A maid was to stay in the nursery next to the bedchamber and sleep on a truckle bed there.
“Good night, Veronica,” Jane said as she was leaving. Her heart ached with unfamiliar love and happiness. Someone had needed her for almost half a day and would need her again tomorrow.
“Good night, Miss Craggs,” the child said, peering at her with wide eyes over the blanket that had been tucked beneath her chin. “When will Mama be coming back?”
Ah, poor child. Poor child. “Mama had to go away for a long time,” she said, walking back to the bed and smoothing her hand over the child’s head. “She did not want to leave you, Veronica, but she had to go. She sent you here, where you will be safe.”
“Miss Craggs,” the child said, “don’t leave.”
“I’ll stay for a while,” Jane said, seating herself on the side of the bed. “You are quite safe, dear. My name is Jane. It sounds a little nicer than ‘Miss Craggs,’ does it not?”
“Miss Jane,” the child said, and closed her eyes.
There was a rather painful aching around the heart to hear her name spoken aloud by another person. Jane sat quietly on the side of the bed, waiting for the little girl to fall asleep. But after a few moments the child’s eyes opened and she lay staring quietly upward.
And the door opened softly, and when Jane turned her head it was to find Viscount Buckley standing there, his hand on the doorknob.
“She is still awake?” he asked after a few moments.
“Yes,” Jane said.
He came to stand beside her and gazed down at his daughter. A daughter he had had with a mistress. A child he had never seen until today. And a child he seemed not to know what to do with. What would he do with her? Jane felt fear for the defenseless baby who was still staring quietly upward.
“Veronica?” he said. “Is there anything you need?”
“No, thank you,” the child said, not moving the direction of her gaze.
“You are tired?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“Go to sleep, then.” He leaned forward rather jerkily to lay the backs of his fingers against her cheek for a moment. “You are quite safe now.
I will arrange something for you.”
The child looked at him finally. “Good night, Papa,” she said.
“Are you coming, Miss Craggs?” he asked, looking at Jane.
“I will stay until she falls asleep,” Jane said.
He inclined his head to her. “Deborah is having an early night,” he said. “Will you join me in the library as soon as you may? I need to talk with you.”
Veronica was asleep no more than ten minutes later, not having spoken or moved since her father left the room. Jane got carefully to her feet, bent down after a moment’s hesitation to kiss the child’s forehead, and tiptoed from the room.
How wonderful it must be, she thought, how wonderful beyond imagining, to be a mother.
He sat in the library resisting the urge to refill his brandy glass for the second time. If he drank any more he would be foxed. The thought had its definite appeal, but getting drunk would solve nothing. He had learned that much in his almost thirty years of living.
Deborah was sullen and unhappy-and angry.
“How could you, Uncle Warren?” she had said just before going to bed.
“How could you let her stay here and announce for all the world to hear that she is your daughter? Mama will be furious with you. Papa will kill you.”
Yes, they would be a trifle annoyed, he conceded. But it served them right for foisting their daughter on him without so much as a by-your-leave.
What was he to do? How did one go about finding a good home for a young child? Aubrey would doubtless know, but Aubrey was in London, about to take a holiday with his family. Perhaps Miss Craggs would have some idea. He hoped so.
He was relieved when she was admitted to the library less than half an hour after he had left her in the nursery. He rose to his feet and motioned her to a chair. She sat straight-backed on the edge of it, he noticed, and clasped her hands in her lap. Her face had the impassive, empty look again now that Veronica was no longer present.
“These things happen, Miss Craggs,” he said. He wondered how shocked this prim schoolteacher was beneath the calm exterior.
“Yes, my lord,” she said. “I know.”
“Can you blame me for taking her into my own home?” he asked. “What was I to do?”
She looked fully into his eyes but did not reply. He shifted uncomfortably. He had never encountered eyes quite like hers.
“Send her back where she came from?” he asked. “I could not do it, ma’am. She is my own flesh and blood.”
“Yes, my lord,” she said.
“What am I to do, then?” he asked. “How does one find a home for a child? A home in which one can be quite sure she will be well cared for.
It is an infernally awkward time of year. Everything will be complicated by the fact that it is Christmas. What am I to do?”
“Perhaps, my lord,” she said, “you should celebrate Christmas.”
He frowned at her.
“You have a young niece,” she said, “who is unhappy at being abandoned by her parents at this of all times. And you have a small child who is bewildered at the disappearance of her mother. Perhaps it is the very best time of year. Let Christmas bring some healing to them both.”
He might have known it. For all her drab appearance and seemingly sensible manner and bearing, she was a sentimentalist. Christmas bringing healing, indeed! As if there was something inherently different in that day from all others. Besides, how could Christmas bring any sort of happiness to four such very different people-Deborah, Veronica, Miss Craggs, and himself?
“You believe in miracles, Miss Craggs?” he asked. “Do you have any suggestions as to how this healing can be effected?”
She leaned slightly forward in her chair, and there was a suggestion of eagerness in her face. “We could decorate the house,” she said. “I have always dreamed of… There must be greenery outside that we can gather.”
“Holly and such?” he asked, still frowning.
“And mistletoe,” she said, and interestingly enough she blushed.
“And that will do it?” he asked, a note of sarcasm in his voice. “An instant miracle, Miss Craggs?”
“Deborah needs company,” she said. “She is of an age at which it seems that life is passing her by unless she has company of her own age and activities to keep them busy and happy.”
He grimaced. “Company of her own age?” he said. “From memory and experience I would say that young people of Deborah’s age are usually ignored at Christmastime-and all other times of the year, for that matter. Adults want nothing to do with them, yet they are too old to enjoy being with the children. It is an unfortunate time of life that has to be endured until it passes.”
“Perhaps,” she said, “there are other young people in the neighborhood who would be only too happy to get together independently of either the adults or the children.”
“Are you seriously suggesting that I visit all my neighbors within the next few days, seeking out the young and organizing a party here?” he asked, aghast.
“I think that a wonderful suggestion, my lord,” she said.
He should have left the woman where she was, he thought. She was definitely dangerous.
“You would doubtless be left to organize and chaperon such an affair,” he warned her. “I will be invited to join a sane adult party.” And he would accept, too, though he usually sent his excuses.
“I am accustomed to supervising young people, my lord,” she reminded him.
“Very well, then,” he said. “On your own head be it.” He was feeling decidedly annoyed. Except that her suggestion made sense. And it would definitely solve the problem of Deborah. “I will have to postpone making a decision about Veronica until after Christmas. I suppose it will not matter greatly. She is a quiet and well-behaved child.”