Not now, though. Right now, I just need to know why the pilot is crouched in front of me instead of in the cockpit where he belongs.
“Seriously,” I demand as I narrow my eyes at Grayson, “why aren’t you at the wheel or the stick or whatever they call it?”
“Darryl has it under control,” Grayson assures me. “And I’m sorry to wake you, but there’s a satellite call.”
“Damien?”
“Trent,” Jackson says. “I offered to handle it, but he insisted he needs to speak to you.”
That’s odd, and I force down the rising worry and tell myself that this isn’t necessarily a big deal. After all, I call Damien all the time when he’s flying. It’s just one more method of communication. He probably needs a contact that Rachel can’t find. Or wants me to run interference for him on one of his projects if he ended up double-booked. Something mundane and easily handled.
Something not a crisis. Because honestly, at the moment, my crisis quota is all filled up.
Grayson returns with a headset for me and I put it on, then wait for him to return to the cockpit and patch the call through.
A few seconds later, I hear Trent Leiter come on the line. “You sitting down?”
“I’m in a plane, Trent. What do you think?”
“Sorry. Sorry.” His words spill nervously on top of each other. And since Trent isn’t easily rattled, that alone is enough to make me stand up and start to pace the length of the cabin.
What? Jackson mouths.
But all I can do is shrug. “Dammit, Trent. What’s going on?”
“Oh, hell,” he says, and I can practically picture the way his shoulders slump. Trent’s not a bad-looking guy, but neither is he the type who commands a room. His asset is a boyish charm that takes clients by surprise. He knows how to work it, too, getting friendly with them in sports bars and at Lakers’ games. Reeling them in with a few beers and the latest player stats.
So the fact that I can actually hear the nervous discomfort in his voice lets me know that whatever he has to say is bad. More than that, I’m positive that this is about the resort, and my brief fantasy that he was calling so I could hold some investor’s hand during a walk-through in Century City has flown completely out the window.
So, yeah, I stand. “Trent,” I demand as I start to pace.
“It’s out,” he says. “One damn leak, and it’s everywhere.”
I’m almost to the closed cockpit door, and now I turn back, my eyes immediately meeting Jackson’s. He starts to stand, obviously concerned by the look on my face, but I shake my head. “What?” I ask, my voice tense and tight. “What’s out?”
“It was an article in The Business Round-Up,” he says, referring to a small local paper that serves downtown Los Angeles. “I don’t know how they got the story, but it was on their website this morning, and the tabloids picked it up a few hours later, and now it’s pretty much everywhere.”
“What is?” I repeat. “Come on, Trent, just spit it out.” But even as I’m talking, I’m hurrying back to my seat, then rummaging in my bag for my tablet so that I can check out the Round-Up myself. I try to get a connection, then remember that we told Grayson not to worry about booting up the wifi—the flight’s only a couple of hours, and we’d plummet headfirst into reality soon enough.
“The article says that the investors are worried. They were already antsy because of Lost Tides,” he says, referring to a competing resort that is being developed in Santa Barbara, just a few hours away from my resort on Santa Cortez. It’s a huge thorn in my side because the developers are keeping the details under wraps in anticipation of a big PR event as they get closer to opening. But I know enough to know that the resort was inspired by my idea for Cortez. And, frankly, that pisses me off.
Trent clears his throat and continues. “Now they’re saying that if the Cortez resort’s architect is a suspect in a murder, then maybe that’s not the kind of project they want to fund.”
“Fuck.”
I’m not sure when I sat back down, but all I know is that I am seated, and Jackson is leaning forward, his expression concerned.
Tell me, he demands silently.
And this time, I do. “It’s out,” I whisper. “It’s leaked. They know you’re a suspect.” I increase my volume for Trent. “How did this happen?”
“Best guess is some tenacious reporter has a mole in the Beverly Hills PD. If you’re looking to report hot celebrity gossip, that’s the place to flash a little cash and see whose pockets need lining.”
“Shit.” I draw a breath and try to stay calm. Beside me, Jackson looks like he could very easily put his fist through the plane’s hull. Since that thought really doesn’t jibe well with my fear of flying, I take one of his hands in my own and squeeze. What I want is to get off the phone. To toss this damn headset across the cabin and climb into Jackson’s lap. To hold tight to him and let him hold tight to me, and simply breathe.
But even that’s not true, because I want so much more. I want his mouth on me. His hands touching me. I want him to make me forget. To erase my fears.
And I want to do the same for him.
But this is not the place for that—a small jet with a thin door between the simple eight-seat cabin and the cockpit.
And, truly, what I fear even more is that Jackson would push me away. Gently, and with a soft touch and a kiss. But effective and painful nonetheless.
Frustrated, I stand again, too antsy to sit still, as Trent says tentatively, “Syl? Are you there? Did I lose you?”
“I’m here. Does Damien know?”
“He knows.”
At the mention of his half-brother’s name, Jackson rises, too. He brushes his fingers over my shoulder in a silent gesture of support, then goes to the back of the plane. He’s not pacing so much as imploding. As if all of his anger and energy is being sucked into himself. He needs to lash out—I know that he does. And I both fear and welcome the explosion when we finally do get the hell off this plane. He needs to explode, I think. And, dammit, so do I.
“So?” I prompt. “What’s Damien’s take?”
“He’s concerned,” Trent says. “He’s got reason to be. The investors pull out and you’ve got a mess on your hands. He’s trying to do damage control right now.”
“How?”
“Dallas is in town—the Round-Up actually contacted him.” Dallas Sykes is one of the resort’s primary investors. And any story that touches on the bad boy heir to the department store empire is bound to go viral. His dating escapades are constant tabloid fodder, and he’s been in the media spotlight since he was a kid. Everything from fights to over-the-top parties to reckless driving, not to mention more than a few times when he disappeared off the planet altogether, presumably holed up with some willing female.
“I should call Damien,” I say.
“No need. He’s already doing the drink-and-soothe routine. I told him I’d call you.”
“Is Aiden around?”
“I’m the one who spotted the article,” Trent says testily, and I cringe.
“Sorry. I didn’t mean anything.” I get why he’s touchy. Trent’s in charge of projects in the Southern California area. By rights, The Resort at Cortez should be his. But since the idea was mine in the first place, Damien put me in as project manager—and I report to Aiden Ward, the VP of Stark Real Estate Development, jumping over Trent entirely.
“Listen, I really do appreciate the heads-up.”
“Yeah, well, I figured you’d want to get ahead of it. The resort’s already on shaky ground, and I’d hate for you to lose it because of this. It’s bullshit.”