi stiffened and stared straight ahead at the green road unwinding before him. Trees, fields, and scattered houses rushed quietly past the groundcar. Harenn's remark had pierced him like an arrow, and he didn't know how to feel. Pride mixed with sorrow mixed with… relief? To Kendi's horror, his eyes teared up. He firmed his jaw. Not in front of Harenn, not while he was in charge of the expedition and she was under his command, however casual that command might be.
Harenn lightly touched his hand. "Whatever the reason, I am glad you made this choice." Then she turned to stare out her own window, leaving Kendi free to rub his eyes without being observed.
They traveled for some time in companionable silence until the computer said, "Your destination is one hundred meters ahead of you on the right." Harenn sat up straight. Kendi turned down a short gravel driveway that ended in front of a tall, barred gate. From this vantage point, Kendi could see that the trees and brush lining the road actually concealed a high concrete wall that presumably ran around the perimeter of the farm. A sign on the gate read,
Sunnytree Farm
A Division of the L.L. Venus Corporation
Douglas J. Markovi, Manager
"L.L. Venus," Harenn said. "The chocolate company?"
"We carried a whole bunch of their stuff when we posed as merchants back on Rust," Kendi said, re-reading the sign. "All life-they use slaves?"
"So it would seem." Harenn's voice was tight, and her hands were clasped in her lap.
"But they're a candy company," Kendi said almost plaintively. "They buy children to work their farms?"
"It does not matter what a corporation produces," Harenn said. "It will always seek the cheapest method of production."
Kendi tried to estimate out how many pounds of L.L. Venus chocolate he had eaten over the years. The best answer he could come up with was "a lot." He felt slightly sick.
The dashboard screen chimed. He tapped it, and a smartly-dressed woman appeared.
"Welcome to Sunnytree Farm," she said. Her voice was impossibly low and smooth, and Kendi figured she was computer-generated. "How may I help you?"
"My name is Kendi Weaver. We need to talk to your manager, please," Kendi said, politely, just in case the woman was real.
"Do you have an appointment?"
"I'm afraid we don't, but it's very important. It's a personal matter about one of his-the farm's-slaves. Is Mr. Markovi available?" Always go straight to the top, Ara had taught.