Tenino swayed, lightheaded. He freed his cock and testicles in favor of pressing his palms to the tile of the shower wall until he regained his strength.
Damn, if that was what happened when he came just fantasizing about Trey, then the reality of coming with Trey was probably going to make him pass out. A husky laugh escaped. He’d deal with it. Because one thing was for certain, Trey wasn’t staying a virgin for long. And if Tenino had his way, Trey’s first male lover was going to be his last one.
Tenino pushed away from the shower wall and lathered his hands again, this time to clean up the semen on his chest and abdomen. Now that he’d gotten a little relief he could think again, though he was very careful to keep his thoughts from straying into fantasy.
He needed a plan. The trouble was, he’d never been in a situation like this one. His past lovers had all been experienced, some openly gay, others more discreet about it— but none of them in denial about wanting another man as a partner instead of a woman.
Growing up, his sexual preference wasn’t an issue, at least among those belonging to the Thunderbird. There was even a name for it among The People. Two Spirited.
He’d never denied his sexuality. Yeah, he’d kept it private when he was a cop in LA, and to a lesser extent when he was in San Francisco. It’d just been easier that way. So he didn’t hold Trey’s denying being gay against him.
Hell, the guy had just helped the Feds bring down a family dealing child pornography. Trey was probably terrified it was going to destroy his career despite being innocent of anything but sleeping with a woman and pretending he was straight. On top of that, he had his female ex-lover out to kill him.
He was willing to cut Trey some slack. Some being the operative word. A phone call might come in tomorrow morning saying Patricia Veron was in custody. He had to make every minute count.
Tenino grinned. He could do that. In fact, he’d consider it his personal mission to get Trey so hot and bothered he had to retreat to the shower and jerk off—either that or face up to the chemistry between them and let Tenino show him just how much pleasure there was in accepting his sexuality and letting another man touch him.
A pulse of need went through Tenino’s cock with the thought. He hardened again. For a split second he was tempted to take himself in hand and give in to the fantasy of imagining Trey on his knees, blond hair freed from his ponytail, mouth delivering sweet torture and mind-blowing ecstasy as the water cascaded over them.
The grin turned into a grimace as the need built and Tenino realized his plan was going to involve a whole lot of suffering—for Trey and for him. He turned off the water and got out of the shower, toweled off briskly then frowned at the jeans.
No way was he putting them back on. He wrapped the towel around his waist. Don’t want to spook the schoolteacher, he thought, the grin returning.
How perfect was that? A cop and a schoolteacher paired up and playing house together?
A snicker escaped. It was better than a moan of pain. ‘Cause as soon as he opened the bathroom door and saw Trey look up long enough to get an eyeful, fire streaked through his cock and up his spine.
Tenino crossed to the area that served as his bedroom and quickly put on some sweatpants. He left the shirt off, mainly because more clothing didn’t seem desirable and the thought of the material touching his skin was unbearable. And then there was the fact he had a good body and he wanted Trey to see it—up close and very personal.
It wasn’t vanity speaking, just self-awareness and a confidence that came with being completely comfortable in his skin. The Creator had blessed him with nice looks to begin with. Being a cop and taking physical fitness seriously had honed that body into something other men had found attractive in the past, though what he really wanted was for one particular man—Trey—to find him irresistible in the present and the future.
Tenino rubbed his palm over his nipple. His penis jerked and his abdomen quivered. Oh yeah, this plan was going to involve a whole lot of suffering.
“You play video games?” Tenino asked, plopping down on the couch, guessing he was right on the edge of violating Trey’s personal space.
Trey closed the book. It was absolutely pointless to pretend he could read a single word, much less a complete page with Tenino in the room, shirtless and sitting so close.
“Some,” Trey admitted. He didn’t prefer them over reading, but he enjoyed them and they gave him a way to connect with his students, especially the boys. From time to time he’d found it very useful to take his PlayStation in and use minutes of playtime as part of a reward system for achieving certain academic and behavioral goals.
“What about a game then? We can even keep it tame, something like racing cars.”
“Yeah, sounds good,” Trey said, hyperaware of Tenino’s smooth bare chest and tiny, hardened nipples, of the erection not any more hidden by sweats than his was.
Tenino rose from the couch to cross the room for the game controllers. Trey took a shaky breath. He felt exactly like what he was, a virgin on a first date.
Just go with it. Just ease into it. Let Tenino make the first move. Because there was no doubt in his mind Tenino would make a move. He may have backed off for the moment, but Trey didn’t think it would last—he hoped it wouldn’t last.
Nervous anticipation fluttered in Trey’s belly. Fantasies had assailed him the entire time Tenino was in the shower. He imagined himself going into the bathroom, stripping, stepping underneath the hot spray of water and admitting he was gay, admitting to the attraction as soapy hands explored and lips touched for the first time.
He’d be a fool to ignore this opportunity, to keep denying the truth about his sexuality. He wasn’t a kid anymore, didn’t have to worry about schoolyard bullies. Hell, at the moment he didn’t have to be scared about what acting on his fantasies would do to his career. He was unemployed, in hiding—free for the first time in his life to accept who he really was, and act on it.
Tenino returned to the same place he’d claimed previously, close enough Trey was swamped with heat and the scent of soap, with renewed images of Tenino as the water caressed his body. Trey took the offered game controller, looked away quickly when Tenino stretched his legs out and used the coffee table for a foot rest, his relaxed position making his erection press boldly against the front of his sweatpants.
Trey’s fingers tightened on the game controller. He saw a subtle dare in Tenino’s gesture, a blatant acknowledgement of attraction. But he couldn’t make himself lift the book off his lap and place it on the table next to the couch. Instead he used it as a shield, a place to rest his forearms as he manipulated the game controls.
His face flamed when Tenino laughed softly. But thankfully Tenino seemed content to talk about the game, to guide Trey through an overview so they could begin racing.
Trey relaxed, found himself smiling, joking, letting his competitive spirit rise to the surface. He lost, more than once, but made Tenino sweat for his victories.
It was past midnight when they finally quit, when Tenino tossed his game controller onto the coffee table next to Trey’s then reached over and plucked the book from Trey’s lap.
Trey’s breath caught at the intensity of Tenino’s gaze, the purpose written on his face. His heart thundered in his ears as his lips parted slightly and his penis pulsed. He didn’t fight when Tenino pushed him backward onto the couch cushions. It seemed like the most natural thing in the world to stretch out, to have Tenino position himself on top, groin to groin, hard cocks lined up, separated only by soft material.