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title of the article was "A Forgotten Expedition"-the title of my own

paper!—and was signed "N. Tatarinov". It had been written by Nikolai

Antonich!

It was a long article written in a reminiscent vein but with a faint

touch of scholarship. It began by describing the schooner St. Maria as

she lay at her moorings near Nikolayevsky Bridge in St. Petersburg in

the summer of 1912: "The white paint on her walls and ceilings was still

fresh, the polished mahogany of her furniture gleamed like a mirror and

carpets covered the floors of her cabins. The storerooms and hold were

packed with all kinds of supplies. They had everything conceivable-nuts,

sweets, chocolate, different kinds of tinned fruit, pineapples, crates of

jam jars, biscuits, and many other items, including such necessities as

preserved meat and stacks of flour and cereals in bags."

It was amusing to see the way Nikolai Antonich began his article by

first describing the food—for me this was further incriminating

evidence. Further on, however, he was more circumspect. While

mentioning that the expedition had been fitted out at public expense, he

modestly hinted that it was to him that the idea of "following in the

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footsteps of Nordenskjold" first occurred. He spoke with bitterness

about the obstacles which the reactionary press and the Ministry of

Marine had put in his way. He quoted the note which the Minister of

Marine wrote on the report concerning the loss of the St. Maria: "It is a

pity that Captain Tatarinov has not returned. I should have had him

prosecuted for negligence in the handling of government property."

Still more bitterly did he write about how the Archangel tradesmen

had cheated his cousin by palming off on him poor, untrained dogs,

which might well have been bought off any street urchin for twenty

kopecks a pair, and how the whole business had gone to pieces the

moment Nikolai Antonich was forced by illness to withdraw from it. He

did not name the tradesmen-no fear! Only one of them was indicated by

the initial V. Nikolai Antonich blamed V. for having supplied, at great

profit to himself, meat which had had to be thrown overboard even

before they reached Yugorsky Shar.

This part of the article was written knowledgeably. Nikolai Antonich

even quoted Amundsen to the effect that the success of any expedition

depends entirely on its provisioning, and brilliantly proved this point by

the example of his "late cousin's" expedition. He quoted passages from

his "late cousin's" letters, complaining bitterly of the speculators who

took advantage of the fact that he had to cut short his stay at Archangel

and put out to sea in a hurry.

Nikolai Antonich wrote practically nothing about the actual voyage,

beyond mentioning that at Yugorsky Shar the St. Maria encountered a

number of merchant vessels lying at anchor waiting for the break-up of

the ice which filled the southern part of the Kara Sea. According to one

of the skippers the St. Maria was seen heading into the Kara Sea at

dawn on September 17th and was lost to view over the horizon behind

an uninterrupted line of ice. "The task which I. L. Tatarinov set himself,"

Nikolai Antonich wrote, "was not fulfilled." "In passing, however, he

made a remarkable discovery—that of Severnaya Zemlya, which he

named 'Maria Land'."

I bought this issue of Soviet Arctic, all the more as it contained

references to other articles by the same writer on the same subject, and

returned to my hotel.

I returned in anything but a good humour. It seemed to me that since

this lie had been printed, and so long ago into the bargain—over a year

ago—then there was nothing more to be said. It was too late to challenge

it, and nobody would listen to me if I did. He had forestalled me. It was

a lie, but a lie mixed with truth. He had been the first to point out the

significance of the expedition of the St. Maria. He had been the first to

show that Severnaya Zemlya had been discovered by Captain Tatarinov

six months before it was first sighted by Vilkitsky. He had taken this, of

course, from the Captain's letter, which I had given to Katya. He had

beaten me to it on all points.

I paced my room whistling.

Truth to tell, what I wanted most at that moment was to go to the

railway station and book a ticket to Krasnoyarsk and from there fly to

Zapolarie. But instead of going to the station I sat down to write my

memorandum. I wrote it all day, and when you work all day all the

cheerless thoughts that keep coming into your head have to go away

again because the place is occupied.

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CHAPTER FOUR

NEWS GALORE

I came in to find Korablev squatting in front of the stove, which he

was making up. It was such a familiar scene-Korablev there at the stove

in his old, shaggy jacket-that I even felt for a moment that all those

years had never been, that I was still a schoolboy, and was going to get a

wigging, as I did that time when I went to Ensk to see Katya. But then he

turned round. "How old he has gone," I thought, and in a flash

everything fell back into place.

"There you are at last!" Korablev said gruffly. "Why didn't you come

and stay with me?"

"Thanks, Ivan Pavlovich."

"You wrote you'd stay with me, didn't you?"

"I'd be inconveniencing you."

He looked at me, closing one eye, as if the better to take me all in. It

was the appraising look of a master examining his handiwork. The sight

must have pleased him, because he stroked his moustache and told me

to sit down.

"I didn't get a proper look at you yesterday," he said. "I was too busy."

He laid the table, got a bottle out of the cupboard, cut some bread,

then got out some cold veal and cut it up. He was still living alone, but

the damp old flat looked cosier and did not seem to be so damp. The

only thing I didn't like was that while I was talking he was helping

himself to the bottle without taking a bite. It worried me.

I said I was going to tell him only the bare essentials, but it is not easy

to pick these out when after so many years you meet a person who is

near and dear to you. Korablev questioned me about the North, about

my work as an airman, and was displeased at the brief answers I gave

him.

"Do you remember, Sanya, what you said to me when you were

leaving Moscow? You said: 'It remains for me now to prove that I am

right even if I have to die in the attempt.' Well, have you proved it?"

It was an unexpected question and I digested it. I remembered our

talk all right. I remembered how Korablev had shouted: "What have you

done, Sanya! My God, what have you done!" And how he had wept,

saying that it was all my fault, because I had insisted that the Captain's

letter referred to Nikolai Antonich when in fact it referred to some von

Vyshimirsky or other.

I couldn't quite see why Korablev should have mentioned that talk of

ours. But he must have had some reason for wanting me to remember it.

He looked at me gravely and seemed secretly pleased about something.

"I don't know who cares whether I prove something or not," I said