“What the hell? What is she doing in West Virginia?” he asked.
I felt my blood start to boil. I knew exactly why she was here. “I have a pretty good idea,” I spit out.
His eyes widened as he realized what—or rather, who—I was talking about. “Jesse.”
“Jesse,” I confirmed.
“How did she even know where to find him? We searched for months, and nothing came up. There are thousands of people in this town, and we just took a chance and hoped for the best when we came here.”
“She obviously came here to find him. I’m betting if she has a job here, then she plans to stay for a while. She must have found him.”
“Fuck!” Andy growled.
Nausea overtook me as I realized what that could mean. “Andy, you don’t think…”
“What?”
“You don’t think she told him what she knows, do you? I never wanted him to know!” Tears were threatening to run down my cheeks, but I refused to let them flow.
“She wouldn’t.”
“Are you serious right now? Look at what she’s already done! There’s no way that she didn’t tell him.”
“Unless…”
“Unless, what?”
“Unless she didn’t tell him yet. Maybe she’s saving it for when you show up. I never kept it a secret that you were searching for him. Maybe she wants to use it to hurt you if you ever found him.”
I paled as I thought about it. He was right. That was something that Ally would do without thinking twice. When it came to her, she always did what she needed to make sure she would come out on top.
“Oh god, you’re right,” I whispered. “She’s going to destroy me as soon as she knows I’m in town.”
“Breathe, Emma. It’s going to be okay. I’m going to go and talk to her to see if I can find out where Jesse is.”
“No!” I shouted, causing a few people at the tables around us to glance our way. “You can’t. As soon as she sees me, she’s going to go running to him.”
Andy sighed. “What do you think we should do then?”
“Let’s get out of here. We’ll wait a few hours and then come back. We can see where she goes once she leaves here. She might lead us right to him.”
“This is nuts. Just let me go talk to her.”
“Andy, I know she’s your sister, but you can’t. She is a manipulative bitch, and she hates me. Anything you do to help will only make things worse. Let’s try my plan first and see what happens.”
“Fine, but we need to get out of here before she sees us.”
“Let’s go,” I said as I threw a few bills on the table.
I turned to the door while Ally was standing behind the counter. She was in deep conversation with some guy that I assumed was the manager. As long as she kept talking to him, she wouldn’t notice our escape.
I didn’t breathe until we were out of the restaurant and walking down the sidewalk toward where my car was parked. Andy’s car was parked a few spaces behind mine.
“Let’s head over to your apartment to wait,” I told him as I unlocked my car.
He nodded. “I’ll see you in a few.”
Chapter Three: Emma
I was a nervous wreck all the way back to Andy’s house. I’d never factored seeing Ally into my plans, especially seeing her and Jesse together at once. There was no doubt in my mind that she’d found him since she had a job here. If she hadn’t, she would have moved on and continued her search. I mean, come on. She hadn’t come all this way to get a job as a waitress.
How could he even stand to look at her after what she’d put me through? Surely to God, he had to know that she’d played us both. Jesse wasn’t stupid.
Oh god, what if she’d come all this way to tell him how much she loved him, and he took her in? What if they are together now? My stomach rolled at the thought of her touching him. I didn’t think I could handle seeing the two of them together.
By the time I made it to Andy’s, I was on the verge of a full-blown panic attack. He had to practically carry me up to his apartment. Once he managed to get me inside, he put me on the couch and sat down beside me.
“Emma, look at me. You’ve got to breathe,” he whispered as he hugged me.
I relaxed into him, unable to sit up. Every bad possibility that I could think of was rolling through my head. What if she tells him? I didn’t think I could stand to look at Jesse, knowing he knew just what I’d done.
“I can’t handle this,” I cried out.
“Yes, you can. You didn’t come all this way just to give up. So what if Ally is here? It doesn’t change the fact that you still care about him. It’s been two years, Emma, since you walked away from him, and you still can’t let go. That should tell you something. You still love him as much as you did back then. People search their entire lives to find someone they care about as much as you care about Jesse. You can’t just walk away because of Ally.”
“What if she tells him?” I whispered.
I felt him tense.
“There’s nothing we can do if she does. I told you from the beginning that I thought he should know. I never wanted to hide it from him. Lying to him won’t make it go away. It’ll only haunt you until you tell him the truth.”
“I plan to tell him once we get everything worked out. I’m just afraid that he’ll hate me.” That was mostly true. Honestly, I wasn’t sure if I had ever planned to tell Jesse the truth. I wasn’t sure I could handle his reaction.
“Then, he’ll hate me, too. What’s done is done, and there’s nothing either of us can do about it. I wish I could change what happened, but I can’t.”
“We were stupid,” I said.
“We were.”
I closed my eyes as the worst mistake of my life played over and over in my head.
“Emma? Are you okay?” Andy whispered in the darkness as we sat together on his couch.
I raised my head to look up at him. “No.”
“Me either,” he said as his other hand came up to cup my face.
A small amount of light was coming from the kitchen. It was enough to see him leaning down toward me. I only had a second to realize what he was about to do before he did it. I froze as his lips crushed against mine. I gasped in shock, but I didn’t pull away.
My head was fuzzy as I opened my mouth to allow his tongue to slip inside. I moaned as he pushed me, so I was lying back on the couch with him on top of me. Fuck, this feels good. My head swam from both lust and the alcohol I’d consumed.
Both of his hands went to my hips and pulled me tighter against him. I could feel him through his shorts, and lust shot through my veins, making me moan. His breath was ragged as he kissed a trail from my lips to my neck. I moved my head to the side to give him better access.
“You smell so good,” I panted.
“You taste good,” he muttered before running his tongue across my skin.
Goose bumps broke out erupted everywhere as he continued to kiss and lick his way across my skin. He raised me up long enough to pull my shirt over my head before pushing me back down onto the couch. His hands skimmed across my stomach, causing my muscles to jump. His kisses felt like fire as he kissed between my breasts and down my stomach. I wiggled my hips, trying to feel his thickness against me.