“Now that we’re back from the beach house, I need to be ready to run in the same powerful circles Liam does.”
“Of course.” It hits me that I don’t recall Liam taking any business calls at the safe house, and selfishly I’d never once noticed, let alone wondered how that impacted him. Just like when I’d asked him to run away with me and leave everything he’s ever accomplished and established behind.
“Hard to believe Liam has a Christmas tree,” Tellar comments, pulling me back into the conversation.
“Oh. Yes. We do. We didn’t like any of the choices Liam ordered,” I laugh, recalling the decorating process. “Liam turned the alignment of the ornaments into a precise architecture project.”
“That doesn’t surprise me. Architecture is his life. Aside from you, that is.”
I feel rather queasy that Liam has ignored his business matters these past weeks. I can’t remember the last time he touched a pencil to a design.
“I’m helping my sister put her tree up tonight,” Tellar continues. “Anything to lift her spirits.” He scowls, the deep scar on his cheek making the look quite menacing. “That bastard ex of hers is doing a number on her.”
Forcing myself to focus on the conversation, I ask, “He’s giving her trouble?”
“He’s giving her the cold shoulder, and it’s killing her when she shouldn’t give a shit. They were together five years when he decided to give his secretary a go. She caught them in his office the night before Thanksgiving.”
“Yikes,” I say. “I guess my lonely holidays weren’t so bad after all.”
He levels me with a stare. “You won’t be alone this year or any year going forward. You know that, right?”
“Yes, I know. And it’s wonderful.”
His eyes light with approval and he lifts his cup in a toast. “To all kinds of wonderful.”
“To all kinds of wonderful,” I repeat, clinking my cup to his.
“Starting with the big party tonight,” he says. “I understand we need to take you shopping for a dress.”
“I have a few dresses Liam bought for me a while back. I need to go see if anything will work.”
He snorts. “Unless it’s dripping with gold, it won’t. That event will be a money farm.”
I almost choke on a sip of coffee “A money farm?”
“That’s what all those people will be there for. Farming money.”
“You’re making me really excited to attend.”
He shrugs. “Just keeping it real.”
“Thank goodness someone does.” Keeping it real, when so much in my life has been absolutely fake, is exactly what I love about Tellar, and why I have to corner him while I have this chance. “How do you feel about us being back and Liam roaming the streets without you?”
“What happened to all that brave talk you just fed me?”
“I’m braver about myself than about Liam.”
“Be bold or stay home,” he says. “And bold is the right move, Amy. I know you’re nervous. How can you not be after all you’ve been through? But the steps taken now will establish your freedom, and safety, for years to come.”
I nod. “I know. I do. What about Josh? What do you think of him?”
“He’s a good guy, and yes, I know Liam is bringing him into the mix and finding someone to follow up on any leads he generates.”
“And how do you feel about him keeping you out of it?”
He sets his cup down and rests his hands on the counter behind him. “Realistic enough to know that I’m too close to you and Liam to follow up on anything that brings attention to you both.”
“Are you going to help us pick someone to do it, then?”
“If Liam asks me to I will, but he is of the opinion the less I know, the better.”
My brow furrows. “But he told you about Josh.”
“Because anyone close to you needs to be on my radar.”
That makes no sense. “But Josh isn’t close to me.”
“Monitoring any red flags attached to you and Liam is close to you. And my job is to take care of you.”
The vehement way he makes the statement reminds me of how lucky we are to have him on our side. “Thank you, Tellar.”
“For what?”
“For being here for me so many times and in so many ways.”
He inhales and lets it out. “I’ve been wanting to say something to you for a while now.” I arch a brow and he answers with, “I owe you an apology.”
“For what?”
“The first night I met you, I misjudged you. I didn’t understand how alone, and without resources, you were. Surviving took perseverance and smarts few people would have had.”
“You were protecting Liam. And the PI you’d hired to help find me had just been killed for asking the wrong questions about me. I’d have judged me, too, in that situation.”
“You did nothing wrong. I was wrong.”
“I did nothing for far too long. I was afraid to ask questions. Afraid of being killed. Afraid of being without resources. My list could go on and on.”
“You were eighteen when your family died and you were told to hide or die. Rollin and his people were powerful adversaries. Had you started digging for answers, you would have been captured and used as a weapon to get Chad to hand over the cylinder. You did the right thing.”
“Maybe. Maybe not. It’s done now and I’m here. Chad’s alive. We’re taking steps to be aware of any threats.” I lift a finger. “And,” I add, “Liam is in my life to be overprotective and bossy. Strike that. You and Liam are in my life to be overprotective and bossy.”
“I’m not bossy.”
“Oh please. You love to bark out orders.”
“Only when necessary.”
“Did you get that from the same book of answers that Liam quotes?”
The garage door buzzes with Liam’s arrival and I push off the cabinet, fighting the urge to rush to him and ask for details about Josh.
“Relax,” Tellar urges. “I’m sure it went fine.”
I nod. When door finally opens, Liam rounds the island in a light gray suit with a white shirt and silver tie, his expression unreadable, jaw set hard, power radiating off him. He stops beside me, casting Tellar a look that sends him toward the door.
Liam steps in front of me, his hands settling at my waist, his big body pinning me against the counter, his piercing blue eyes holding mine until the door shuts, then says, “Do you have any idea how much I want to tear your pants off, set you on the counter, and fuck you right now?”
Heat rushes over me at the bold words he favors, and apparently, I do too, since my nipples pucker beneath my bra and I have to force my voice to ask, “To celebrate, or to work off frustrations?”
His gaze drops to my mouth, lingering, then lifts to meet my eyes. “Because I want to.” He inhales, settling his hands on either side of me. “But if I do that, I’ll take you to bed afterward, and I won’t let you up. And as appealing as that is, you need a dress for that party tonight.”
“Does that mean things were good or bad with Josh?”
“It went well, which means we need to establish a reason to have more contact with him.”
“Define ‘went well.’ ”
“I gave him a partial list of keywords to monitor and he’s going to begin this afternoon.”
“What did you tell him about the cylinder?”
“I told him it was a clean energy source that would rock the economy. That’s all he needed to know.”
He laces my fingers with his. “Let’s go shopping.” He leads me toward the door while I replay Tellar’s words in my mind. Go bold or stay home. I’ve been conditioned by past circumstances to feel fear rising in my belly—but that was then, and this is now. I’m not staying home.
A FEW MINUTES later, Tellar pulls the Bentley into heavy afternoon traffic. “Where to?” he calls over his shoulder.
“Saks Fifth Ave,” Liam instructs him.
I blanch at the outrageously expensive store he’s chosen. “It’s the Saturday before Christmas,” I argue. “The midtown stores are going to be even worse than the streets. Let’s go to some smaller place I know.”